married in grebek
62. Starting from zero

Dad's condition has recovered 80% after 3 months ago in surgery,Dito has also been living in the official house I only occasionally went to see Khalid Father also has reprimanded me should I live with my husband and son not with father, not with father, with reason Dad's health still needs to be monitored so Dito doesn't mind me staying with dad.

"Dad is better and even from next week dad will also start going to work so you should stay with your son and husband,"

"But Dad "

"Do you want Father to also bear your sins to serve your husband, after you have married your heart to your husband Second father"

"Good Dad "

"Be a woman like your Mother always devoted to her husband even though her husband often hurt her" said Father with a faint smile.

"Dad still remembers Mother"

"Of course Dad still remembers your Mother even though Dad was married twice and your Mother can be said to be the one who accompanied Dad the most briefly but your Mother who was special to dad "

"I thought you forgot your mother "

" When you marry Aunt Siska, you often imagine your mother, I think it's the guilt in Dad for your Mother but once Dad finds out your whereabouts it's not the shadow of guilt it's the shadow of your father's affection and love for your Mother that begins to grow without I realized "

" But from what I've seen Aunt Siska and Dad have a happy marriage"

" We feature happy families, matching couples only in public and in bed, Dad does not want to be made fun of choosing a friend wrong or choosing a mate wrong by your opa at that time ,so dad always acts as a whole family especially in front of your opa, if you don't believe ask Aunt Siska "

"when with mom Wulan "

"Have you ever seen a father with Mama Wulan like a married couple"

"No, I see you guys like friends, not like married couples"

" What you did with Mama Wulan as it is does not cover happiness for our grief , ' he said ,we behave as we are married to avoid slander but our hearts are still attached to the people of our past"

"is that why also Father and mother Wulan rarely sleep one room"

" maybe yes, then, our two parents run a marriage not just a biological need but more towards finding a life companion who accompanies us in old age when our children already have their own families"

" If you feel that's why you forced me to get married"

" In our neighborhood the status of the widow is looked down upon rather than the status of the widower,"

"So that's why Dad forced me to get married"

" It can be neither"

" The obvious dong yah"

"you know when my aunt complained to me about you who she said was perverted, from there I actually do not believe especially after hearing the version of your story but the incident was realized that now the status of your snacks is easy to be gossip material, after Dad aspired with Mama Wulan from there Mama Wulan told me the risk of the widow was like so in the eyes of one eye, like being accused of male seductresses when not all so"

"So that's why Dad asked me to get married"

" Although I don't know the struggle of your mother raising you with the status of a widow but I'm sure it's not an easy thing because that father does not want you to experience it let alone father feel the age of the father is not long "

"Why do you think like that when you haven't had treatment "

"because I was afraid the operation would fail "

"not yet tried why fear of failure "say a little disbelief in the answer father.

" you why not try again with Dito when he has regretted and changed, at least do it for the sake of your son Khalid, surely Khalid also craved a normal life like a whole family with a father and mother with him "

What I've been selfish about is just putting my pain aside and forgetting my son's happiness and what my hatred was was just a transition from my disappointment to my son's father, I said in my heart.

" I hope your marriage this time will bring happiness to you" said the father as he stood and walked away. After packing some clothes and books for college I decided to go to Dito's official house.

"Mother comes" Khalid said as he welcomed the derivative of the car.

"Khalid again said "

" playing basketball with dad"

" Grandfather is already well, so you will accompany Khalid from now on"

" Bener mother, "he asked, which I answered with a nod of my head and a smile.

"My mother's father will stay with Khalid again because he is healthy and starts working" Khalid said as he ran towards his father who was walking towards me.

" hope 9 years old Masa asked for a sling" when Khalid came back in front of me in his father's arms.

" Mother's strong father should not hold Khalid holding Mommy is also strong"

" Bene, as Khalid said, you're going to live here"

".Yes, I'm healthy from here to campus and closer"

" here with me" Dito picked up my big suitcase and Khalid brought me my laptop bag I followed Khalid from behind walking side by side with Dito.

" This is Khalid's room and this is my mother's room"

" But dear to your mother.."

" No papa "my word cut off Dito's seemingly unpleasant remarks to me.

" Later in the night I will sleep here sleeping with my father and mother" Khalid said as he laid his body on Dito's bed.

" Did you force me to stay here" asked Dito when Khalid had left me and Dito both in the room.

"indeed, Dad made up why"

" I'm sorry "

" why do you have to apologize"

"I didn't know I just felt guilty for you"

" I don't want to be in this second marriage people know all the problems in our family enough we know what's going on with our family let people judge our family is fine"

"I'll follow all your will to atone for my guilt all along, though honestly I want our marriage to work out as a marriage in general"

" Let's start from zero again, I'm sure we can and there must be a way if we have good intentions in establishing a household ark that has been shipwrecked.

"We are separated because of ego but we are united because there is still something left of us to keep (Khalid)" said Dito by holding both hands Anin more bold.

"Without a prolonged storm, I'm sure we can definitely get through this difficult time and forget about our bleak times"

" Thank you for the opportunity you gave me, this is more than enough for me I will show my regret and my change towards a better for our family".

" i keep your promise, may we be good parents together for our son" Anin said, letting go of Dito's hand.

The newly grown love of that time was severely tested by separation,but reference is one of the best ways God has given to end your test, hopefully in the future we can better keep this marriage bond.