
The prone position with a notebook in front of him was the best pose Dea did tonight to reduce the slight dizziness in her mind. The woman makes a circle on a must paper, then fills in the description, then thinks. Only if the information he added was true would he give a cheque beside him.
The information he wrote included :
Ben conforms to the standards of the man Dea wants?
The woman gave a cross in the circle.
Can Ben bring happiness to Dea?
It's hanging. Dea kept the tip of the pen away for a moment when faced with this question. Because, Ben did sometimes help Dea solve problems, occasionally comfort him, and very often calm him. In fact, the man's embrace seemed to have a calm charger for Dea.
However, Ben is also very, very often annoying for Dea. The man often made trouble, and very rarely listened to any directives Dea uttered. Up ... Dea felt very wanted .. wanted .. to torture the man, sometimes.
Dea was puzzled, so she now changed her position to supine, and allowed the plain ceiling of the room to be the object of her gaze to realize the shadow in her mind.
Since Dion's remarks this afternoon, Dea could hardly calm down at the thought of this: that his contract was threatened with failure due to a change of mind and something in Dea.
When she closed her eyes, Dea found comfort in seeing Ben, feeling calm in her husband's arms, and pounding at each look Ben pointed at her.
Dea felt strange about all the signals, something she had never felt before. Including her ex-boyfriend.
The woman breathed as much air as she could, when suddenly, a familiar scent greeted her nose. Ben's perfume, it felt very real, even though Dea just imagined the man was next to her. Dea becomes greedy for oxygen, just to enjoy the distinctive masculine scent that the man always wears.
Until, Dea felt movement in the bed, right on her right-left side. He opened his eyes, and was surprised to find Ben was right in front of his face. The man was busy positioning his body and legs to be right above the wife without burdening the woman in the least.
“K—you're here, Ben?” asked Dea pleasantries due to the surprised mixture. He looks very nervous because of the strong pounding in his chest, and is frightened that Ben knows that he has been thinking about the man for too long.
“Yes. I can still be seen by ordinary eyes, ‘kan? Not a kind of ghost that can not be seen his existence,” replied Ben, with the intention of joking. “Think what, De?”
Ben uses one of his flexed hands as a body support, while the other hand moves to touch Dea's face and leaves her hair gently. Just looking for reasons to be able to admire the beauty and perfection of the face of Dea, without being scolded by the owner.
“No position is more troublesome than this, Ben?” sindir Dea, cynical, when he is made difficult to move by Ben's presence on it. In fact, the woman needs a large space to calm herself, a loud pounding in her chest, and a chaotic mind.
“Ada,” Reply Ben.
In an instant, the man moved to the side of Dea, forcing his wife to face him directly. He used one of his hands as a tight hug for Dea, while one of his legs twisted Dea's two legs so that the woman had more difficulty moving.
“Ben!” the Dea protests, but they trigger a small laugh issued by Ben.
“Cuman just a minute, De,” said Ben in a soft voice. “Until I sleep. Don't you think it is?”
“News!” hardik Dea, but subsequently, he stopped protesting. Dea looked up to meet his views with Ben. “If you're divorced later, what will you do, Ben?”
“Yes how, De? The most common kayak work. I went back to my contract, to my old life. There is nothing different from fitting the same single time as the widower later.”
Dea seemed dissatisfied with Ben's answer. He provided another alternative to develop the man's life. “Each of me your salary either from this contract marriage or from the salary as an employee, you just save everything for home installments or business capital, Ben. No need to be pretentious romantic like yesterday made me surprise all kinds of who immediately make money ludes. You should have something after we split later.”
Ben tried to smile, but failed to give his best. The smile that Ben could try was just a pull on the corner of his lips, so that Dea knew that he was fine. At least that's what Ben tried to do.
“You won't accept me as your servant after we split up?” ask Ben.
“Not that, Ben,” reply Dea, dodging the accusation. “I want you to have something, make your future. I don't want you to be a doang servant for life. I want you to grow, and I will support you during our current marriage.”
“Not necessary, De. I've had enough of what I have now.”
“Ngak!” Dea refused firmly. He even showed angry curls when he said that. “You must .. evolve. Got it? You should stop being a waitress at my restaurant, and start building your own business. I'm sure, your patience can lead you to be a good boss.”
“But it won't be like Dea.”
“No need to kayak me,” reply Dea. “As it turns out, your life status goes up. Our marriage will hurt you at the end, and I don't want you to actually zero after we split. As if you are lucky in financial matters, after divorce later.”
Ben no longer answered, and Dea was frightened when he felt that Ben's embrace was no longer as heavy as before, and the man's legs had already moved from his feet.
Dea feels lost, but Ben is still in front of him.
“Dea,” call Ben in a weak voice, as if to change the topic of their chat. And Dea waited for further words from her husband.
However, there is no continuation of Ben's remarks. The man even just fix the position of his head by adding an additional pillow in the form of his folded arms.
“Ben?” demand Dea.
“Ngak so,” reply Ben, which makes Dea turn sour. The woman hits Ben's small shoulder, which causes him to lose a hug.
Ben changed his position to the back, and for some reason, Dea felt that an invisible wall was blocking them at this moment.
The woman could finally only look silently at Ben from the side. Quietly pull the corners of the lips with the heart pounding stronger than usual.
I'd love to, Dea offered Ben one thing.
That ...he wants to cancel the contract, and continue this marriage forever.
Because—maybe—Dea is already in love with this man.