Married to a Big Boss
Many Thoughts Until Pain

Ica wanted to go straight home, but she was intercepted by the arrival of the person in front of her. Ica got dizzy when she saw that guy. That person seemed to have been waiting in the parking lot from earlier. Looking at Ica, the wait was like it was over and showed a hopeful face.

"Ica, please cross with Bayu if I want to meet him. I called and chatted but there was no answer from him" said Caca, who intercepted Ica home because he saw Ica in the parking lot.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Caca, I've had my permission due to illness. I want to go straight home. If Mbak wants to meet with him, please go to the receptionist and make an appointment time to meet when he is free. Excuse me first, Ma'am," Ica refused. When he wanted to step foot to where his car was parked, Ica's hand was held by Caca.

"Ica, you know for yourself what the problem is between us. Where might I just go in and ask the receptionist to say that I want to meet Bayu. Where to go Bayu out to see me. Ica. I have no evil intentions, really," Caca insisted.

"Yes, I can only chat Mr. Bayu. Later if he is angry, tell him to read the chat from Raisa first. This will be my direct chat, Madam Caca just go in first. Go straight to the room, Mr. Bayu." Ica finally gave up. Do not want to also extend the conversation because Ica is getting dizzy now.

"OKAY. I go straight in if that is it. Thank you for the help, Ica," Caca said, shaking Ica's hand.

"Yes, Mother. Glad to help," Ica replied.

Then, Caca excitedly walked into the office. It's not nice if he doesn't meet Ica. Perhaps, he will wait for Bayu until the office hours are over. Waiting for lunch, the time is over. Want to wait even, if Bayu still insists on not wanting to see Caca, Caca's waiting will be in vain. Ica saw Caca get out of her car when she saw Ica was also in the parking lot. Ica assumes, Caca's been here long enough. Waiting for someone who will connect him with Bayu.

"Sorry, Sir. I just met Caca. It seems like he wants to make up with you until he meets you up to the office. So, I let him in and told him to go straight to your room. I can't bear to let the tired Mbak Caca wait for you. He said, You never reply to the chat and answer the phone. So I did what I thought was right. I'm sorry if I was presumptuous because I just want to bring people in. If you want to be angry, do not vent to Mbak Caca, but to me only. I'm going to the office tomorrow. And I'm ready to take responsibility by accepting all your scolding." Ica types at length to Bayu before driving her car, as she promised Caca.

"What will happen if they make up? Would Pak Bayu hesitate to accept this match? They should be together. I don't want to be called a love-lover person, or a third person. Moreover, judging from his attitude, Mbak Caca is a difficult person to deal with if you are angry. I have to discuss with Mother about this." Ica muttered on her way. Given that there is still a Bayu past that has not been resolved in a good way, he is increasingly determined to give a rejection answer to his match with Bayu.

Ica never dated, but she didn't want to feel the pain. It hurts to imagine that the person who should love himself loves someone and loves someone else at the same time. He is not the type who can share love if the worst happens in his household later. Given its potent nature it is largely formed because only Ica a child receives love from both her parents. Ica just can't imagine it.

This Ica thinks too much about what will happen to her household later if married to Bayu. It was great to add a burden to his head.

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Ica's head was getting dizzy, her body was cold and her fingers were frozen. It hurts easily when you have a lot of thoughts.

"Assalamu'alaykum."

"Wa'alaykumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, Non. I'm home, huh? Would Bi Yati like a drink?"

"May, hot sweet tea huh, Bi."

"Oiya, where are you going, Bi?"

"There's in the room, Non. Also at home, no one went out."

"Ooh, is that it? Thanks for the info, Bi Yati."

"Together, Non."

Ica intended to ask the Mother to take care of him, but she expressed that intention. First of all, Manda would have nagged her when she saw Ica was home before office hours. Then, if it is explained that Ica is sick, surely Manda will be worried excessively. However, when Manda took care of Ica, one day Ica's illness was cured. Because Manda took care of Ica with affection.

When the hot sweet tea he requested, Ica immediately looked for the medicine in the medicine box. Then, look for fresh bread to eat it first before taking the medicine. Her stomach was empty, there was no dinner last night, until there was no breakfast and lunch today due to no appetite. For this time, let him fill his stomach by eating fresh bread to make the medicine he drank more effective. He had already told Bayu that tomorrow he would definitely enter the office.

"Bi, if you meet Mother, please tell me that Ica has come home and rest in the room again. You see, Ica felt the body began to get cold, like Ica fever, nih. But, tell Mommy that Ica has taken medicine, so don't worry too much."

"Oh my goodness, Non. Yeah-yes. Get well soon, yeah, Non."

"Yes, Bi. Thanks, yeah. If so, Ica go to the room first."

Ica forgets that they have not performed the dzuhur prayer. He immediately fulfilled his duty first. At once merunjatan so that everything is facilitated and Ica get her recovery to be able to work tomorrow. Asking also for his istikharah answer about accepting or rejecting this matchmaking can be quickly shown the right answer.

Then, he fell asleep with a feeling of dizziness that increasingly felt. Her body was cold inside, fever outside. Often Ica wakes up every few minutes asleep. Before long it repeated continuously, his hands felt warm, grasped by the Mother. He became calmer when his mother accompanied him in times of illness like this. His sleep also became slumbering, because Manda immediately compress Ica.

Ica who had awoken after a while fell asleep was still seeing Manda beside her.

"There's a lot, Mother, because I'm willing to take care of Ica. I love you, Mother," said Ica lirih.

"I love you too, darling. You take a break, yes. Later if it's light, the food you put on the nightstand next to the bed you eat, yes, dear. Shafakillah. May it heal soon." Manda responded with love. Then, he kissed the princess and stroked her hair until Ica fell asleep again.

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