
" Feli, Lo really do not want to come back to Indonesia during this vacation ?" airin asked with a worried face.
" No Rin, I'm here. I still want to go back there. Anyway, I want to do a new design" Felicie refused Airin's invitation.
" But you'll be alone here. Dave also went home to his parents. I will keep thinking that Lo no one is unaccompanied." said Airin.
" Rin, I'm not papa. You know I've been used to it all this time. You must know why I'm lazy to go back there. I still don't want to meet them. Then I'll be hard to come back here again. Surely Mr. William will know my whereabouts that have been successfully hidden Elbert." Felicie instantly fell silent as soon as she said this. Unable to prevent, he was forced to recall all about Elbert.
Whereas for a few days since he saw the man's marriage, Felicie has tried her hardest not to remember him anymore.
Airin stroked Felicie's shoulder gently. Although Felicie is normal and never shows her sadness in front of them but Airin believes that Felicie is actually hurt by what Elbert is doing.
" Sheel ... You've been gone a few months from there. Maybe everything there has changed. So what makes you lazy to go home ? Aaron ... ? Aaron will also not dare to bother you again because his two wives are now pregnant. He definitely did not want to cause any more trouble to get close to Elo. You've never told him that you don't love him anyway. So, what makes you mind coming home with us ? Don't you miss Tika's mom and Sumi's mom ? They are people who love you sincerely. It's a long holiday, Loh Feli. Why are you alone here ?" Airin is still trying hard to persuade Felicie to come home with him and Devan.
Felicie was silent when Airin mentioned two names that he so longed for.
He is indeed kangen with Tika's mom and Sumi's bik. But previously he had also told them that he would not return to Indonesia in the near future.
" I'm sorry, Rin. But I'm here. I have to save. There are still a lot of fees that I need in order to stay in college. You know my struggle. So I don't want everything I've done to be in vain." Felicie remained tight-lipped with her stance.
" What ? Now you are a millionaire. I know how much income from online clothing sales equals boutiques. I was the same Dave. That money is a lot. That's not the reason you're actually lazy to go home. Elo still hopes Elbert comes to you and explains everything the same Lo ! Lo love Elbert, right ! He's a man's husband, Feli. You want to be an actor !" airin said emotion.
" Waterin ! Don't make it up - there is. I never expected what Lo said. He's already married. So why should I expect him to come and see me for an explanation to me. After all we had no relationship all this time which up to have to make him obliged to explain about the matter of his marriage. I want to stay here because I want to. Besides, I still have to do the clothing design for the next season. Dave also told me he would accompany me. Dave just came home to celebrate Christmas with his extended family. After that, he returned to the apartment. We want to do this together. While Dave was coming home, I also wanted to go to my friends' house while I was working at Megan's boutique. They invited me to gather during this holiday season. So don't worry, I'll be lonely here. That's why I don't want to come home with you. Not because of Elbert ! I also know he's a husband. No need to remind me !" felicie's tone rose as she said this to Airin and immediately got up leaving Airin as well as Devan.
Airin realized that his words had hurt Felicie. He shouldn't have said that. Although he knew Felicie loved Elbert and insisted on covering her from them. But he shouldn't have said such harsh words. He should have comforted Felicie so that she would forget her grief. Not even hurt him more.
" You're missing, Rin .. !" devan said annoyed and went after Felicie.
" S**l ... ! I did b***sek. "said Airin was upset to see his attitude.
Moreover, Devan looks angry at him. He gets up and goes after Devan and Felicie.
" Sheel ... Wait for me !" call Devan.
Felicie accelerated her pace. He did not want to get angry at Airin, so he had to temporarily avoid them. He knew Airin was worried about him because he had to live in an apartment alone. But that does not mean he also has the right to offend the problem of his feelings that have been painstakingly covered.
" Feli .. please forgive Airin. You know that he talks sometimes not in mind first. Airin loves you, Feli. He was just anxious about having to leave you alone in this city. Airin just doesn't want you to be sad" Devan said trying to persuade Felicie after successfully matching her steps.
" But Felicie .." said Devan was immediately cut by Felicie.
" Here you go. I'm not papa. I just need a break" Felicie said.
" Hmm .. okay. But please forgive Airin's words, yes Feli. You know he didn't have the slightest intention of hurting you, Fel. " said Devan.
" There's nothing I need to forgive Airin's not wrong. We were both just emotional for a moment. Go awayl. Poor Airin. She must be crying now. You know, she's a whiny girl !" felicie tried to calm her heart.
" all right. I hope you'll be much calmer after the break." Devan relented, not wanting to force Felicie again.
He understood that at this time Felicie only wanted to calm her emotional heart because of the words of Airin.
" Hmm .." said Felicie, then stepped away leaving Devan who kept staring at him.
Felicie quickly passed from before Devan. I didn't want to meet Airin yet. He was afraid that his emotions could not be controlled if he remembered the words Airin had hurt his pride. Maybe later after he managed to calm himself in the apartment, he would meet Airin again. Felicie knew that Airin had not intentionally said this to hurt her heart. He's just worried Felicie's lonely if they're not here.
" Sorry, Feli. I'm sorry !" airin said regretfully with tears dripping down her cheeks, looking at the body of Felicie who was getting away from her and Devan.
" Dear it, don't cry. Felicie will forgive you. Felicie's a good girl Let her alone first to calm herself down." said Devan comforting Airin, her lover.
" But I was too late, baby. I've hurt Felicie's heart." Airin's face is so pitiful.
" Hmm .. You were a little late. Your words must have hurt Felicie's pride. Even if Felicie loves Elbert, she won't be able to do anything stupid either. Felicie is a girl with high self-esteem. There's no way he wants to be an actor !" devan said trying to realize the mistake that Airin had made.
" Yes, I'm so mean. Felicie must hate me !" airin's crying is getting louder.
" Hmm .. that's it. We'd better go home. I'm sure Felicie wouldn't hate you. Right now he is just upset to hear what you say. He promised me that he would take us to the airport. Let's just in the meantime we don't bother him." Devan said.
" Yes .. hiks, hiks. "sahut Airin is still crying.
Devan hugs Airin to make her lover feel calmer. He knows that Airin is a little bit outrageous at times but his heart is very soft. He did that to Felicie because Airin loved her so much.
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