
After returning from campus, Farel immediately entered the room to relax his body, even though he was not tired at all but wanted to do the fall of the village not yet afternoon despite staying one hour more adzan asar.
It just so happened that Farel's bedroom door was not closed so this was the chance for Azarin to mess up in his brother's room, it had been a long time that the little girl did not feel the pleasure of jumping up and down on Farel's bed. But, that was not the main reason Azarin was in Farel's room. The girl only asked to be taught her PR, Farel happened to be good at English.
Azarin sniped briefly from behind the door, the young man with his legs dangling down seemed to sleep while folding his hands over his stomach, already resembling a corpse. Azarin slowly approached the king-size bed of Farel, looking closely at his brother's face from nearby was indeed as handsome as it was, without realizing Azarin was amazed to see the masterpiece of God as beautiful as Farel.
"Why my schoolmate is no one as handsome as Bang Farel, at least like his nose or not his lips," he murmured silently, afraid Farel was disturbed and woke up.
Azarin inched up onto the bed, sitting next to Farel who was still asleep, not bothered by the movements Azarin made.
"Like Brother himself wrong, right?" Now Azarin plays Farel's hair, turns it on his fingers while continuing to look at his brother's face, amazed. Azarin grabbed the book he was carrying on the edge of the bed, waiting for Farel to wake up like he was waiting for a rooster to lay eggs. If built kasian as well, must be tired.
"Yes it is. Later on," Azarin let out a rough breath and then moved down from the bed leaving Farel's room.
After two hours of stringing dreams, Farel woke up disturbed by the sound of his cellphone continuing to vibrate in his pants pocket. Rubbed his face rough then immediately got up. Farel clucked in annoyance when he saw who had messed up his deep sleep.
Rian's name is on the screen, and this is where his mind goes to war choosing between lift or not.
"Thank you, who knows how important it is," Farel began to bring the phone to his ear, a few seconds passed only silence that Farel could hear, but a moment later a crowded voice began to fill. Farel frowned in wonder, just waking up was already made confused.
"I've guessed, there was never anything important about the Rian bahlul."
"Woyy demon, don't close it first. I have bad news. Siri is dead!!" Silence for a moment, because Farel was digesting Rian's words. To be honest, just woke up straight away to this unpleasant news.
"Don't joke around, I just got up this," grunted Farel, almost throwing his phone on the floor, but he himself was about to lose.
"Lo think I'm crazy kidding brazen like that? Dead is not something that can be made a joke, bego. I'm serious, come now to Sandi's house!" Right after that, the connection of the two was cut off leaving Farel who continued to struggle with his mind, between believing or not which clearly Farel began to panic now.
Farel roughly grabbed his jacket hanging behind the door because now the weather is cloudy once and it will most likely rain today.
So panicked, Farel did not hear Azarin's call in the living room watching television. That's not what's important now, Farel has to quickly get to Sandi's house.
Assumptions appeared in his head.
It took 10 minutes for Farel to get to the yard of Sandi's house. Many people had gathered there, Farel could hear the sound of simple crying among the crowd of people there, and Farel was sure Sandi was also one of them.
Farel took his foot to step towards the crowd, it was hard to look inside because many were facing the road. Rian's figure was not reached by his neutrality. Farel was eager to comb the people standing in front of him, until a soft pat on the shoulder made him scowl and immediately turned his head.
Rian looked with a sad look at him while nodding, but Farel did not understand what he meant. Without saying a word, Rian led Farel to walk behind Sandi's house, there were not many people there like the conditions in front of the house, there were only a few.
"Why did we come here?" Farel took off Rian's handrails on his jacket sleeve, asking for an explanation because Farel really did not understand. Rian did not answer, but returned to Farel.
Rian pointed towards the young man who was sitting down crying and sobbed by two middle-aged women who might be his family.
Farel squinted his eyes. It was Sandi, the man who had been a comedian to entertain in their circle but now she looked fragile, even very fragile. This is the sympathy of a friend, Farel also felt what Sandi experienced.
Rian threw away his face, pushing Farel's shoulder to sit on a chair just two steps away from where Sandi was. A middle-aged woman approached the two of them, her eyes looking puffy and red.
"You two are Sandi's friends?" The woman sat down on the chair beside Farel. Rian nodded when faced with the question. A moment later, there was no more talk because the middle-aged woman came back closer to Sandi who seemed to be rumbling with her cries.
Farel looked at Rian who was also staring at him, they seemed to have the same thought. The two stood up, coming closer to his best friend who is currently mourning the passing of an angel without wings.
Patting and rubbing Sandi's shoulders that were shaking violently, the young man hid his face on the palm of his hand, already able to describe how destroyed Sandi was.
The two women who had calmed Sandi away, there was Farel and Rian who still did not want to speak up for fear of speaking wrong.
"What's wrong until God is evil? Losing my father has devastated me, especially now God takes the most valuable in my life. So what's the point of living?" Sandi began to calm down a bit, but her tone seemed to protest and blame fate. It is wrong, but for those who are in the position of Sandi must think the same even though not all of them.
"Lo never heard of? Whatever is missing from your life, if you love it will definitely be replaced by God with a better one" said Farel calming.
"It's not about possessions or things, Rail. It's about life. What to replace with? New mom?" Sandi hardened her jaw, but a second later her shoulder moved down, Sandi lowered her head thinking she had spoken wrongly, unconsciously she was like quipping Farel who has a connecting mother.
"It's not like that, but I'm sure God has a good plan for your life. Lo strong yes, I was also in the position of lo, so do not be discouraged. God is never wrong in determining the fate of his servant" Farel smiled knotfully as he patted Sandi's shoulder. While Rian beside her looked amazed by Farel's thought.