Marrying a Girl Sucks!
Deepening Rasa~

Love is a very scary and scary word for a Bhumi Bramantya. As much as possible Bhumi refused to know the name love again. As much as possible Bhumi did not want to feel how the love was so deeply embedded in his heart that it left a very, very painful mark that he probably would not forget all his life.

Iya Bhumi was determined to his own heart and to himself not want to know love after seeing Flower officially become his sister-in-law. The woman he considered his first love and the only woman to fill the niches of his heart for so many years was already officially his sister-in-law. That's when Bhumi accidentally froze his own heart.

Bhumi closed his eyes for a moment.. feeling the afternoon air blowing through her body on the roof top of her luxurious residence-in-law because Geva locked the door of her room from the inside and did not want to open it even though Bhumi had tried to knock on the door many times after Papi Echoes back home.

Bhumi weighed her feelings.

He is insensitive, but he is also not stupid if he is worried to see how Deon encourages Geva, his dislike considering Fabian and Theo is jealous. She said when Geva blocked her number. But Bhumi brushed it off. Yes, he does not want to fall in love. He refused to fall in love.

Bhumi only wants to believe that all this he did for the sake of a husband's responsibility to his wife. Bhumi is indeed a hypocrite, he does not want to involve feelings in his domestic relations. How could? home is without love.

But whether Bhumi realized it or not, his heart had already completely betrayed him.

Bhumi exhaled slowly, deepening his own feelings to find out about his heart...

"Until when do you want to continue like this Bhum?" The voice of a man she knew well was who. Yes, the man who served as his father-in-law was now sitting next to him in the same position staring straight ahead and breathing deep air.

"Now think of papa as your friend.not your in-laws, let's talk as two grown men." The man said with ease. That man was none other than Papa Arsa. Papa Arsa's words immediately made Bhumi look not understand.

That in-laws feel like friends?

"Papa used to be the same, still focus the same ex to ignore papa's wife who was pregnant. And because of the ex-papa also papa's wife miscarried. Papa almost lost both. That's papa's biggest sin. " Said Papa Arsa again staring at the leaves blown by the wind into a view of the roof top.

"Pa I'm.."

"Papa knows you are Bhumi. Before you even know yourself papa knows you. When do you think your feelings for Flo are love? will you let Geva turn and leave you? Until Geva is successfully made to fall in love by Fabian? or Theo again?" Papa Arsa's question made Bhumi immediately glared in disbelief but did not dare to say.

"Pa.. is not easy to forget Flower. we parted in a way that is far from good. Leaving the wound for me and him so deep. Eight years I've been looking for him. I need some time pa." Said Bhumi who now really considers Papa Arsa as his friend is not the father of the woman who became his wife. It is no longer awkward to talk about an ex.

"Ck. Eight years you've been looking for her for love?" Ask Papa Arsa. Bhumi nodded weakly.

"Sometimes love and guilt are different than Bhum.."

"What does Papa mean?"

"Love the same guilt you have for ever damaging the girl.Yes even though it does not damage directly." Papa Arsa smiled mockingly at the son-in-law.

"What does Papa mean?" Bhumi repeated his question but this time his heart was racing. Does her in-laws know about her past with Flower?

"Papa was young Bhum.. Papa knows your Papi very well and how your Papi imparts a responsibility on you. Papi understands how young people are dating now and how you feel guilty all this time thinking it's love." Papa Arsa is actually already in the story of Papi Gema about the style of dating Bhumi and Flower.

And at that time Papa Arsa regretted his actions as a young man who had done the same to his former girlfriend named Sevia. But now his son who reaped.can a husband who is not much different from Papa Arsa, a handyman making out the same ex.

"Pa. I.."

"Cerna well papa's speech. and feel good. All this time you've been looking for Flower because of love what guilt." Papa Arsa said, Bhumi was silent.

Bhumi is still faithful in silence waiting for the next sentence that comes out of the mouth of his in-laws. It felt suddenly very horror.

"But papa also asked for you. You just said it takes time to forget about Flower. During that time also Papa asks you to release Geva to hang out with anyone... Let her be happy for doing whatever she wants.

Papa will not prevent Geva from achieving his happiness if it turns out that Happy Geva is not with you, because for a father, there is nothing more precious than the smile of his little daughter, at least Papa has kept papa's promise to your parents to marry you.." Said Papa Arsa who patted Bhumi's shoulder and stood up and wanted to leave Bhumi himself pensive.

"Don't be sorry, because not everyone has a second chance like papa." Say it before actually going off the roof top.

The end is not in-laws feel friends anymore, right because actually in-laws it just provoke him and scare him~

Responsibility?

Of love?

Guilt?

Bhumi followed his father-in-law, Bhumi thought of Flower's position after their relationship ran aground. Has he really taken off and mengikhlaskan Flower?

Given how Flower with Bhima used to be, at first there was a sense of tightness in the chest. But the more here his heart was happy to see the smiles of Bhima and Flower together. Her heart was happy to see how harmonious her second relationship was.

Can you call it move on? or just a sense of happiness because we see the people we love happy. I don't know Bhumi does not understand with his own heart if he remembers Flower~

Yes, for eight years Bhumi searched for Flower in the name of love and wanted to ask for an explanation of the girl and a guilt so great that he had damaged the girl even though not directly.. still Bhumi has ruined Flower by making out.

The planting of responsibility built by Papi Gema since his children was small turned out to also have a very big impact on Bhumi. Bhumi closed his heart tightly instead in the name of love, but it turned out to be just a guilt so great it was stifling.

Bhumi is still not sure of his feelings. But imagining a Gevania turning away from him suddenly his heart rumbled. Especially after remembering Gevania who was his little bride first. Bhumi immediately held his chest that was pounding. Bhumi was suddenly hesitant about his own feelings for Flower.

Bhumi closed his eyes again, looking for calmness for his brain so he could think clearly. But when she heard Geva's laughter echoing in her ear, she opened her eyes and looked towards the source of the sound.

Back gate?

Bhumi's eyes sharpened from the roof top on the second floor clearly Bhumi saw Geva chatting and laughing with Theo at the back gate. Theo who is still on the bike also continues to throw his smile at the ex-lover.

"Theooo." Murmured Bhumi with clenched hands.

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