
If we ourselves do not understand our feelings.then how can we be sure if our heart has been mengikhlaskan or love someone?
That's what papa Arsa does, he must guide and give a perspective to his son-in-law who is super insensitive because papa Arsa already knows if in the heart of Bhumi is now filled with the name Gevania Azkia Bramantya.
Papa Arsa understands how Bhumi feels, especially the feeling that there is a gaping wound for years to cause trauma and a slump in a long time.
Bhumi is now aware of his feelings, his past memories of little Geva have really returned one by one.
Many people easily say, "Move on dong! ikhlasin dong ikhlasin.." But if he is in the position of Bhumi not necessarily his heart will be as airy as Bhumi to see the woman who once loved him with the affairs of the heart that has not been settled eh suddenly become his sister-in-law even spread intimacy in front nya.
The sound of Geva closing the gate makes Bhumi now more aware in his daydream about how important Geva in his life. Bhumi who was still faithfully clenching his hands as well as the hardened jaw muttered..
"Until when will Geva and I continue like this? am I not now in control of my household?" Bhumi sighed harshly and threw away his jealous emotions seeing Geva meet Theo.
Bhumi doesn't like to see Geva laugh off with other men. Bhumi did not want Geva to give a smile to her ex. Bhumi's heart feels so painful.
After feeling his emotions subsided, Bhumi chose to go down to meet Geva.
in a few hours, he had to fly back to Japan.
In the room, in,
Geva was standing looking at the outside window while chatting with her mobile phone. As she was chatting with someone across the street, Geva was unaware of Bhumi's presence in her room.
"Yes Del. thank you very much Del has minjemin notebooks with me, Theo just returned." Said Geva.
"Sama-sama Gep.. I was the one who wanted to go there between notes but suddenly Beni ngajakin road together. Yaudah finally Beni asked Theo to help bring books to your house." Said Adel's classmate Geva and Naomi.
"It's one of my best friends that Del." Said Geva.
"We're not that familiar huh Gep. You play the same Naomi doang. The important thing is tomorrow you buy me a ketoprak in the canteen." Adel's eyes chuckled.
Not yet Geva chimed in his words suddenly a sturdy arm coiled in her stomach made Geva jerk.
"Sister.." Lirih Geva replied Bhumi by kissing Geva's cheek and then continued to hide his face in the neck of the Geva level, of course Geva Kegelian received such treatment.
"Well, who is Gep. Brother Deon? salamin Deon dong's brother, I want to be his girlfriend." Adel said as he continued to chuckle.
"Ngaco.already have Beni still less grateful. Already ah.. Sono continued to date me want to learn." Said Geva.
"Learn for a grandpa." Bhumi's whisper right in Geva's ear made Geva instantly turn away her phone hoping Adel didn't hear.
"OK. diligent yes mblo singles!" Adel said to tease Geva because everyone already knew if the relationship Geva and Theo had succeeded so they thought Geva was single.
Thank goodness Adel did not hear it.
"Suee lu!" Geva said he cut his phone.
Geva sighed as Bhumi still faithfully hugged her from behind. And Geva did not intend to refuse Bhumi's embrace, because Geva felt comfort and warmth in that embrace. Although his heart is still quite irritated with Bhumi Bhumi's words an hour ago regarding responsibility, it is not yet love.
"Sorry." Lirih Bhumi's.
"I want to lick my own spit.."
"Huh?" Geva suddenly imagined something disgusting.
" It's not just Ge's responsibility, because my chest hurts to see you laughing with your ex." He said softly while inhaling deeply the scent of Geva's body that made Bhumi's heart instantly calm after a great rumble. His emotions subsided just by hugging the alien from his Pluto.
"Sister, don't make me GR. I know. brother feels pain because of my status that his wife is brother. Don't make me wish for more. " Answer replied with a straight forward look.
"You deserve to wish more because you're my wife Gevania... I don't know what my feelings are, I worry about you, I worry about you and I miss you. I'm jealous to see you with another man. And just this time I did something silly by renting a private jet just to meet you because you blocked my number when we were only 24 hours - and didn't meet." Said Bhumi tightening his embrace. Geva smiled at her husband's words. I finally did kan~
"It's just a sense of responsibility.." Kilah Geva deliberately fished Bhumi.
"It's not Ge. it's more of a responsibility, but I'm ashamed to admit it to everyone. Even I'm ashamed of myself for the ridiculous thing I did last night." Said Bhumi again hid his face on the shoulder of the wife who was exposed because only wearing a tangtop after removing the sweeter he used earlier to meet Theo.
"So what?" Ask Geva.
" love." Bhumi's words gave Geva a chuckle.
"Why are you laughing at me Ge?" Ask Bhumi.
"Silver is an adult but why define the heart of brother brother alone can not, suddenly say love. Ck. ." Geva.
"No. Ge. I'm conscious now." Bhumi.
"Aware what?"
"My first love wasn't Flower, it was you."
"Huh?" Geva blinked her eyes.
"Yes, the cute girl who always whines asking for marriage-marriage sweet girl who wants me to always hug and noisy little girl who always disturb my peace of mind and mind. Forgive me for forgetting our childhood memories." The word Bhumi makes Geva's body suddenly stiff.
Did he hear wrong?
Was he just a dream in the afternoon heading into the Afternoon?
"Sister.." Geva tries to release Bhumi's hand which is coiled in her queen's stomach and turns to face Bhumi.
Geva stared intently at Bhumi's sharp eyes,
" Since Mami told me about that shitty little girl without saying her name, I've always thought of it.. even that little girl used to come to my dreams so often that Deon gave me pictures of you when you were little and it turns out that little girl who in my dreams ducks the same as your face when you were little.. And the pieces of my past puzzle pieces with you are starting to come back. I've been convinced Ge that I've been in love with you for a long time, even long before I knew Flower." Said Bhumi looking into Geva's eyes which showed disbelief.
"How can you be so sure?" Search Geva.
"Because I'm so sad that I'm even protracted and reluctant to socialize with girls after you go to Germany with Papa and Mama.." Bhumi.
"I love you Ge.." Lirih Bhumi cupped Geva's pretty face and gave a brief kiss on her sweet lips.."