MARRYING OLD GRANDPA
TRAUMATISED

"Drink.." said Orange softly. She sat down by the side of the bed, looking at her husband who began to drink the water he offered.

"Thank you" said the Sky. He kept the empty glass on the nightstand.His eyes closed again, sometimes his breath still looks stingy.

"Sir, I'm sorry if I was presumptuous. Emmm, what exactly has master experienced? why is it that every night mister like this, even tonight is so bad. If you consider me a friend, share with me. I will listen to you, your heart will be calmer if you want to share the difficulties you are going through."

Jingga ventured to express her heart. She worries about Heaven, after all, Heaven is her husband. Although all this time their household life is not as beautiful as other households.

For a moment Sky thought, it might be true, he did need someone to share. He needed a place to go home, to really go home to calm himself down.

All this time, Sky did not dare to see a psychologist, he was not ready to express the dark events that he had experienced. Leaning on the incident would only make him more tormented, but it seemed he could not stand it.

"I won't force you, then you rest. I will continue to accompany you," said Jingga again. He moved, about to return to his original place, but unexpectedly, Heaven held his hand, made him turn to look at his hand and changed to look at the Sky, the man nodded gesturing for Orange to sit again.

The old man let out a long sigh, then exhaled slowly.prepared his mental, heart and mind to reopen the dark sheets in his life.

"When I was seventeen, both my parents prepared a surprise birthday party for me. At the top, my family's private villa." The sky again exhaled a long breath, for a moment his eyes closed, he tightened his hand grip on Orange. Then continue the sentence..

"At first the party was very lively, we were happy. We laughed, celebrated my birthday, which was the day I hated the most. A commotion occurred outside the villa, no matter what commotion. I obeyed my father's request to hide in a safe place and not come out whatever would happen later. I who at that time did not understand just according, but from where I hid, I can still see clearly the events around me. You know, Orange, they killed my parents.."

Even orange could not hold back her tears, she clasped her husband's cold hand back, seeing the sky so hurt, for some reason her heart was also so sick.

"They shot both my parents several times. I didn't recognize them, they came suddenly Orange. Until now I couldn't even find them, the perpetrators of the murder of my parents. At that time, I was silent. My world stopped that very moment. I can't even scream. I just cried in silence, I was a coward. My biggest regret is why I didn't go out and fight them, but I'm already big. Just because of the words of my father that forbid me to come out whatever happens later, I was silent to be a coward that resulted in both of my parents killed without a fight. I'm a useless child!"

The tighter the Heaven's hand grip on the Orange, the more the Orange can feel the suffering that her husband is experiencing.

"And until now you were afraid?" lirih Orange. The sky nodded, he looked down deeper. His crying still sounded clear. "I'm here, I'll always accompany you. Don't be afraid anymore, try to control yourself, shift your fear to something that can make you happy. If necessary, I will accompany you to the doctor. We fought together so you could heal."

The sky was staring at Orange, the man's gaze was so sad. Many wounds that the man hid behind his eyes, now Orange can see him. Then the sky nodded, if he kept silent, maybe until whenever the trauma would gnaw on him. He wants to heal, he needs experts to be able to get him out of the dark period in his past.

finding a nod from her husband, Orange smiled even though her tears were still dripping. He then approached, out of nowhere, the girl hugged the weak body of her husband who was still sobbing.

"There I am, we will try together." lirih Orange.

The sky was a little surprised as the Orange hugged him. But somehow, the girl's embrace was able to calm her down. It feels warm and comfortable. Suddenly he remembered the mother, the girl's embrace was as warm as Viona's. Slowly his hands stretched out, replying to the orange's embrace tightly.

***