
It's been almost an hour the sky is pacing in front of the operating room. Looking forward to the good news from the doctor who is handling the orange in there. The bleeding is quite a lot makes Orange must be in surgery, even though the pregnancy has just turned six months old.
The man's feelings were erratic, jumbled like hodgepodge. There is regret, anxiety, fear and guilt. It is difficult to describe how scared he is at the moment, because of him, the orange is bleeding heavily. Because of his screams, Orange suffered a heavy shock and fell down the stairs.
Mr. Lim and Ms. Rika who were standing not far from him could only keep their heads down. They do not dare to make a sound, just to calm or strengthen it. Their focal point is the same, Orange.
The light above the door of the room went out, making the sky immediately approach the door waiting for the doctor or nurse to come out from there. Shortly after, the doctor came out.
“Dok, how are my wife and child doing?” Sky asked worriedly, his voice sounding raucous holding back the cries.
The doctor, tagged Irawan, looked 71 breaths long, then shook his head slowly. Makes the chest of Heaven feel so tight.
“What does that mean, doc?” Ask Mr Lim. Seeing that Heaven could no longer speak, he asked for a detailed explanation from the doctor so that they would know the state of the Orange and the baby.
“I'm sorry sir, for the baby, I couldn't save her. Due to many collisions, Madam Jingga had a miscarriage. The bleeding was so much, we couldn't save the baby. And your baby is male,” explained the doctor.
Tub struck by lightning, the sky fell down. His body was limp, his legs unable to support his own body weight. The man stared blankly in any direction, his tears just flowing. Wanting to scream but he was not quite able to make a sound, time stopped, his ears buzzed, his head felt heavy, with the rest of the energy he had, the sky hit his own chest, his head felt heavy, hope the feeling of tightness is a little reduced.
Mr. Lim crouched down, trying to wake the sky but the man refused. The sky is really sorry. Regretting why she could forget the existence of her baby-to-be, she forgot the doctor's words that Orange should not be too depressed. In fact, he did not care when Mr. Lim told him several times that Orange fell ill. The sky deliberately ignored the woman.
"Doctor, Miss Jingga?" asked Bu Rika who was also very worried about the woman.
"Mrs Orange survived, the patient will soon be transferred to the ward. It's just that the patient is still not awake."
"Thank you, doc.." Bu Rika cried, at least she could hear the happy news from the sad news she first heard. The orange survived, though his son could not be saved.
Hearing the orange survived, the sky tried to rise. With the help of Mr. Lim, he was finally able to get back on his feet. He must be strong to strengthen the orange that is certainly hit by the departure of their baby candidates. He must also apologize to the woman, although it is unlikely that his mistakes can be forgiven.
Waiting for a while, the orange finally came out. The woman lay unconscious, her beautiful face pale, the radiance of life that had originally adorned her face now seemed to dim.
The gaze of Heaven was fixed on the flattened belly of Orange. Guilt hit his back, his chest tightened, his tears flowing, describing how sorry he was for all his actions.
But the rice has become porridge, no matter how much he makes up for his mistake, their baby will never be able to return. How did he face the orange?
***
Two hours after the orange was moved to the ward, the woman was still unconscious. Making Sky more anxious and several times to contact the doctor and ask about the state of the wife. But the words of the doctor who said Orange is still under the influence of drugs are not also able to calm his heart.
The sky seemed increasingly agitated, amidst that unease, Hardi, Yaya and Mega came and approached him. Alex was following from behind. They entered the orange room together.
"Son, what's going on?" hardi asked with an anxious look on his face.
"I'm sorry dad, I can't take care of my wife. Orange, Orange miscarriages.." lirih Langit, his voice barely audible, sound so soft and pitiful.
Everyone must be surprised. Because Alex only said that Orange was treated in the hospital, the man did not say the actual state of Orange is also the cause of Orange in the care there.
"Miscarriage?" repeat Mega, "Where possible, he was fine. He even said he was very happy, what exactly are you hiding?" jakak Mega, because in fact, he was already suspicious of the state of the household of the younger brother.
Seeing his wife's emotions overflow, Alex immediately calmed down. "Dear, relax.."
"Mas, do you also know something?" todong Mega's.
"Jawab, mom!" megah with a sharp look.
Alex can only be quiet, of course he knows, but where might he say everything to Mega.
"You're outrageous, mas!"
"Darling.."
Mega turned her face away, looking back at the looking-down Sky.
Their debate came to a halt when a groaning sound came from Orange.
their attention is distracted and focused on the orange.
"Darling.." The sky grasped the hand of the orange very carefully, then gently kissed the woman's forehead.
Slowly Jingga opened her eyes, her hands slowly began to move back to Heaven's hand.
"Sick.." He was barely heard.
"Where's the pain, honey?" ask the sky anxiously.
The orange did not reply, he took off his hand from the sky, then slowly lifted rubbing his stomach. Something was different, Orange was still trying to gather his consciousness and remember what felt different?
A few seconds later, "My son, where's my son?"
Everyone was silent, no one could answer. Orange then turned to look at the sky, a gaze full of questions and demanding an explanation.
"Mas.." lirih Orange.
"Honey, our son, you.." Pause, Heaven can not continue the sentence.
"What is our son?"
"Sorry, sorry, I'm sorry.."
The apology made Jingga realize something, she then tried to recall the incident that made her end up lying on the sickly bed. His tears suddenly flowed, he looked at the Sky with a sharp gaze, "Tell me what happened to my son!" jingga said, although the voice of the woman still sounded weak, but firmness was clearly reflected in the look of her face that was still pale.
"Our son is gone, baby. I'm sorry.."
Orange shook his head several times, he could not believe the man's words. But the pain in his stomach was real, and one more thing, his stomach was flat.
"Aaakkhhh." cried Orange, he cried and cried loudly. Making everyone panic because of the seepage of blood seen wet the white blanket wrapped around the woman's body.
The sky immediately pressed the emergency button, he tried to calm the still hysterical orange.
"Dear, relax. Please calm down.."
"Go!! Stay away from me! I hate you! Goalii.."