
Tama lowered her head, of course, agreed to what Rani said, indeed after marriage is not just love but building a marriage takes a lot of struggle including meeting all the needs in it.
“Iya I know,” the answer is lethargic.
Rani who realized this and then stopped her activities, the woman is now sitting right next to Tama.
“I want to ask one thing can?”
Tama raised her face, now she looked at Rani carefully to find out what about what the woman with the cheek will ask.
“Bby.”
Rani thought for a moment fondling whether it was right to ask, but then she felt the harm and harm in asking.
“Before all this happened do you have a lover or someone so?”
Tama then immediately shook his head, “Ngak no, never dated twice but has broken up.”
“Yakin?” rani asks because she doesn't believe what Tama said.
“Yes, I first dated SMA, trus a year ago maybe. But he's married now, we broke up because I wasn't ready to marry him yet, and also his parents didn't approve of us getting married, ” recalls Tama.
Rani nodded, “Oke if that is the case, at least you have no problems with the past.”
Tama also nodded in agreement with what Rani said, before the man again asked the same question to Rani, “So? Howareyou? are you still hoping for Rafi?”
“Slightly. But come on, I'm just thinking about my family and this kid.” Rani stroked her stomach.
“How about me?”
“You? why are you?”
“What are you, still don't want to think of me?”
Rani stared at the look on Tama's face which is now made-up frown hoping Rani will be melted with it, even though Rani thought it was a little funny but she would not let Tama know.
“You are thinking about your own life, I have been too bothered with what I have to
thaustine. After all, you're going to marry me, right, with whatever the consequences?”
“Yes, you don't need to be clear repeatedly Rani. I remember and am well aware of that, I will take responsibility for you, our son, and this family. What else now I have good parents.”
Rani probing stared at Tama getting closer, “Honest! You are my parents?”
“Apain what?” Tama put on a confused face.
“Kok they can be good with you?”
Tama changed her expression to be confident a little jumawa, “Yes, because I'm a good boy.”
“Narsis,” pout Rani.
Tama laughs, “You change clothes there, are you comfortable with the clothes you wear now?”
Rani also stared at the clothes that are currently still wrapped in her body, “Iya I will change clothes. But before that, what are your plans now?”
“Plan for us?”
“God! Although we married impromptu, but the future still we have to plan.” Rani is feeling anxious.
“You if angry funny yes,” said Tama while his hand unconsciously pinched Rani's cheek.
Rani then removes Tama's hand from her cheek, “Apaan anyway, sick!”
Not to mind Rani's annoyance, “I'll first go back to the motel to pick up my things there, and also meet Rafi who knows she's still there. Then,” Tama back to look at Rani, the man touched the hand of Rani“ If you want to return to Jakarta, I will come along. Because you still want to work,
and with me, I will try to find a job. But if you don't mind, may I ask you to be patient with my current process?”
Rani gasps like she is starting to get unhealthy because some days always meet with Tama, whether I know how many times Rani always dissolves in serious Tama's words like this.
Rani looked at her hand which was still perched Tama's hand there, she then pulled her hand.
“How long does it take?”
“Maybe it won't be long, but it could be a short while as well. I will also try not to long.”
“OK, hopefully what you will do in the same ease above.”
Although Rani's words sound cute, but somehow the sentence is like a talisman for Tama, the man feels being cheered on by Rani, his wife.
“Rani,” call Tama.
Rani who had risen from her seat again looked at Tama, “Why?”
“Do you still hate me?”
Rani did not immediately answer he thought for a moment, “Masih.”
“It took a long time for you to hate me?”
“Maybe.”
“Is there anything I can do so you don't hate me anymore?”
Rani thought again, but she did not find an answer to the question, “Turn time, make me never meet you.”
Tama fixated, he knew it was impossible that Tama would not be able to do, “That's impossible Rani.”
“Can't be?”
“You mean there's nothing I can do so you don't hate me anymore?”
Rani nodded, the woman then left Tama who felt more guilty, it was appropriate that she knew herself. This marriage happened because Rani is pregnant, there is a baby who needs a father, not about her and Rani who can unite, although according to Tama Rani attitude lately a little
it made her wish, but again it meant nothing to the woman.
Tama's heart ached to realize the reality, but that was the consequence of her own actions. He decided not to expect much more, just consider this a job that he should do no more than that.
As he had told Rani, Tama then decided to go to his inn he would pack his things.
But when Tama was about to close the door of Rani's room because she would leave you calling her.
“Tama, can you talk to me?”
Tama swallowed her saliva to wet her dry throat, every time she spoke to Mr. Tama was still nervous.
“Iya Sir, can.” The answer.
Now Tama is sitting right next to Mr. Rani who does not want to say what because five minutes have passed the middle-aged man still did not say anything. Finally, Tama took the initiative to start the conversation first.
“Bapak, me and Rani plan to return to Jakarta. We will start our household there.”
You are still silent, until finally he sighed, “Actually you are still difficult to remove Rani to go far from home.”
Tama trying to understand the feelings of the Father, “Pak, I promise that I will take care of Rani as well as our son. We ask you to wish us all the best.”
Father again sigh, “Rani daughter Father only, from childhood she was unhappy. You feel very guilty, especially when Rani can not continue school and even have to work for this family.”
Tama can capture the sad look on the face of the man beside her, “Rani strong woman sir. He loved his family, especially my mom and dad. Rani certainly never objected to what he has done, on the contrary Rani would be very sad if she knows you feel like this,” even though Tama has not known Rani for long, and this family but Tama is sure this is what Rani will tell you, the woman certainly does not want you to feel guilty.
Father cleared his throat hiding his sadness, “Please take care of Rani, do not let her get hurt again. If you will no longer want to keep Rani for any reason, then return her to this house.”
You are now looking at Tama firmly, there is no doubt in his sentence, Tama even gulped her saliva she immediately felt faint but one that surely Tama would risk everything to keep Rani even with the hatred of the woman.
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