Mikhayla, Strong Mother's
Chapter 52. Past Times

"What do you mean Fera!" tian snapped, he did not want to be toyed with by his own wife.

"What is this storm?" Several nurses and doctors entered Cantika's ward.

"It's best if there's a problem to solve outside! Your voice not only disturbs the patient in this room, but also the patient in the other room" he appealed to the doctor.

"Yes sorry Doc, we promise we won't be loud anymore" said Fera.

"Alright then, but if we still hear a noise from inside then don't blame us for calling the security guard and driving you out of this hospital."

"Good Doc."

"In the room next to the two, their son died after the operation, so please understand" said a nurse in a soft voice.

"Well Sus," replied Tian.

"Explain Fera!" tian's order then in a voice that had already eased down a moment after the nurse and the doctor came out of the room.

Fera took a deep breath before telling. It felt so heavy and tight as to squeeze through thousands of loads.

"Sit down Pa!"

Tian nodded. After breathing out he sat down.

"Huff. Three years we were betrothed by parents and during that time papa could never repay my love." Fera paused his words for a moment. A sense of tightness whack when you have to remember his past again. The past he wanted to bury.

"Mama didn't not know that papa was in a relationship with Rani behind my back. Mama has asked both my parents to cancel the match because she knows the relationship cannot continue, there will be no happiness if there is only one-sided love in a relationship. However, both of my parents keep forcing me to continue to maintain that relationship let alone our two parents have agreed to marry us as soon as possible."

"Yes you were right, I still love others at that time" Tian said, and it still made Fera's heart ache.

"Actually that night my mother had intended to run away from home, but that very night you came and said that you sincerely wanted to marry me."

"I who really loved you at that time was of course happy because my love was avenged until we finally married, you really showed that you already love me with your attitude that is so considerate.

However, I never expected, exactly one month after our wedding party, Rani came to bring a baby that was still red in her hands. He gave the baby to me and asked me to hand it over to you. He said that the baby was the fruit of your love, the result of your actions with him." Fera looked down and shed tears. A moment later the woman sniffled.

"Do you know? At that time my mother was very disappointed, very disappointed. If you don't remember your sins, maybe you've committed suicide because you're not strong with the reality."

"However, my mother is selfish. Mama does not want papa back to Rani because claiming papa is owned by mama and the baby in the hands of mama at that time was not given to papa according to Rani's wishes for fear of the child papa will always remember Rani's face. My mom decided to throw it away. However, when the baby was put in any place, the baby was always crying as if he did not want to part with the mother."

"Drink Ma." Tian thrust a bottle of mineral water into Fera's hand. He knew Fera was very tormented when he told her all about it.

Fera grabbed and gulped it.

"Because confused what should finally mama decided to meet Susi to ask her opinion. That dark night finally mama decided to go to Susi's house by taxi, it just so happened that papa was working out of town so mama was free to go home, go anytime.

Until Susi Mama's house changed her mind. Mama is afraid that if she asks for her opinion, she will tell her husband that automatically her husband will also directly tell papa.

At that time, my eyes were focused on the trash can that was empty so it immediately crossed my mind to put the baby in there.

With trembling hands mom put the baby down. Mom quickly left Susi's house. However, mama was still watching from a distance to know who the child fell into whose hands because at that time the neighbors were free to go in and out of Susi's yard because there was no fence.

The tiny baby cried so hard when I left her under the trash that Mama's little heart grimaced at the thought of committing a crime to an innocent baby. However, what can be done is the only way to save our already established household.

So long the baby was crying until the cry was heard in Susi and Pak Fakih's ears that they both immediately looked for the source of the crying sound and they immediately found the baby in the trash and lifted it as a their child.

Between smiling and shedding tears that night Mama returned home.

That night Susi called her, but she didn't pick up her phone because she knew she would only tell her that she found a baby in front of her house. Sure enough the next day Mr. Faqih and Susi immediately announced the discovery of a baby in front of his house that he named Mikhayla."

Tian exhaled a rough breath. "So Mikhayla is my daughter?" tian asked as he looked towards Mikaila.

However, Mikhayla looked away and pretended not to hear everything that Fera had told her.

"Yes she is your daughter. So before you judge others, you better value yourself. Why should Mikhayla be tempted by Bima's seduction and give up her chastity? Think of it in return because papa also did it with Rani and did not want to take responsibility until she gave birth. Oh yeah, this is Rani's current address, if papa still loves her go after her. It's time we end our marriage." After handing over the paper with the address of Rani in the village Fera immediately got up from his seat and stepped out of the room.

"Ma!" call Tian. However, Fera paid no heed.

It's time to move forward without the shadow of the past again. Let everything go back as it should.

Seriate.