Miyawlova
Papoy Confession

POV Escape:

It's eleven o'clock. Why a watch, anyway? TUK TUK'S... Heh, why is your light flickering gini? I'm tabok-tabokin ya lu, beware that you ko'it! TUK TUK'S...

Please, watch, don't die. TUK TUK'S... Finally, after I tabok-tabokin you use my shaky fingers to blaze this storm, your LED light you ge flickering again.

Hemhs... The other kids have no signs of life anymore. I live alone in front of the tent. Want to call Lele, but Lele's clock is here where you live. Lele must have been a dream until Portugal.

This watch is Lele's gift, I use you all the time, everywhere. I love you so much, so don't make mistakes!

I am very fond of whatever Lele gives me. He is my soul who I love very much, already rich my own brother. Tu son is a lot of nyebelinya, but the condition of Lele always make me melt.

So remember the time recently entered Junior High and at that time the beginning of my same Lele temenan. How many times have I been to Lele's house, maybe the second or third or fourth time, I forgot.

At that time I showed off my hobby in the field of karate. Catfish wants to enter karate. I am very satisfied because I have hypnotized Lele with my words. That karate children are cool and become trend setters everywhere, even though the original is normal.

At that time Lele bokap ngarang him abis-out to join karate. Pas Lele again to the back, I live alone in the TV room, bokap Lele nyemperin me.

"Princess should not point things like karate and other extreme Princess hobbies to Om's son, Laila," Lele said. "What's the matter, Om?" I was curious too. I almost nyolot. Let alone Lele bokap are seeds of patriarchal service that requires women to stay at home.

"Child Om it can't be soy sauce. Even things are as simple as running, or standing for too long, it's that we're very careful with his condition" Lele said.

I don't feel good, I swear! What's the matter?

"What happens to Laila if she's tired, Om?" ask me curious. We talked almost whispers. Sometimes his bokap glanced around before continuing to talk.

"Laila's heart is weak, not like normal people. So Om and Aunt always carefully choose the environment for our child. Never mind sports, go anywhere Laila must be escorted by Mr. Memet. We can't just let go of it" bokeh Lele said.

"Hungs? Laila has heart disease, Om?" ask me. Lele did not have time to talk deeper, Lele also came.

Yeah, Lele has a defect in his heart. We never talked about this. We want the spirit of Lele never down, so I was considered the same bokap-nyokapnya people who do not know and I was acting pretend not to know about his condition.

Every time we chase, I never really run. For me, what I do is fast. Danger if we really run.

I also like to sneak around when Lele looks tired. Either check him what shoots, give him a drink, or make him make a postage. I don't want him to do anything about it.

I really see the expression of Lele again happy time with the Gayung. Actually I object at first he deket same Gayung, but I want about the condition of Lele, so I just give it.

If we can give happiness to someone before someone goes away and will not come back, why not? I'll try to make Lele happy.

In my family, my rich son is wasted. Bokap-nyokap me good, original, they have enough of my life. Just their presence in my life I could never hope for. Only Lele who is already rich my own siblings who really deket same me. My family is rich in my own family as well.

So, if now Lele is happy with Gilang, it's fine. I'm cringing.

I formed Gilang to be a guy who can be stripped down. I know Lele needs a guy figure and maybe he's just as weak a guy. If it happens, it's just a hassle.

Once I know Gilang as persistent as it shows his determination to change, with him participating in the karate tournament, and thankfully again he can be predicate champion of hope...

So, I also made him a protector of Lele. That afternoon I also gave everything, about the condition of Lele and the diagnosis of the doctor. I asked him to pretend he didn't know about this and not leak this to anyone.

Actually I had sympathy with Gilang when I knew his bokap sableng was treating Gilang rich ngangon goat. I want him to change so he can't be trampled on by people, at least his own bokap.

But, I see a very good change in Gilang. Then I was down also fitting know Lele kanya has a crush on Gilang. So, my mood that was very proud with Gilang was also falling. I have to listen to Lilang with Lele. The change is not good for me. Gilang change is the pantes for Lele.

The culmination of my grief is the party time at my house. I feel like I lost my bokap that rarely came home and now I have to lose the figure of the guy I prepared from zero.

I can cry in Gilang's arms, it feels relieved. Pretty relieved. After that I also strengthen my heart that Gilang is for Lele, not for me.

I never did how Gilang felt to Lele or to me. It's so easy to make a guy fall in love with me. I am so arrogant. The reason is not that. Actually I've seen the way Gilang looked at Lele's eyes, it's full of love.

Even if I am single acutely, I know and ga beg0-beg0 is very much about romance. I can tell which eyes are jamet, which eyes are sincerely loving.

"Sister Princess? Not sleeping?" I also reprimanded the brothers who again patrol around the tent.

"Hide... Yes, Brother. This is going in. Just wanted to heal for a while," I said.

"Ready, Brother. Go ahead. Let me make sure my task is done and I can give a report to the builder in a moment" the person said.

"Yes, Brother. Ja. Excuse me. Hehe... My spirit, brother, his duty," I said. I went into the tent to rest.