
I went home alone. I rode the angkot, it was rame but I still felt alone.
Everything around me was silent. Cats who run around are also people who chase it while ngacungin broom, the speed of the motorbike and car speeding, all feel slow moving. I don't use narcoboys anymore, but all the effects I see and I hear it is a rich drama.
This is all because I decided to keep the same distance Gilang. I think something is missing in my life. I feel so empty.
Now I'm again sitting in the angkot, at the very corner inside with the window opened. I felt the wind blow and playfully mischievous wiggling the strands of my hair at the temple.
I look at the chair in front of me. He was a fat aunt. Just as rich I am, doi also again gab and stretch out the window occasionally.
The aunts turned into Gilang. Gilang smiled as I continued to worry about me with a face that nahan ngakak. He just couldn't stand it so he really couldn't.
He leaned forward, towards me. He wants to whisper something and keep his eyes closed to me. That view is so deep. All of a sudden he broke our behavior by cheating on me. He pulled his nose so it mimicked the pig's nose.
Nope. That's not Gilang, that's aunty passenger. I just miss Gilang again. My eyes are also glazed. Then I looked in front of the window to let my eyes catch the wind. I can't stand it by not blinking so that these tears that are about to fall become dry.
After I got off Angkot. On the road that stretched in front of me, I saw the figure of Gilang. Smiles rich again understand my strange behavior.
He leaned down and showed his back in front of me. He made me carry. Oh, my God, I'm so sick. Because I mewek Gilang shadow was lost.
I can't stand it, wanting to get my soul out.
I looked around, I thought it was quiet so I decided to sit on the sidewalk for a while. I sat down, I buried my face between my knees.
"Yes God... Why does your servant always feel loss?" I want to scream but I'm realistic enough to not embarrass myself in case someone passes by.
When crying rich gini I remember the first time I felt a hug and shoulder for me to concentrate sadness... Gilang's shoulders! It was a party at my house and Gilang was at the right time.
My situation is just the opposite now. I lost you, Gilang. 😭 I... lose...
"WOI... SEETAN'S SON..."
I hold my head up. My soggy, wet eyes make my vision a little blurry. I don't know if what I see in front of me is real or not. I rubbed both my eyes.
"Remain you here, Vino?" I said as I pleased.
"Eh? Lu crying?" ask Vino.
Don't ask me how I am! If I am sad again and asked even added my cry! I then buried my face again between my knees.
"Hemmm. hiks... " The clearer the shadow of my memories with Gilang! I can't stand it, I'm so sad.
Vino touched my calf with his front leg. He seemed to be carrying. I hold my head again. I saw that funny face, so I hugged Vino too.
"Heemmmm... hiks... hicks..." I cry while I hug Vino. I buried my face in her soft feathers.
"Crying, Poy. And if you want a story, I'm ready to listen" Vino said.
"Gue lost Gilang, Vin," I said as I cried with my face which I still buried.
"Said why? It hurt?"
"No. He's healthy, only now I'm the same he can't wait any more seconds" I said.
"Yes my. I'm so sorry, Poy. You're patient, yes" said Vino, licking my fingers.
"There are actually people who unknowingly care about and love us" Vino said.
"I'm sorry Vino. I guess you're not this good. Now I'm really ruined and you're.." I'm talking while looking at Vino's eyes. "...lu present." My approach to Vino is getting closer. It feels so comfortable.
Vino waited for my crying to subside. He didn't ask anything.
I straightened my body, I shed my tears. I smiled at Vino. My condition is better.
"By the way you can be here?" ask me.
"Gue gabut. I love going out for the wind. Grandpa also knew that if I joined the gini, I must have returned to his house," explained Vino.
"Lu laper ga?" ask me.
"Mayan. If offered to eat yes I will not refuse," replied Vino.
"Then we find a chicken shop! Yup!" I got up and I put Vino on the road. I and Vino walked together.
"Aren't you sad?" asked Vino with his adorable little footsteps.
"So long," I replied.
"Gue wants her to be afraid that you're sadder" said Vino.
"What's the?"
"So you said you can't win with Gilang again, what's the cause?"
"The cause is the condition. I think I and Gilang are getting too close. Before we were three, there was me, Gilang and Lele. Now Lele is sick and being treated abroad. I'm not good if in his ears until the news of my closeness is equal Gilang. I'm not good," I'm clear.
"Oh, so you don't want to be accused of taking advantage of that? When Lele no you even deket same Gilang, that's it?"
"Yes that. Even in school the talk of people who say I and Gilang dating is already there," I continued.
"Yes my. I know who you're rasain, Poy," said Vino.
"Are you ever doing this rich thing too?" ask me while chuckling. I've been living the cat life. It turns out they're the cats who say the rich thing I gini too.
"It is me, Arjuna and Sri have lived together since childhood. Although we are not blood sodara, but we already feel rich sodara himself."
"Attent. I guess this is a story about a love triangle between you, Sri and Arjuna?" i said.
"In the first place, Son of Seetan! Now it's my turn to tell the story, why your spoiler? Ah ga esthetic is my sadness!" vino Protest.
"Oh you sad again?" i chuckle.
I'm amused by Vino now. It's a real cat - a magical cat. Doi can talk plus can suddenly come rich gini.
Suddenly...
"VINOOOOOO....!" i'm yelling.