
His mother paused for a moment, then gave Sezha an answer to her question.
Without looking at Sezha, his mother said.
"Don't tell me you're a heartless mother. It is all because you created it yourself. I don't think there's anything more to explain, just pack your clothes and leave. Don't you ever come back, before you can bring that man here to account for your filthy deeds."
Actually there is a sense of tightness enveloping his chest, the daughter he raised with love and affection turned out to destroy all the hopes and hopes that he had aspired to Sezha.
Ya Sezha is the eldest of 2 brothers, he has a younger brother who is still sitting in the 2nd grade of Junior High School.
Sezha who will soon finish school and can help finance her sister later but all hope is lost when Sezha has two bodies, she can not continue her school again.
Not without reason, both parents hope for Sezha because their father works as a construction worker and the salary received by the father is not too large. So they set their hopes on Sezha.
Seeing that his mother did not budge with his decision, Sezha got out of bed and walked slowly while maintaining the balance of his body so as not to collapse. Sezha squirms under her mother's feet, begging for mercy from her mother.
"Mom, give Sezha a chance. Maafin Sezha.huwaa."
Sezha cried and continued to hold her mother's legs tightly.
But his mother did not change the decision he had made.
"Let go of mom's legs, there's no point in you crying. Mother's decision will not change. Get out of here, out of this house."
Sezha did not want to comply with her mother's request to let go of her embrace on her mother's legs.
"Sir Ma'am, Sezha won't let go of mom's leg. Sezha please Ma'am, kasiani Sezha, Sezha promised to bring the man who made Sezha hami here Mom, she would be responsible, I have to trust Sezha, I have to trust her, but do not throw Sezha Bu hiks, Sezha does not know where to go, can be outside many bad people Ma'am, sorry Sezha Bu, sorry Sezha, aaaaa ....Sezha is a child who does not know himself, Sezha is a useless child, Sezha a child b*doh.b*doh.."
With tears in her eyes, Sezha unceasingly cursed herself.
It was a very heart-wrenching sight, although Sezha was so sorry for his actions but his mother was like closing her ears and the door of her heart to forgive Sezha.
"Stop begging, let go of Sezha's mother's legs now. Mom still has a lot of homework. Go before your sister gets back from school, I don't want her to know this."
Sezha's efforts in vain his mother did not melt and remained with his decision.
Very limp, Sezha also released his arms from his mother's legs.
After Sezha removed her arms from her mother's legs, she stepped away from Sezha's room.
Sezha had not changed her position, she was still sitting weakly on the floor.
"Mother, alright Sezha will go. Thank you for all the love you have given Sezha. Sezha promised to bring Deon here, ma'am ."
Sezha wiped her tears and started to stand up.