
Seeing Sezha crying so very sad, Nova could not bear to ask too much. Nova was just trying to calm Sezha down.
"Have it done, you don't move too much and mind. You better rest now just restore your body."
"But Nov, I'm a dirty, dirty chick.I don't pantes for Nov's life, not pantes..." Sezha bumped her head against the pillow while still crying.
Sezha's condition was really alarming, clearly drawn from the look on Sezha's face showed such a heavy burden and also a sense of desperation to end his life.
Nova is trying hard to encourage Sezha, he does not want to see his best friend have to experience this kind of thing. As Nova's friend is responsible for helping Sezha under any circumstances.
"Zha, Istighfar donk. Don't believe it, you're not dirty and you deserve to live. Strengthen yourself Zha, I believe you can definitely get through this."
"What am I living for Nov, for what hah ?! my mom and my sister hate me for what huh because I'm a dirty girl Nov ! so obviously I'm the same for what reason do I stay alive, try to explain Nov, explained ?!"
Sezha broke into tears while peeling herself. Sezha also urged Nova to give an explanation.
"You want to know the reason why you should live, horrified me Zha. First you are young, second you still have ideals, third you are still a father, right, right, so please Zha look at your father even though your mother and sister hate you upon arrival there is still a father who always loves you. Would you leave your father because you would rather end your life ? Istighfar Zha, ask Allah for forgiveness, ask Him for strength so that you can get through this difficult time." Nova gave a long explanation to Sezha.
"I don't know Nov, my life is a mess, my future is ruined, ruined, hysterics."
"Not Zha, you still have a chance to improve yourself. Trust me, I'm sure you can. Remember Zha it's never too late as long as we're still breathing." Nova continues to motivate Sezha not to fall.
"Yes Zha, the same."
They both hold each other's hands a sign that if they are friends who strengthen each other, their friendship is really pure and sincere.
Actually there is still a lot that Nova wants to ask Sezha, but he said because Sezha's condition is not stable and still needs calmness and adequate rest.
"Well, I'll help you wash your body after that, your clothes are opened and then change with clean clothes."
"No, no, no, no, I can do it myself. I've too often repotin you Nov so if only wash my body is better I do it myself." Sezha sunggan .
"Nothing Zha, I'm sincere. Relax, besides you are still lemes gini, your face is also pale, you lie down just let me wash your body."
"You're too worried, Nov, I can." Sezha tried to raise her body slowly to be able to sit down.
But Sezha still lifted his body in half, he was already grimacing pain in his stomach.
"Ssshhhh..aw.my stomach ssshhhh.. hurts." Sezha squeezed her stomach.