
"I'm..." Morgan bit his lower lip for a while, he sighed, he looked indecisive to have to answer what question Zhoya was asking.
While Zhoya, he chose silence, waiting for an answer from Morgan.
"I don't know, I honestly don't know who I'm in the heart of right now." Sometimes the memories of her with Disha cross Morgan's mind, she is very curious why Disha could have just left her. Sometimes he also felt a strange feeling towards Zhoya.
Morgan couldn't have said yes I love you, while he wasn't sure how he felt. He is not a man who easily says love to a woman.
Moreover, he couldn't possibly love two women at the same time, he wasn't the type of man to play women's feelings.
Although she used to be a womanizer, she just enjoyed the body of a woman without saying love, just for fun, venting her frustration and loneliness.
Morgan held onto Zhoya's hand, "Can you give me time to understand my feelings?" Morgan looked at Zhoya with a sad look.
Zhoya let go of Morgan's hand, he thought maybe it was just Morgan's excuse, maybe Morgan actually did not have the slightest taste in him.
Her heart was sore, wanting her to cry, but Zhoya tried so hard that she would not cry in front of Morgan.
Zhoya pretended to smile, "Hmm. It's already 8 o'clock, brother Morgan must go to town B."
Morgan was still not feeling well for Zhoya, he wanted to say something but his lips suddenly turned round, "Zhoy..."
Zhoya instead helps Morgan to stand up, he does not want Morgan to get in trouble because of being late to the set. "Udah, it's better that Mr. Morgan leave quickly. Poor you know those who wait for Morgan's brother there, brother Morgan must be professional with the work of Morgan." Zhoya pretended to look cheerful.
Morgan nodded slowly, "Yes, I'm leaving first. Take good care of yourself."
"Yes, brother."
Morgan took two steps forward, in fact he wanted to kiss Zhoya on the forehead, but he seemed hesitant to do so, instead choosing to ruffle Zhoya's hair. "Good bye, Zhoy!"
Tumben Morgan did not call him the child, but still Morgan's treatment could not heal Zhoya's heart.
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On the plane, Morgan looked at the clouds behind the window. The gaze was so empty, he sighed, he was afraid of making Zhoya disappointed, but he also could not say love if he himself was not convinced by his feelings.
Morgan regretted his stupidity, probably because he used to use Disha's birth date as any password that was important to him, so he did not have time to change his household password.
Morgan hopes Zhoya is not hurt by the house's password problem.
At home, Zhoya could not stem his tears, he seemed to have absolutely no meaning for Morgan, his heart was very sick.
It seems there is not the slightest gap for Zhoya to enter Morgan's heart, maybe Morgan himself who can not forget his past, although he does not know who is Morgan's ex-girlfriend.
Zhoya cried sobbing, it turned out that loving alone was painful, very painful.
Drrr... Drrr...
Zhoya heard his phone vibrate, apparently there was a phone call from Mom Kia.
Zhoya wiped away his tears, he inhaled a deep breath. To not be found out she was crying.
Then Zhoya picked up the phone from his beloved mommy. "Hallo Mom."
"Mommy misses you, but it's a pity that mommy's work is still a lot, can't come to Indonesia."
"It's okay Mom, I'm fine here anyway."
"Correct? How come your voice is so hoarse? Are you okay?"
"I'm okay, Mom." But Zhoya could not contain his cries, he suddenly sobbed, probably because his heart was so sick.
"Zhoy, why are you crying? Did Morgan hurt you?"
Zhoya instantly wiped away his tears, he was cursing himself as to why he should be so crybaby. "No Mom, I cry because I miss Mommy and Daddy so much."
"Mommy misses you too, baby."
"Yes, Mom."
"How's your in-laws? Did they treat you well?"
Zhoya couldn't possibly be honest with Mr. Gara's treatment of him, "Of course, they're very kind."
"Thank God, Mommy was so relieved to hear that. Mommy won't let mommy's child be in trouble, let alone live in pain."
The once spoiled Zhoya, now after living with Morgan whose life is so complicated, makes him begin to be able to mature. Maybe it is because of circumstances that make him have to be able to act mature.