
"I was raped at the time, Morgan." Disha confirmed his words while crying.
Morgan's heart trembled to hear him, the woman he once loved, the woman who always faithfully accompanied his days, it turned out that he had experienced a very painful event. Making Morgan's eyes teary, he was also struck by hearing it.
"Why don't you ever tell me the same story? You should have told me!" Morgan said with a slight increase in the volume of his voice.
"Because I feel unworthy of you, I'm afraid to be a burden on you. I don't want your career ruined because of me."
"But in fact my life was ruined at that time. You know how much you love me, Sha."
Disha wept even more sobbing, lucky that Shiva did not wake up from his sleep, "Therefore I deeply regret my decision. At that time I felt like my life was completely ruined, but apparently I couldn't forget you."
Morgan wiped away her suddenly dripping tears, imagining how Disha had suffered all this time, and she felt like she had failed to be Disha's lover from not being able to take good care of her. "Who did it, Sha?"
Disha shakes his head, he doesn't want Morgan to know that Darwin is Shiva's father, he doesn't want anyone to know about that fact. Because for him Shiva has no father.
"You really don't know, Sha? I'm going to put him in jail!"
"I've forgotten that terrible thing. Shiva's presence has already treated my slump. I also know your marriage to your wife is only temporary, can we go back to what it used to be?"
Morgan was silent for a moment, then he ventured to look at Disha, "When you left me, my life was devastated. I became a jerk. But I can't blame you. Maybe because I was a weak man to the point of having to vent my frustration. But now that my heart belongs to someone else, I don't want to lose a meaningful person in my life a second time."
Morgan became guilty of Disha, "I'm sorry, Sha. If I end up having to make your heart hurt. I didn't mean to hurt you at all. But I don't want to lose him."
"I see, our story has been a long time. It's not all your fault. You're not wrong. I'm the one who left you, I'm sorry." Had Disha talked about what she had experienced with Morgan, it might have been a different story, maybe now she is living happily with Morgan and Shiva. But at that time he was really down and desperate with the events that befell him.
Morgan did feel devastated by what Disha had experienced, but she could not accept Disha back just because she felt pity and guilt. Especially now that he felt nothing when he was with Disha. He realizes his love for Disha is gone, all that remains is the curiosity of why Disha left him. Zhoya had managed to get into the deepest recesses of his heart, from when.
"If you're ready to tell me who the jerk who did you bad, please tell me. I'll make the calculations for him. That's all I can do to help you one last time." Morgan could not get close to Disha anymore even if it was just friends, because there was a heart that he had to take care of. He did not want to hurt Zhoya anymore. His relationship with Disha is just the past, he must bury her deeply all about his past with Disha.
Since Morgan will definitely find out who Shiva's father is, the man must take responsibility for Disha's actions. That's all Morgan can do for his dearest ex.
Disha got out of Morgan's car, he stared at Morgan's car that was leaving him. Disha enters her rented house, she lays Shiva on the bed, then covers him.
Disha sat in the corner of the room, hugging her knees, her crying broke, forcing her to shut her mouth so that Shiva would not hear her crying.
The story with Morgan is over. He has to let Morgan go after his love. For him the important thing is to see Morgan happy, he can calm down and not feel guilty anymore for having raised him.
Love does not have to be.