Mr. Authoritarian

Mr. Authoritarian
Episode 58's


Throughout the night until the sound of the dawn prayer in silence that continues to greet in shackles that exist has been so torturing a woman.


The woman who could only be silent with her occasional tears stole an opportunity from her to plunge freely through her eyes.


The pain, pain and disappointment mixed in a feeling so stifling.


But a little amused by a subtle snoring that sometimes stops his negative thoughts. Negative thoughts about her husband arriving for the first time raised his hand to stop for a moment taking care of her.


Davin with his other attitude has damaged the feeling of Velicia bertubi this time.


How Davin left him even when the scent of their release was still so thick that Velicia could only be silent when Davin said goodbye and would not be coming home and would stay outside for some time that was not mentioned by husband.


And throughout the afternoon until the early hours of the morning, the puffy-eyed woman never ceases to think about the woman Davin calls and has a similar name with their daughter.


"Vania"


He stroked the top of his head and gave a little peace to himself when his thin lips touched a chewy object that was still so tight and very smooth from the surface of the skin of a tiny baby who was still faithfully closed.


But the more he tried to restrain himself and control his feelings, the image of another woman who he did not know the face and shape of his body was also raised along with his kiss on the left cheek of his daughter.


Along with the fall of tears the umpteenth time makes himself more and more washed away in a sense of extreme disappointment.


He stayed in my heart for a long time..


The sentence continues to follow negative thoughts and cause extreme pain.


How could the man who had married her, promised to be faithful to guard and protect her by bravely naming the daughter who was forced by the man himself with the name that once lay in his heart.


Davin thinks what Velicia is?


Velicia: "Dad raped you many times, forcing you to have you. Then name you exactly the same as his past. Do you think he's a good father to you?" he said to a baby who was completely unlikely to respond.


Velicia: "He's your father, he's very kind to you. But he's your husband, is his action good for you?"


Again the pain went with it, perfecting a very prolonged grief for the young woman who had long let go of everything just for the sake of serving her husband and daughter.


Forced to raise your hand and not to dabble in the world of pictures that produce extraordinary works for the audience by men who really do not want to be denied his words.


Velicia: "Why is your father nice to you but not to your mother?"


Velicia began to hug her daughter tightly, crying roars, making little Vania show her movement because she was disturbed by it.


Velicia: "Aren't you born from your mother's womb, son? Didn't my mother contain you? Then why did your father give you a name like his past?"


Velicia: "Has she not been able to forget her memories from being with someone else?"


Velicia: "Then did your father consider this mother what it was all this time? The toy? Or the s*xs dealer?"


The further she spoke to her baby who was starting to wake up and cry, Velicia was getting more intense in her sobs.


Velicia: "When you don't love your mother, you don't need to say. Just hearing it hurts. But.but..


The louder the roar to make Vania even louder in her cry. As if to know about the suffering of his mother, as if he could feel the pain experienced by women who had conceived and given birth to him.


Velicia: "But why mention the name of another woman he once loved? Why. hiks.. Why give you a name like the woman he loved? Why?!"


Davin did not stab him with the sword, nor did he stab him with a small knife to peel the fruit. But his recent words are more painful than all types of knives. Tearing apart Velicia to the bottom of despair.


It was as if Davin's tongue had stiffened and forgotten his promise that would make Velicia happy with him, forgetting how her ego used to require Velicia to forget her ex-lover and force her to live together with the man who had raped her and impregnated her.



Six days passed to go a week to the departure of Davin who went somewhere without giving news until now or even just to give his morning greeting to Vania who every day accustomed to the voice of her father.


Davin who never forgot her morning kiss for Velicia every morning, or a warm greeting to Vania who just opened her eyes after being closed and rested for so long is now gone.


The habit began to disappear as more horrible days grew for Velicia. As if empty and uninhabited house that he occupied without Davin is actually quiet.


Even though Velicia here is hurt, even though Velicia is crying more but she still calls Davin to go home soon.


But unfortunately, his efforts did not bear sweet fruit because Davin did not bring his cellphone.


Making a trace of worry mixed with pain enveloped Velicia's feelings every day.


Did it end like this?


One sentence that continues to bounce beautifully in his mind every morning. Greeting heartbreakingly when one no longer lies hugging her with her posessiveness.


"Where are you going?"


Velicia came to a standstill as she locked the door of her room holding Vania in her left hand.


The voice that intruded on her instantly made her turn around and see who was asking her.


Velicia: "Oh and Yanti"


Velicia: "You take Vania out, the pity inside the house is sure to be bored" he continued to give an answer.


Yanti: "But the father is not at home, then what if the father is angry if the mother comes out without the father?"


Velicia: "It's okay, I'm used to being scolded by her" she said with a bitter smile.


Velicia then walked quickly away from her domestic workers down each rung by holding Vania. There was a bit of pain when her husband's name was called.


Even when her domestic worker screams to call her name so she doesn't go away. Because this time Velicia was really not strong if it continued to be at home with the shadow of Davin who left without a piece of cloth on his body at that time.


Although some of her domestic workers or two male gatekeepers were in the way, Velicia was determined to leave with Vania.


Leaving behind for a moment this final pain tormented his inner self.


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A second casual friend for Velicia besides the baby who was drinking her bottle milk with enthusiasm after a long babble that ended in crying and whining because she felt thirsty.


Velicia: "Beautiful princess thirsty huh?" he told Vania who kept looking over and over here and there, looking at the neighborhood she had visited for the first time.


Velicia: "We're going to the mall ok?" his light laughter followed every movement of his daughter's flick fingers.


Velicia: "We buy clothes, we buy toys, then we buy what else?" he said he was trying to communicate with his daughter.


Velicia: "Just buy everything! We spend dad's money together, okay?! Free father has a lot of money if only stay in the bank, we better spend it. Than given to others"


Velicia: "Yes not?!"


Velicia: "Do you agree with your idea?"


The little baby was just silent, like trying to catch the words of his mother who he did not understand at all.


People he wanted to avoid for a very long period of time.


"It's good to see my aunt back" his first greeting.


The man who had stopped in his heart first then landed his ass on a chair that was located opposite to him.


"Why just the two? Where's the guy's lover?" continue by looking around.


Velicia: "His name is Davin Evan, and don't forget that he's your uncle" he said cynically dislike the words of his ex-lover.


Evan: "Oh sorry"


Evan: "My aunt doesn't like that name or I better call him a rapist? Or a possessive man? Or better yet a hypersex guy?"


Evan: "Where do I like it more?"


Velicia did not reply anymore and preferred to be silent while watching him without blinking.


Evan: "You got a problem with him?"


Velicia: "No" she said without thinking.


Evan: "Don't lie"


Evan: "I know you and maybe I'm starting to get to know your daughter"


The man stared fixedly at the sharp eyes of the baby who continued to watch him.


Evan: "Your daughter is like explaining that don't approach my mother because she's not with my father"


But unfortunately before Velicia answered will be a series of sentences from the mouth of her ex-boyfriend, arrived just baby girl in stroller that he carried lifted by another pair of hands.


Forcibly withdrawing Velicia's gaze as she also shouted for fear of who would dare to take her daughter.


However, after seeing that figure Velicia immediately felt relieved. But apparently the relief did not last long.


Velicia: "Where are you taking Vania?!" intercept him by blocking Davin's right arm.


Davin: "Detach" he said so coldly and softly.


Velicia: "No! Vania comes with me and she will come home with me" he refused to keep Davin's steps.


Davin: "I said get off!" the thrill with a high tone made the entire room look at them including Evan who was still faithfully silent.


Davin: "Why?"


Davin: "Why should we cry? You're acting in front of a lot of people?"


Davin's impact was as if to restore a wound that had not long ago been incised in Velicia's heart, making himself shed tears.


Davin: "You want to show everyone including this man that I'm the bad one? Huh?!" the thrill is getting higher.


Velicia: "Here are many people, we discuss it at home" he persuaded trying to avoid an unsightly atmosphere.


Davin: "Why?"


Davin: "Why go home?!"


Davin: "You're afraid that everyone knows that you've cheated on your husband with your ex-boyfriend who has now become your niece by bringing your daughter?"


Davin: "You're really great Vei" he said, shaking his head slowly.


Velicia simply shook her head quickly with a sobbing that grew increasingly higher. There are tears that never pull over.


Because for the umpteenth time Davin again misunderstood him, accusing him of cheating even Velicia had not long sat down with Evan.


Davin: "Don't expect you to see Vania again"


The sentence that coincided with Davin pointing right in the direction of his eyes made the heart of Velicia suddenly felt dislodged from its place.


Even as the man holding a baby was long about to walk out the door, Velicia clasped with a go-ahead immediately followed him not even bothering about the few pairs of eyes that were looking at him.


Nicky: "Vin?!" call him to keep trying to get closer.


Velicia: "You're wrong Vin, I'm not having an affair. I wasn't..


Nick: "DAVIN?!" he shouted as Davin began to stand at the door of his car.


Velicia: "I want us to separate. I want us to divorce!" the cry was thrown with a smooth as the crying made the pair of eyes more moist.


And because of that sentence, Davin stopped his movement. Staring at the tiny face that tried to call him earlier in his carrying.


Velicia: "Freely married, free to serve you, free to be the mother of your child. FREE!"


Velicia: "I've been your wife all this time but you haven't loved me yet, I still accept. I always serve you, give you all your needs but in your mind there is still a past I remain silent because I cannot refuse your will. I gave birth to your daughter, conceived her with struggle for your attitude but you gave her a name like any other woman, what do you think I am?! I'm Davin's man! I have feelings too. I'm a mother. Do you know what a mother feels like when her daughter is named after another woman who has become the past of her own husband?"


Velicia: "I always thought, am I really happy with you?"


Velicia: "But it doesn't! I'm not happy"


Velicia: "Then if I'm not happy, am I not entitled to seek my own happiness?"


Davin: "You're having an affair and you're still looking for justification? Very funny" he smiled bitterly.


Velicia: "You left me and Vania, do I have to stick to your rules that forbid me to leave the house? Me and Vania need entertainment, we...


Davin: "The place of entertainment a lot. Mall is no longer counted, there are many cafes where. Why come here?"


Davin: "Try to remember your past?" the lyrics were on the man who had just arrived by being not far behind Velicia.


Davin: "Don't reason coincidentally meet because there is no such thing as coincidence more than once" as he immediately knew the sentence to be thrown by his wife.


Velicia: "If I'm having an affair and you're having an affair then why don't we just end this relationship"


The woman who had been brought to the ground could no longer bear all the words of Davin, whether this time, yesterday or before.


But instead of getting a final conclusion, Davin actually suddenly disappeared from his vision that had begun to be less clear.


Leave the empty land that was a car park that she used to ride with her husband.


With the eyes of several pairs of eyes that felt astonished at the thing that had just happened.


Making his own conclusion that Velicia is the main suspect with Evan who is now beside him trying to calm Velicia, while Davin is the victim because he has been cheated by his wife.