Mr. Dave, I Love You!
I Love You

After dinner, Papi told me to take my adorable girl for a walk to the back garden.

Yes, I welcome her as my girl, from now on she is my girl. Sounds funny, but I like it.

I smiled inwardly remembering my girl's words. A smile I dare not show anyone, especially in front of my girl.

I didn't want her to be more hopeful for me because I realized we couldn't be together.

I have a secret that no one knows, not even papi and mommy know. I don't want to make them feel sad thinking about my problems.

Enough of me, I shut my big secret tight. Let them know as time goes on. I'm not that brave to say now. I couldn't see Mommy's destruction when I found out the truth.

"Dave, don't you want to take me to the back garden?" Suddenly Ana was in front of me with a smile that made me unable to forget.

My heart longs to say yes but my mind rejects it. Between the heart and the mind is always a controversy debating something as small as this.

Until without feeling, my silence is the cause of the smile on my girl's lips shrinks.

Suddenly Davio spoke up. "Rather than ushering in a dry kanebo, mending away with me alone, Ana." He offered a smile of death that he used to show to many of his women.

For some reason hearing Vio's offer and his smile, my heart felt irritated. Before Ana answered, I answered her first.

"Quick." I said with a cold face.

I don't want Davio to drive him first. After that we actually went to the back garden.

Not a step like a romantic couple, I deliberately set foot a little fast so that we do not go hand in hand.

My girl was screaming calling me to stop, I didn't say.

But my girl kept screaming until I followed her request.

When I stopped, my girl did not see me stop, as a result she hit my back body.

My girl looked up in pain holding her forehead, then felt my back body which was thought to be a wall.

Really, I want to feel like I'm laughing out loud at his silly behavior.

But all that I just cover with a flat face and cold as usual.

We continued our steps until we stood right near the 5 swings lined up there.

Ana asks permission to ride one of the swings that happened to point to mommy's swing. As far as I forbid it because all of mommy's property should not be borrowed by anyone, of course it is the rule of papi.

His face was getting gloomy, but after that I immediately told him to ride my swing.

He again smiled cheerfully, but when he wanted to try to climb, his body was less tall.

She asked me to help her ride by whining like a child but I ignored her.

How adorable.

Moments later I realized there was an animal on his shoulder. I walked closer to him, my girl immediately leaned in with all kinds of questions as I continued to approach, until our bodies were clinging to each other.

He was seen closing his eyes, I don't know what I was thinking I chose silence, then took the green-colored caterpillar without feathers.

Apparently my girl's fuss can't be stopped even though I've always ignored her.

Her curiosity as I suddenly hugged her made her so curious. Finally I showed you the animal I just picked up.

As expected, my girl was terrified to see a fat, green caterpillar with no feathers.

His body was trembling, I couldn't bear to see him. But I wasn't trying to do anything to keep him from stopping his fear.

It's cruel, but that's what I want.

After I finished throwing the caterpillar into the pool, apparently my girl still really wanted to ride the swing.

He persuaded me to help him ride. But my rock-hard heart, heedless of the slightest whimper.

I saw him trying to ride on his own, despite repeatedly trying and always failing, he still forced a ride. On the third time he fell.

I saw his knee bleed, what a pity.

I feel guilty. I put my ego aside, I finally helped him up.

What a very unexpected fate, we accidentally kissed.

There was a sigh in the chest that I could not describe, my heart was beating more and more. But I'm happy.

After I realized we were in a very intimate position, I pushed her body to the side.

"First kiss me!!!"

Yes, my girl screamed because she realized her first kiss was taken by me. I also lost my first kiss to him.

I became annoyed with her screams, it seemed like my girl was not happy to give her first kiss to me.

He keeps blabbering about losing his first kiss, but I don't mind him.

We went back to the living room, everyone gathered there. Ana almost slipped up saying we had just kissed, thankfully at that moment I managed to smother her mouth.

After that we went back to talking, Papi ordered me to guide Ana in the office.

If it's like this, it'll be harder for us to forget each other.

But I had no choice but to agree, and after that we were always together in the office.

There was a lot of joy and sorrow I felt throughout my time with him.

I really don't like his mouth that keeps on babbling but that's also what I miss when he's seriously at work.

I don't deny that I love him. Loving everything that was on him. His disappointment, his stupidity, and his cheerfulness. L like it.

Without feeling my heart is getting stuck to him. And it seems like not only me, but my girl feels the same way.

It was evident a few days ago that he told me love. I was forced to say that I did not love him.

I saw a disappointed streak clearly emanating in his eyes. I couldn't see it, but I chose to ignore it.

A few seconds later, my girl again changed her face to be cheerful as usual as if nothing had happened.

He said he would keep trying to make me fall in love with him.

Though in fact, without him doing anything I have fallen deeply into his love.

But I chose to drown my love so as not to make her feel the pain of knowing my secret.

Yeah, I didn't lie I loved her. The love I try to hide in every cold attitude. I love him, I love him very much.

And this time it was the culmination of all my treatment hurting her heart.

I'm with a woman named Sonya, she's a friend of mine who is now a great young doctor in this town.

He was very curious about Sonya, asking what it had to do with me.

I said she was my future wife, she laughed in disbelief. Laughter that looks so sad and so heartbreaking.

I really can't see her as fragile as this, I can only turn my face away from seeing her sadness.

I held her tight, she rebelled banging my chest. I let him beat me up.

But before long she pushed me and then walked over, her body staggering with tears running down her cheeks, and this was the point of my destruction.

I'm sorry Ana, this is the only way you can never love me again. Because I don't want you to get hurt any more.

I'm sorry that coward didn't come straight with you. I always pray for you to be happy even without me.

I offer you to someone who can make you happy until old age.

I'll go with love for you. I will always step in with your love, I will forever breathe out love for you. In every stream of my blood, there is only your name and your love that continues to flow through every cavity of my body.

Ilove you.

...💙💙💙...

...TBC...

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