
What's Ozan for?
I walked down the stairs of Mas Ozan's house, then walked quickly towards some of the fathers who brought Mas Ozan.
"My husband, why sir?" I asked them to keep them all quiet.
Ozan looked at me and smiled. "Father, deck, thank you gentlemen, you have helped me well."
They all nodded, then pleaded farewell after one of them dropped Gibran, they passed by without answering my question.
I immediately saw Mas Ozan's body go into the house, more precisely into the room, I sat him in the bed, while Gibran followed behind me.
"Bran, why is your Papa?"
"So-"
"Father, deck."
Ozan immediately cut off Gibran's words that upset me, I clucked and then glared annoyed let alone see Mas Ozan's hands bleed.
"What what! It's bloody, Mas why?" Somehow the feeling of panic turned upset because Mas Ozan still did not want to be honest. "Involuntarily, make me worry, if Mas why, Mas want to leave me with Gibran that?"
Holy hooch! Why do I say all these words, these are all reflexes, because Mas Ozan is fine, logic alone no matter how he is my husband.
Mas Ozan smiled, he pulled my hand so that I immediately sat on the bed right next to him, Mas Ozan kissed my forehead slowly and put on a smile full of warmth.
"Sorry, it worries you" Ozan smiled sincerely.
Somehow now, I'm even kasian towards him, so kasian, until it feels like I can't bear to hurt him.
"So, Mas fell off the bike, so the reflex swerving Gibran as a result well this way, but Gibran is okay, Sorry well deck," explained Mas Ozan who made me speechless.
"Yes Mama, Papa fell, if Papa did not bend Gibran, Gibran must have been hurt," Gibran said, confirming Ozan's speech.
"Yes, next time be careful" I replied slowly.
I moved, from my seat and walked towards my bag, as I remembered, I had a first aid kit there, I had to clean Mas Ozan's wounds immediately.
After taking it, I walked to the kitchen to get some warm water, I poured warm water from the flask into a small basin with a small towel, after which I took it into the room.
I grabbed Mas Ozan's hand, somehow it was sad to see Mas Ozan like this, I cleaned the wound slowly, Mas Ozan just looked at me.
What feeling is this.
I should have hated Mas Ozan, not his kasian, he was the object of my revenge, apart from him my husband, but now that the conditions are a little different, I have to behave like a wife, at least for today.
"Mas, how could it fall anyway?" my question is to make Mas Ozan throw his face in the other direction.
"Mas, don't focus on the deck" replied Mas Ozan hesitatingly.
I knew he was lying, I grabbed his chin after putting bandages in Mas Ozan's hands, now our faces and eyes were staring at each other, there was something on Mas Ozan's face, it was impossible just because we didn't focus, there must be another reason, which I don't know yet.
"Mas, don't lie, do you?"
Ozan was silent, it was a doubtful face, I knew this face, because I often intimidated with questions to my clients while still a Notary, so I knew the structure of the face doubted someone in answering questions.
"M-sorry Mas, the deck, actually Mas has a dark secret that makes Mas always think," replied Mas Ozan looking at me.
I stared at him for a moment, at the look of regret, at the look of the face I saw last night.
"What secret, Mom?" I try to dig deeper into the information.
I need an explanation from Mas Ozan himself, I need it once, so that my grudge is not misdirected.
"Mas a deck sinner! He is a sinner!" Ozan lowered his head and clenched his hands tightly.
"I mean?"
"Then, when Mas was in college, Mas had impregnated Mas's girlfriend, and Mas did not want to take responsibility."
As expected, this is still about Brother Ratna, I tried hard to listen to the story from Mas Ozan's point of view, because all this time I just followed the story from my own point of view.
"I admit, Mas used to be a delinquent, Mas was dating Mas's college friend, he was a good boy, but Mas that night purposely set him up so we had an illicit relationship, shortly after she got pregnant."
"Mas confused deck! Mas was still in college and was going to be a father, plus somehow our intimate videos were spread, who recorded them, since then we were separated, we were separated, Mas chose to flee to this village and ended up as the village head," continued Mas Ozan.
It's hot to hear a story, if you knew! I suffered so much with you, so much distress, that even he died in humiliation, with no one to bury his body.
I clenched my arms irritated, my chest tight, remembering all the flashbacks of my family's dark story.
"A year later, Mas awakens the deck, Mas tries to find Mas's girlfriend, her name is Ratna, Mas searches for her to the village where she lives, but all Mas finds is a flat house with land, but all Mas finds is a flat house, I'm sorry, I'm still sorry."
"Mas even asked for the boy to be aborted, which, without Mas knowing, had already injured two people, Ratna and our son, if Mas was responsible, maybe our son was Gibran's age," Ozan looked at me inside.
GIBRAN IS YOUR FUCKING SON! THE CHILD YOU WANT TO TELL ME TO WORRY ABOUT, THE ONE YOU DIDN'T EXPECT.
"If you are told to change your life or apologize, you prefer to apologize even after Mas's life will be taken," Mas Ozan seemed so sorry.
I was silent, what to react to now, I was upset, angry but I did not know the object of my anger and frustration for whom, it should be for Mas Ozan right, but after hearing the story from his point of view, Why do I feel like I have no other objectivity.
FOCUS GEA! FOCUS UP!
I chose to leave Mas Ozan with Gibran, I went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
Her face was full of grudges But after hearing this story, I remembered what Brother Ratna had said to me.
"Mas Ozan is a good guy, even though he is, he has a reason and brother is sure he will be responsible, he is not a bad guy!"
That's what Ratna said.
At that time I thought that Brother Ratna was the most stupid person still waiting for a jerk to take responsibility when it was impossible.
Every night he talks to his gynecologist about OZAN! OZAN! OZAN! And asked him to come back, but it was impossible, even until Ratna's sister died, he still held hope, but then again it was impossible.
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