
The air outside is still quite cold, although the snow no longer falls on the streets as well as the roofs of houses. Some rivers that had frozen had also melted slowly. Apparently, winter is coming to an end.
Aishe let out a long breath. His eyes focused on seeing the food before him was already slowly cooling. The discussion about his parents, brought back the grief he had long buried.
They were not a wealthy family with many treasures, being able to eat that day alone was enough for the small Aishe family. But unfortunate to be their fate, Mother Aishe had to suffer severe pain, and lost her life when Aishe was 11 years old.
After losing her mother, little Aishe also had to feel the loss of her father due to depression and ended up hanging herself. At that moment, Aishe found her body hanging from the bathroom door.
The ancient Turks believed suicide to be something that would have a devastating effect on other families, because of that, Aishe hid this fact closely and kept in mind that her father had been dead since she was a child.
"The food is cold. You're not tasteful, honey?"
Diego's voice sounded so soft, it went into his ears, awakening his brief daydream. Aishe looked up, looked at Diego's face and smiled.
"I ate it," replied Aishe who then took a spoon and began to eat all the dishes that were in front of him voraciously.
"Would you like to visit them, honey?" Diego's sudden urge made Aishe stop the chewing in his mouth and look back at Diego.
"When was the last time I visited them. I also forgot where their tomb was next to." Aishe again bowed, continuing to eat as if she did not care.
But from behind his attitude, there is a heart that is sliced, and eyes that try to survive so that water does not drip amid the pain that hit.
Diego scooped the strands of hair covering Aishe's forehead. His movements were so gentle, as if his lover's body was a fairly expensive ceramic porcelain.
"Let's visit them. At least, I need to say hello to my two in-laws."
Aishe who had been looking down and focused on eating, actually straightened her head after hearing Diego's invitation. "Don't joke, Die!" aishe said hesitatingly with the words of her husband.
"No. Once your bodies are better, we'll visit them." Diego stroked Aishe's cheek, as if to convey that he had no problem with the death of his father-in-law.
"You ... not ashamed? He killed himself, ended his life by force."
Tears that he had been holding, eventually spilled in front of Diego. Which part of it broke his heart the most? What part of it really disappointed him?
Diego shifted the Overbed Table to the side, practiced hugging Aishe and rubbed his back gently. As if helping the wife release all the annoying tightness since.
"He thinks I'm safe with my uncle and aunt. He thinks I'm happy and life is assured. He's so mean, Die! Wicked …."
There was a cry that sounded very sad. Even anyone who happened to pass by and hear Aishe's cries could definitely guess how much she felt.
"He chose to leave, leaving me in the middle of a blizzard. I even had to wait two days until I was able to get out of the house asking for help. You know what it's like? I'm only 11, and I have to live with my father's body still hanging!"
Right, he was only 11 at the time. Exactly 2 months after the mother died of cancer, and her father followed by hanging himself.
She was only a daughter, weak and fragile. But due to a snowstorm that hit the city that year, he had to live with his father's body which was still hanging for two days. Until the storm stops, and he can call the neighbors.
It was the end of the year 2000. Technology is not as advanced as it is now. There are only wired phones, which not everyone has.
Diego's been figuring things out since they were in Casme, right after he brought Aishe with his thin body out of the island. For this reason, he did not mind when the girl lied about the death of her parents.
I shouldn't have discussed this, Ishe. I shouldn't have brought up your old wounds.
How to be Aishe? 2 Days saw his father hanging in front of the bathroom because he could not find it.
Ahh .. do not know why, write this chapter so rather mewek. Maybe because I just lost my sister last month, still nyesek.
Tumben ye, othor melow.
Byeah, sajen do not forget. As usual, coffee, flowers, hearts, knives.