
There was a heavy jam in the capital, when Kevano returned home from college with Maji.
The car they were driving slowly crawled like a turtle. Kevano almost died because he was bored waiting for this traffic jam to end. Though usually he can speed and overtake easily existing vehicles.
Because he knows five o'clock in the afternoon is the time for workers, students or students to go home. All were piled up on the streets, which were like rain falling from the sky.
"Ji, it's still a long time?" Kevano asked Maji who was busy with his car.
"Still a mas, a very long jam." Say Maji with eyes that constantly monitor the front direction.
"Some of you are through here all, the road is usually fast."
"Sorry I didn't think of it."
Kevano is really bored. Then remove the phone from his pants pocket, open the sosmed that is not necessarily the result. Joking look at comedy memes and more.
Until Kevano hand enlarged an image of the news that became the headline news today. Kevano just woke up.
He read slowly and carefully every string of writing, the more the paragraph moves the more his eyes glare.
Then he opened Youtube, he entered keywords like the news he read earlier. There are a lot of lists about the hot news.
He caught his breath, what really happened as he went. With a quick movement he opened the car door, Maji several times shouted but Kevano ignored.
Kevano continued down the pavement, running as fast as possible with breathless breath.
How did he just know about the news, when he should have thought after his papa and om trial yesterday. Although the Court's decision establishes the suspect's om and acquits his father for not being proven.
Why didn't he think about Bian? How is Bian's fate? And what happened to Kesya? He's so stupid.
His steps were getting faster, he wiped the sweat off his face. Kesya Apartment is not so far from where the car is jammed.
Two more blocks. With a chaotic mind like holding back anger he began to be unable to remain silent. Shaking his head while running, he was afraid if anything happened to Kesya.
Moreover, Kesya's number has been lost from his phone. Because he thought Kesya no longer needed himself, but in fact He needed Kesya.
Arriving at the apartment, Kevano then entered and walked up the elevator. It felt like the elevator was going so slowly that Kevano kept knocking on the door.
The elevator door opened, Kevano walked slightly towards the Kesya room which was from the second end.
With the door of Kesya's room slowly, there was no answer. He tried to turn the doorknob, open unlocked. With a feeling of anxiety and trembling he walked into the place.
Kesya's usually neat house now looks messy. Kevano checked every place, from the bathroom to the bedroom, even checking the balcony if Kesya dove in. But, there's no.
Then he checked the kitchen, afraid that Kesya would kill herself with a knife. He slowly checked, and...
Kevano looked at the woman, who was trying to close the refrigerator door with her feet because her hands were full of food.
"Kewano kamwu nwngapwain kwsiwni?" Say it with a mouth full of food.
Kevano stood still, watching Kesya do just that. It was stupid to worry about that woman. But, despite thinking so he approached Kesya, then clenched Kesya's body tightly to make the food in Kesya's hands stick to his clothes.
"No, what's wrong with you?" Keep going after swallowing her food.
"You're stupid." Kevano said as he continued to shed tears.
"Stupid why? Why are you here anyway?"
"I was worried about you after seeing the news on Youtube, I ran three kilometers, to see how you were doing. I'm afraid you killed yourself because of stupid Bian."
"Oh that." Answer Kesya lightly. "Two weeks ago I was looking for Bian, I didn't see him. I used to cry a lot, but I was hungry. So I ate, and brought these all to the room to continue my cry."
Kevano snapped Kesya's head, then took the food from Kesya's hand and put it on the table. Pull Kesya's hand to sit on the living room sofa.
"These are already cupped" Kevano said later as they sat on the Sofa.
Kesya.
"Then what about your wedding?" Keep Kevano.
Kesya even shook her head. Then he began to shed tears again, until discussing his cheeks, he remembered all the things that had happened between him and Bian. It hurts. He did not even know the fate of his marriage.
"I don't know, No. I can't possibly cancel this wedding. It hurts so much." Kesya complained, her tears kept dripping and then covered her with both palms.
Kevano grabbed the back of Kesya's head, then put it on his chest so that Kesya could cry with satisfaction.
"Married to me." Kevano.
He still cried, then replied. "No way, No."
"What is impossible. It'smy dream. You remember that little boy eleven years ago with the bloody knee you treated. I promise I'll marry you."
"But, I'm still hurting because of Bian."
"Maybe my wounds weren't as painful as yours, but I'll heal them. If you don't love me yet, it's okay that everything can be awaited." Kevano said, Kesya broke away from the embrace.
"But, No. I'm not a virgin anymore, I did it with Bian the night before he left."
"I don't care if you're pregnant with Bian's child. Then I will remain responsible. Later if Bian asks for the right to his son, I'll let you go."
"No, No. It's not that easy." Kesya is back crying. "I can't marry you. What about my Son or my parents."
"I'll ask them for their blessing."
Kesya silent, he never thought so far about Kevano. Not that she does not want to marry Kevano, but Kevano is still too small to be her husband, what if she is pregnant with Bian's child, what will happen to Kevano later. And if Bian is innocent, it'll make Kevano's heart really hurt.
When it comes to love, Kesya has loved Kevano for a long time. His kind and responsible attitude makes him so caring, especially since saying that Bian is not good, he began to believe that Kevano thinks of him.
"No, but you're a kid. You don't need to do this. Let me finish it alone."
"Imagine your parents' fate if your marriage fails. They'll be ashamed of everyone. Tan, I'll marry you no matter what."
Kesya could not say anything more, what Kevano said was true. He began to think about his parents and his own fate.