My Boss My Ex
16. Love and Hate

Read chapter 15 again. There's a little revision.

Rachel did not know what made her feelings unsettled uncertain, from then on her mind branched off to where. Even though he had talked to Kalea and made sure Kalea was okay, he was still agitated, like something was stuck in his heart. Butwhat? Rachel tried to ignore anything that could interfere with her work, she tried to focus on checking the land with foreman one. However, the longer this feeling got more and more erratic, his heart was pounding, his blood was rustling and feeling warm, while cold sweat began to fill his forehead. Perhaps, the sunburn has been on her for too long causing Rachel to not feel well.

The wind blew carrying a familiar fragrance on Rachel's nose. But ... that's not possible. Kenzi could not be here, even though his eyes itched so much that he reflexively let out a glance in any direction, to catch the figure walking closer to him.

Those eyes ... also looked into her eyes, those eyes almost shed Rachel's heart. This was impossible, his mind was in disbelief, but the truth was that the man was indeed increasing the distance between them. Until ....

"R...."

Rachel's ears buzzed, she closed her eyes. Six years had passed and during that time no one had called her name like that either. Only Kenzi ... Kenzi. Rachel's body trembled, she refused to open her eyes. Not ready to accept everything. If this is a dream he's afraid of ending, if this is real what should he do? Should run? But what about this heart?

Love ... hate .. long for all to come together in Rachel's heart. It really feels like this is torturing him.

"I hate ... I hate it," he said. Rachel's eyes were still closed, she tried to hold back the tears from falling on her cheek. "Go .. go." Rachel tried to cast Kenzi's shadow as she had been doing.

Kenzi briefly closed his eyes, his heart sliced at the words of hate that came out of Rachel's lips. Although he had expected Rachel to hate him, Kenzi could not accept all of this.

"Sir Bara?" The foreman didn't know anything, he just greeted Bara.

"Mara?" The name managed to make Rachel open her eyes again.

Kenzi raised his hand as the foreman wanted to speak again. Kenzi doesn't want anyone to interrupt this moment. Until the foreman left him and Rachel.

Kenzi couldn't stand it anymore, he opened it and he threw away the project hat Rachel was wearing, then hugged Rachel, clutching her full of longing.

"I'm sorry, Ra ..," he said softly, smelling Rachel's head and inhaling the fragrant scent that emanated from Rachel's hair.

"Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu." This hug made Rachel's tears shed over her face. His body trembled violently to find that Kenzi Barata Abimana, the father of his son, was holding him. No matter how strong he survives and fights, but this body is still half-dead, until his brain is slow to think.

"I miss, Ra ... Very." Very." Kenzi whispered in Rachel's ear. Rachel's cry sounded bitter and heart-wrenching making her tears fall.

"You're all right, aren't you, Ra? My Ra's...."

Kenzi tightened this hug. Nothing changed from Rachel, only that Rachel's body was slightly thinner than the last time she hugged.

Rachel did not speak, only crying until her crying slowly faded away as her eyes twitched until she lost consciousness.

"Rb ...." Kenzi held out his arms, he fenced Rachel's chin, saw Rachel's face pale in unconsciousness. " b ... Wake up, Ra."

The cheek of Rachel was very smooth. Rachel did not open her eyes. Without much thought, the man carried Rachel to the nearest hospital.

***

Lian looks serious in the warehouse where the material is stored. Ensure all materials are in accordance with standards so as not to endanger the safety of workers.

"Is there anything to change, sir?" ask the foreman once he finds Lian standing between the cement piles.

"Enough, but give priority to the safety of the workers. I don't want anything to happen like last time when one of the workers fell from the second floor."

Lucky not to lose his life, suffered a broken bone and ended up in the hospital.

"Ready, sir."

"So done checking the land? Why wasn't Rachel invited here?" Lian extended her neck in search of Rachel.

"Who?" Lian squinted, Rachel's feelings just came in Jakarta. Who's been to see him?

The foreman seemed to think. "I think .. pak Bara," he said sure.

"Bara's? Why would he bother to come here?" The man ran before hearing the reply from his interlocutor. However, Lian did not find Rachel all over the place, not even her phone could be reached.

***

Hospitals.

"Make sure Rachel's okay, doctor!" Kenzi was pacing around in the patient room, worried to see Rachel still unconscious in the patient's bed.

"There's nothing to worry about, sir. Miss Rachel's gonna be a human soon."

How do you calm down? The woman lay helplessly with an infusion hose in hand. After the doctor left, Rachel was still unconscious.

"Don't worry me, Ra ... please, open your eyes, Ra." The man looked at my face Rachel who was still pale fluffy, her hands trembling as she grasped and kissed the back of Rachel's hand. Being able to hug, hold and kiss Rachel's hand felt like a dream. Happy, sad, sorry all grow into one.

"You may say hate, you may curse me, you may beat me all you want, but please don't be quiet like this, I know you hear me, Ra. I know." the frail man shrieked, tears began to pour out from the corner of Rachel's eyes.

Rachel was conscious, but she did not open her eyes. This heart still hurts too much.

"Ra .. It's me." Kenzi wiped away Rachel's tears, her thumb stroking Rachel's cheek. "Open your eyes, Ra.it's me."

But Rachel's tears were flowing more and more.

"Don't torture me like this, Ra .. I beg you." Her tears also fell. Kenzi is not ready to be ignored.

"Ra-t

"Go...," said Rachel after opening her eyes, she looked at Kenzi who still had not turned away from her.

Kenzi's body pecked, his heart felt hit by earth spikes. Rachel's eyes described the hatred of seeing her, not the longing she felt.

"Bec....

"SILENCE! GET OUT OF HERE!!"

The deg!!!!

Kenzi's heart is not okay. It was unthinkable that Rachel would not meet him.

"You're upset with me, Ra?"

"Don't call me that!" shouted Rachel. Really he misses Kenzi, but the present condition does not allow for him to indulge in Kenzi's embrace. "Go from here! Just go! I don't want to see you! Go!!"

Rachel is getting hysterical. He forcibly removed the intravenous needle and then he just threw it away.

"Quiet, Ra ... Don't be like this." Kenzi hugged Rachel who was still struggling in the hospital cage.

"Keep away from me!! I said go!! Go Kenzi! Just go! I hate you! I hate!!!!

Rachel's cry echoed on the wall of the room. Kenzi closed his eyes as Rachel shouted at his name. Yeah, only Rachel and her family call her Kenzi.