My Choice Girl
CHAPTERS. 20 Fear of Falling in Love

"Sorry in advance if my arrival makes you uncomfortable. I was hoping you could slowly love me. But I was too naive to expect that to happen" Arrash said.

"I'm sorry, Arrash, I just want to be loyal to my fiancee" Syaqilla said.

"Then what if the fiancee you love still loves his ex-wife. I'm sure you feel that too" uca Arrash.

"Enough! That's all my business, Arrash, you don't have to interfere" Syaqilla said.

"Well then excuse me" said Arrash.

Without an answer from Syaqilla Arash passed.

Syaqilla just stared at Arrash's departure until the man was nowhere to be seen again.

'I'm sorry. I was afraid to fall in love with you when I was engaged and about to marry inner Syaqilla.

Syaqilla is afraid that if she often meets with Arrash then her love for Fikri will slowly change to Arrash.

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In hospital.

Farhan had regained consciousness at 5 this morning.

When he opened his eyes the first person he saw was Fatimah's mother who was praying at dawn in the room, where the scenery was very much missed for 28 years.

'Farhan's Inner 'Fatimah.

He doesn't have enough energy to talk much.

Ms. Fatimah finished her prayer and cleaned up the prayer equipment and then approached Farhan.

Deg.

"Mas Farhan is conscious?" ask Fatimah to be surprised.

"Fa-Fatimah" said Farhan Lirih.

"This is me Fatimah" said Fatimah's mother then grasped the hand of the man who was still her husband.

"I'm sorry" said Farhan.

"I've forgiven you. I'm sorry I also went from you and took Fikri with me" Fatimah said.

"You are not wrong, Fatimah, I was wrong, causing you to walk away from me" Farhan said.

"It's better that you rest. Later after waking up I will meet you with our child Fikri" said Fatimah.

"Alright Fatimah" said Farhan agreed and then went back to sleep.

On the other hand Fikri also just finished morning prayers at the hospital museum.

Fikri is back in Riana's nursery.

Chequek.

Fikri opened the door of the room and saw that Riana was still asleep in her tanker.

Fikri searches for Alika's whereabouts but does not see her.

Then Fikri rushed towards the bathroom and knocked on the door.

Tok tok tok tok

"Alika are you inside?" ask Fikri.

"Yes, I'm inside" replied Alika.

"I'm going home to change clothes and get a change of clothes for my mother" Fikri said.

"Mas can I ask you a favor?" alika asked from the bathroom.

"Say what is it?" reply Fikri.

"Please buy me a change of clothes, pads and underwear" Alika said.

Fikri felt dejavu heard Alika's request, because when he was still with Alika, Fikri often did what Alika asked.

"OK wait a minute I will find your needs first" said Fikri.

"Thank you" said Alika.

Fikri then rushed off to find what Alika needed in the nearby market.

Half an hour later Fikri had returned.

Tok tok tok tok

"Alika this is the need you need" said Fikri.

Chequek.

Alika opened the bathroom door and only took out her head and one hand to take Fikri's gift.

"Thank you" said Alika.

"Iya Alika" said Fikri.

Alika closed the bathroom door then opened the contents for her to wear.

Alika smiled seeing the contents.

The size of the clothes that fit her body, the brand of pads that she often wears, the size of the clothes inside also fit her body.

'Fikri's band still remembers him' Alika's inner self.

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Cantor.

After Arrash left the Syaqilla house, Arrash went straight to the office.

He preoccupied himself with his work to turn his mind to Syaqilla.

Tut's.

Arrash called Yogi.

"Hallo Rash" said Yogi.

"My room is now" said Arrash.

Yogi came to his roommate while carrying a map.

Chequek.

"Find my schedule today" Arrash ordered.

"You want to read the schedule for today? But it's only 7 o'clock in 45 minutes" Yogi said.

"It's okay to read it" said Arrash.

"Alright" said Yogi according to.

"At half-nine we have a meeting with Mr. Smith at the office, at half twelve in the afternoon we have a meeting with Miss Chyntia from Paradise Group and lunch with her, at three in the afternoon we are invited to Mr. Rudi's office for a contract deal" said Yogi.

Yogi mentions calls to his clients as per the request concerned, such as Mr. Smith, Miss Chyntia, and Mr. Rudi.

Arrash understands his schedule today.

The meeting with Chyntia made him lazy because Chyntia was the person who had mocked him while at the aunt Rissa party.

Invitation from Mr. Rudi, Arrash just remembered that Mr. Rudi is a former in-law of Fikri.

He will ask the opa first before agreeing on cooperation.

Not that he was unprofessional but that he did not want to be taken advantage of by others like Rudi.

"It looks like for a contract deal with the company of Mr. Rudi we will cancel" said Arrash.

"Why Arrash canceled we have agreed to cooperate" said Yogi.

"No papa, we haven't signed a contract yet" Arrash said.

"What is the problem with you and Mr. Rudi until you cancel the contract?" ask Yogi.

"It turns out that Mr. Rudi is Fikri's former father-in-law. And that Fikri was my cousin's son Farhan" Arrash said.

"What! You're not duplicating?" ask Yogi.

"I'm serious" said Arrash.

"Then you will often meet with Syaqilla and will often be hurt when Syaqilla becomes your sister-in-law" said Yogi.

"I don't know if they're going to get married" Arrash said.

"What makes you so sure?" ask Yogi.

"It looks like Fikri still loves his ex-wife. Likewise with his ex-wife who still loves Fikri. You know, 4 years ago the media was in an uproar with the divorce of the daughter of Rudi Pratama because her marriage did not get the blessing of the Pratama family, but at that time Alika Pratama's husband was not published" said Arrash.

"Ahh yes I remember the news" said Yogi understand the problems of the Arrash family and also Mr. Rudi.

"If they return the reference it will benefit you to get Syaqilla" Yogi continued.

"Yes you're right, I hope so too. I hope Syaqilla is my soul mate because she's my girl of choice" Arrash said.

"I've always supported you" Yogi said.

"Thank you. Then what about your first date with Rahayu" said Arrash.

"Let's know she's a shitty girl" Yogi said.

"Be careful you may fall in love with her" Arrash warned Yogi.

"What I did not think was apparently Rahayu was a rich man she was the only daughter of Kurniawan Praditya the owner of the largest construction company in the country" said Yogi.

"Right, I just found out from you" said Arrash.

"Yes right, after a date with Rahayu yesterday I was asked to stop by Rahayu's house for dinner. There is only mamah and Rahayu's papa. They also told about Rahayu who wanted to work independently with her own abilities without the frills of her surname. And it was a success, he was just an ordinary Staff and in one year he had managed to sit in the chair of HRD Manager" said Yogi salut with Rahayu.

"It seems there are seeds of love in your heart for Rahayu" said Arrash.

"I'm still confused when I see him I feel bad for him but when I don't see him I miss him" Yogi said.

Brugh. Arrash and Yogi turned to the source of the voice.

Deg.

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