My D you are the first for me
Flashback of them

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after Justin's death, Midea tells Dean to go into the bedroom after she has finished her milk. Midea chose to sleep and no longer wanted to think about the man who ruined her mood repeatedly.

while Justin himself returned home to Mdn in a state of chaos with resentment that dominates his heart now because of his quarrel with his ex-wife. he thought today would end happily in his weekend story.in fact, he made himself more susceptible to headaches from Midea's pain.

"it's really stubborn.if you could just lower your anger on your papa De. and also a little apology for me and also give me a little chance to be able to pay for all the time I've neglected you all this time. maybe there will be many opportunities for us to be together often without any debate and maybe we can be just as happy even though it is just a friendship". Justin murmured in his heart.

two hours had passed on her way back to her new home in Mdn making Keyra sleep next to her seat. maybe the fatigue factor that makes his little daughter did not wake up the slightest item even though now her position has moved from the car to her bedroom.

And it's been almost two hours since Midea turned her body back on the bed. he woke up in the middle of the night blind and jolted awake when he experienced the same dream again six years ago.

she had just woken up from her sleep after a coma for a few days in the hospital after her accident that caused her to lose her past memory. after that almost every night the dream was present and made him unable to sleep afterwards.

if at that time there was aunty Sonya who always gave him a sleeping pill then he could fall asleep again thanks to the pill. even the dream was never again present until tonight somehow the dream appeared again.

(the full story is in the novel Jasminka/orchidea bonchap episode Flashback of Midea).

"it's strange after all this time.why did the dream come up again tonight.was it because of my quarrel with Justin last night that the woman in white was coming back.is she my mother? so I called her mama when I woke up". Midea.

"but why his face is never clearly visible.why is it always faint when he is present in my dreams.

Midea tried to recall her old memories before the accident, but still none of them appeared in her mind.

"hemm. . it's useless to force this brain to remember the past. There I had a headache like that time.

after the decision of his legal appeal, and he was declared legally innocent by the district court Mdn. Midea no longer cares about her past memories, although sometimes there is a desire in her heart to be able to recall every detail of her past.

but now there is more important than just remembering his past.he is more focused on his future with Dean, the son without having to rethink his past.

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Jason stared softly at a gravestone bearing the name of the woman he had loved long ago until now. it's just that he doesn't know where to start.

"Inka. forgive me". he said with regret while holding a tombstone that read Naminka.

"mas does not know if your departure brings our baby, and forgive us also dear because the new mas know if Jasmine is the child we have longed for. mas really did not know all this". Jason said with his throat choked.

Jason was still staring at a name on the tombstone wistfully.

"mas.mas.mas apologized for not being able to take care of our child properly.even until now mas has not been able to take Jasmine's heart". he said with a heart that rumbled when he remembered the attitude of his daughter last night who did not want to receive a call from him through Justin.

"well, it may be natural that Inca. mas can understand if Jasmine is still in shock because of the presence of a mas who suddenly comes and enters his life that has been accustomed to living without a father". he said he tried to understand the feelings of his daughter's heart.

"but you should have told him or at least sent him a message before you left if he still had me Inca, his biological father". he said he condemned and regretted the Inca's selfish attitude for not telling himself to their children.

Jason thought the Inca was so vengeful on him that the deceased did not want to tell him who his biological father was to their children so that his daughter did not know him as his father as long as his daughter was still in condition healthful.

because Jason believes that if the Inca would introduce Jasmine to him even though only through wedding photos, there must be no stranger to his daughter's instincts.

"but masjani.mas will try harder so that the child can accept mas as his biological father and mas still have a chance to make our child happy, the fruit of our love.". he said softly to that mute headstone.

"may you calm down in the barzah realm and get a decent place by HIS side dear. God willing, I will pray for you at every end of fardhu mas time.

while Astrid was only looking from afar at the activities of her husband, this time she allowed Jason to pray for himself at the grave of his ex-wife. there may be a word that wants to be conveyed personally from the heart of her husband all this time.

a few minutes had passed until Jason turned to her and called himself to pray together at her mama Jasmine's grave. Astrid apologized to the name on the tombstone she touched today.

"bba..Inka forgive me yes mbak". he said slowly while stroking the tombstone

"because of my presence made mbak suffer even though he had forgiven and accepted me in his household mbak.but the departure of mbak at that time made me feel guilty. I should have relented instead of mbak". astrid said in her heart with deep regret.

"pardon us who can just come to the grave because all this time Jason was trying to take his heart Jasmine, daughter mbak sweet and also beautiful.

"even though it was too late I congratulated ya mbak finally mbak became a woman completely by giving birth to a beautiful daughter like Jasmine.

"we have the same daughter of the same man"., he said, turning to Jason who was also looking at Astrid.

" it's just that my two daughters did not live long either. Now they both and also a grandson we are in the same realm as mbak. God willing, I always pray for the four of you so that we can gather again in the land of God mbak.

"if you ever helped me in taking care of Nadira then let me now take care of Jasmine and her handsome son. mbak must be happy to see the look and funny behavior of the granddaughter mbak. his name is Mykehl Deansyah mbak. we call him Dee".".". Astrid explained while smiling so much Jason when imagining the behavior of Dean.

"god willing if we can melt Jasmine's heart, we will bring them here.

after Astrid had finished telling her everything about Jasmine, Astrid and Jason ended the pilgrimage by reciting a joint prayer for Naminka and closing it with Al Fatihah.

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