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"stop chasing him Justin. Give him space and time to calm the turmoil of his mind that struggled all this time. because I'm sure either a Jasmine or a Midea needs time to get to know who she really is.
suddenly this makes Justin back in shock for the second time in because he had to hear the same statement from his two friends. Justin widened his pupils while staring at Andra, not believing what the man said about his ex-wife.
while Andra himself was increasingly indifferent to the attitude of Justin who looks angry at him now because of his speech that was deliberately aimed at the man in front of him now.
"the more you chase the woman the farther she runs and the more she makes sure she keeps disappearing, and you Justin won't get anything but her shadow in your imagination". continued Andra firmly while staring at Justin intensely.
"but if you stay where you are now, maybe you can enjoy a beautiful smile every day even without having to have it. but at least you can see it all the time without having to bother and he feels disturbed because of you". Andra muttered in his heart as he recalled what he went through while looking at Jasmin from a distance before.
(read the story of the Andra in my first novel titled Jasminka/orchidea in their eps and her secret love and also the secret eps of the heart. and do not forget to stay the trail there so the author can know he he he he.. ).
Andra turned towards the door and continued her move to leave the room, leaving behind Justin who was in a daze and staring silently at the door that closed.
"stop chasing him. The more I chase after him. he runs away and I will not get it anymore than the shadow that is in my imagination.is it really like that?.
the words Andra and Indra were ringing in his head. A million questions reappeared lodged in his head at this time.
"does she really need time to find her true self?."
" didn't he decide to live as Midea?"
"then why run away from me if you just want to find who he really is?"
wouldn't I also be able to help her to find her lost memories".
the question continues to appear to Justin at this time.
for a long time he was stuck in his great chair by leaning his head on the back of the chair and re-digesting every word that was uttered by his two friends.
"it's better to just do the deal that you guys have made together". Indra said a while ago.
indra's statement immediately recalled his return to the deal he had made with Dea on the night of his divorce with the woman.he attributed his word Andra to the promise of his agreement with Midea.
at once he remembered the mistake he had made and also the promise he made that he would never again appear before the woman. if at any time they accidentally do not meet then Justin must rush to avoid the woman.
"oh, yes rabbi.why should this be my love story with women.When I love someone and happy with having it then You quickly take it in an instant.
now when I have begun to accept it and want to start from the beginning even You are also the one who predestined us to be separated, he said, on the matter of You know, God, that she is the woman I have been looking for all this time.Why God.why????". cried Justin in his heart.
"why don't you let us unite until our lives have to pass at a time?.why don't you let the woman's heart still love me as before. When he chased after me to get my love??. Then now why don't you give me a chance to make her happy, God??? ". back Justin bathed in his heart.
without feeling two clear points perched on both corners of the net. a sense of tightness re-emerged in his chest as he recalled the events that never gave him a beautiful impression in his heart or in the heart of the woman. every encounter with the woman always ended tragically and mirically for both of them.
"fine. maybe and indeed I was wrong from the beginning, but how should I fix all these mistakes, O God.
Justin is back.
"do I have to free those two D's to go where they like until they find a saturated titih and want to go back home. Does that have to be God??".
"what about Keyra, God? ". the child also needs adek and also the mother".
"what shall I do O God?". her bath cried out as she lowered her face while ************hair with both hands.
Now two circles perched on both corners of the net finally melt also two drops on the desk work. It felt at this moment like there was a heavy burden that was millions of tons squeezing his head and chest.
Justin stepped up from his seat of greatness and walked slowly to his private room in the room. he entered the room that he had redecorated exactly like the private room in the headquarters to welcome Midea at that time.
he thought Dea would be impressed by what he remembered on their one beautiful night where Dean was created from there. That way at least Dea will be a little lethargic to her and want to continue their abandoned marriage.
But in fact, Justin is currently just staring at the empty room that dominates the white color. Both of their favorite colors.
Justin sighed for a moment before laying down his body on the size of a king bed to relax his body and mind are chaotic at this time.
He put his right arm on top hoping that the feeling of fatigue squeezing on his head would soon disappear.the net was closed while imagining his two Ds. right now he is like a loser fighting for the hearts of two people he loves at once.
"alright De. If that's what you want De."
"All right, I will set you free as your heart desires. But if you are already getting saturated with your search. Please come back to me". he murmured in his heart.
"Dee, Jasmin". His sighs with a soft.
Now his head is getting heavy so that makes his eyelids Justin unable to open. He still closed his eyes by still imagining his two D's until somehow the second to how many two children man was really carried away dreams in his sleep the effect of feeling tired from chasing his two D's.
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