
"words will not change destiny"
"I will give all for the world, no matter if I have to sacrifice everything"
"Prove to the world that your sacrifice is not in vain"
"That's the color I'm here now, to take your life"
Dialogue from the Japanese animated film that I was watching with Ai in the cinema, Ai looks so focused watching, while I was just busy eating popcorn by playing hp secretly.
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"ahh very exciting the last season". said Ai while stretching his hands up.
"iya exclaim.
"want to eat first?". he asked.
"it's 9 o'clock, anyways, this afternoon we've eaten.
"hmm yaudah deh.
After the Mall I immediately drove Ai to go home, and when she arrived at Ai's house at about 10 pm, I decided to go straight home.
At that time on the way home that I usually pass there is a road repair, precisely in the area around fatmawati, I decided to turn through the menteng because I did not want to get stuck in traffic there, he said, there are places I want to visit in the city.
About 30 minutes, I arrived in front of the bar in the menteng area, after parking the car I went straight inside.
General young men like me will definitely be asked for ID card, but because the owner of this bar is a friend of my father, so I do not need to worry.
"oh am.. where ever, has rarely stopped by". said Rangga he is a bartender.
"it's normal girl haha.. btw the usual dong one". said me while sitting at the bartender table.
"nih.. oia, bokap want to open another canag in the south next month, do not forget dateng.
"promise me, if my father comes too.. Later even not good, yes even though he actually already knows if I've been drinking.
"by the way, do you want to try anything.
"what? drugs?". my words.
"eh, don't be pinched.he is it.
"i've been drinking, but I'm most anti-drug rich.
When Rangga and I whispered to each other at the bartender table, suddenly a grown woman who was no stranger approached us and sat down near me.
"hayo, what's the matter?". asked Amanda.
"eh.. auntie, like to come here too?". I asked back.
"Well, my apartment is right there, besides don't call a aunt what, gini-gini still single tau.
"Kelama bachelorette keburu gnarled loh nda". ledek Rangga while giving amanda a glass of drink.
"Let's go... Not yet found a suitable man". he replied with a smile.
"oia am.. You're here at this hour to let your mother.
"kaya gor mother I just, as long as it is not samoe nginep, want me to rent PSK also he bodo very.
"hahaha...irana is like that, no need to take heart with her attitude... By the way am, you feel something has changed ga from hanum?". asked amanda.
"Dad? hmmm maybe the most I feel, his attitude towards me, he gradually began to open up with me.
"that's it? lately I've seen him more than ever, but somehow seeing him as happy makes me nervous.
"Anges? The reason?". ask me.
"Hanum was his person sangaaattt quiet, he would not speak a single word if only to speak stale, even the school thugs in our High School, he said, not daring with her just for fear of seeing Hanum...
And lazy he smiled, for 3 years I was in his class, I almost never saw him smile, but there was an incident when it happened that made him smile.
"when did Mom approach her?". I asked curiously.
"hanum will not show a happy feeling because of such romance... So at that time Hanum accidentally dropped the Vase in the teacher's room, his apes it was the favorite vase of the head of TU...
Then he was called by TU's head into his room, and that I heard. The head of TU was looking for it all out, even he said that Hanum's parents were poor uncivilized parents...
Because the headmaster didn't want this problem until it sounded out of school, so he tried to keep his problems a secret, and luckily his Hanum was only in suspension for 1 week. But it didn't get there.
The same day, when your mom and I were going to go home over the front fence... I saw Hanum standing there with a very horrible smile, even I didn't dare to reprimand him back then.
But. adahal who was surprising when it happened, suddenly irana your mother approached her and.
Then irana says, that this is not you as usual, while glaring at hanum who still looks very emotional at that time, but strange.. Hanum only responded by strangling the collar of the clothes for a while which he soon let go.
Because the rumor said, that Hanum in front of the school at that time was to wait for the head of TU to come out, because there were those who saw Hanum put a knife into his shirt.
After being slapped by irana, Hanum just kept silent without saying a single word and left, however, that horrible smile kept on sticking as long as I watched her leave.
And you know the craziest thing about liam? about 2 days after that, the head of TU who was in trouble with Hanum at that time, died because of an accident, and I heard because at that time the brake of his car was not functioning properly, he said, because the brake wires are suddenly cut off in the middle of the road."
Amanda said at length
"so you think his death of the head of the TU was related to his father?". asked me back.
"but because of that incident, every time I see him smile, I feel like there is something he is secretly planning.
"but isn't whatever you're doing in the back, not gonna hurt you?". I asked back.
"yes, of course, even though he is like that, he is a loyal person to the people closest to him, because that's a lot of people who trust him. yes although sometimes.
"sometimes?". I asked.
"have forgotten, if I'm going back to my apartment, you better go home now liam. or irana will come back nagging you.
"ahh yes, it's 11:30 now.
It took me about 30 minutes to get home, so I rushed as fast as I could, although I still wanted to talk to Amanda for longer, because he's his one-on-one resource for me to know my parents' past.
On the way home, I turn on the music in the car quite fast, so loud I will have trouble hearing the horn of another car.
When I was passing Nawi Raya street, right next to Pondok Indah Mall 1, suddenly..
*BUUUKK*
It sounded like you had just hit something, but as I remembered, I did not see anyone or anyone before him in front of me, I immediately parked the car and stopped to the side of the road.
"waduhhh.
It turned out that accidentally, I hit a black cat, and now he is dying and struggling, I do not know what to do to help him, just being able to keep looking at it, until where I stopped thrashing and dying.
But not long after the cat died, I saw a scene I had never seen before, suddenly there was a black cat that was exactly like a dead cat, appeared beside her.
But the cat has a lot of tails, which must be more than 5 tails, and it looks like he is looking at me while licking his front legs. I was surprised to be confused to see it.
"it is the spirit of the cat". said the elder who suddenly appeared.
"cat spirit? but before this I had also seen a dead cat, but did not see his spirit appear as it is now.
"perhaps the proper designation is not a spirit, but rather like its khadam guardians, have you ever heard of the curse of 40 days of misfortune after killing a cat and without burying it with the clothes you wore when you killed it.
"oh yeah I used to grunt her.
"or this khadam will stick to you for 40 days and will continue to bring misfortune to you. Actually you do not have to worry, because he will not dare to stick to you, because he will not dare to stick to you, different cases if ordinary people who hit him". said the elder who disappeared again.
I decided to take off the shirt I was wearing and bare-chested, then I used the shirt to be both a package and a shroud for me to bury it later, although the curse will not affect me, I only want to take responsibility for what I have done.
At about 12 pm, before going to the room, I woke Bima up in the back house, she looked quite surprised to see me who was not wearing clothes, but I said not to think too much about her, and asked him to bury the cat I brought as soon as possible.
After that I went back to the room, before going to bed I took time to wash my face and brush my teeth, then I laid my body on the mattress, but I just closed my eyes, and I just closed my eyes, suddenly Dagon showed up and surprised me.
"Liam". call dagon.
"A..ahh kirain mother hadeh... why?". asked me.
"Hannesh wants to see you.
"that's it? when is he going to see me.
"Tomorrow at night, he asked me to take you to his place.
"Alright, for now I want to rest.
"yes, good night". said dagon who disappeared again.