My fault? Or Destiny?
Chapter.15

Drtts..Drtts.

Mila's phone suddenly reads actually Mila lazy he responded to the phone, especially Mila takes time to be alone first. The feeling is still chaotic but Mila has to check who knows what is important news.

"Assalamallaikum Mas, what's wrong?" tanya Mila got a phone call from Malik.

"It's so hot to keep nyariin you from earlier, I'm confused how to. That's why I now contact you, if you can change the VC only let Hanan see your face," explained Malik who answered yes by Mila.

"Mommy!" hanan's cry weakly made Mila shed tears.

"Will it hurt, dear?" tanya Mila watched Hanan who was so weak.

"Mami why ninggalin Hanan? Why don't you want to meet Hanan? Does Mami not love Hanan anymore?" The monohok question from Hanan further made Mila sob.

"It's not so dear! Mami feels you are safe as Papi so Mami is forced to leave Hanan, Hanan kan tau Mami can not take care of herself Mami well. What if Hanan can't take care of Mami either? Mami dear Kok same Hanan so Mami did not meet Hanan afraid Hanan so cry, Mami did not want to see Hanan cry. Mami's handsome son is not crybaby," explained Mila trying to wipe tears very roughly.

"But Hanan wants Mami! Hanan doesn't want to be here if there's no Mami! Especially if Papi goes to work, Hanan who is Mi?" Hanan continued to cry whining to join Mila.

"Hanan listen to Mami yes dear now you are there first until later graduated from school, so that Mami can also be independent first so as not to bother Hanan. Later if Hanan has graduated from school if you want to be with Mami, if Hanan kangen with Mami just tell Papi to anterin Hanan here yes. Now Hanan must obey what Papi asked, Hanan do not make Papi burdened dear." Mila tried to persuade Hanan gently.

"Alright but Hanan does not want to stay here long Mi! Mami knows Grandma is bad! Why did Mami jutru ninggalin Hanan? Should Hanan obey all Papi's orders? Who hurt Mami's feelings? Should Hanan be? The same Papi that made Mami hurt?" Hanan continued to make questions that cornered Mila.

"If Mami is not there Grandma must be good with Hanan and will not hurt Hanan again, however Papi's attitude to Mami. Hanan still had to submit to Papi's orders because Papi was Hanan's father, Mami did not want to yes if Hanan became a dissident. Mami wants Hanan to remain a submissive child and be on the right path, Hanan want to follow all the words of Mami?" tanya Mila tried to understand Hanan's current feelings.

"If Grandma is evil again how is Mi? Can Mami guarantee that Grandma will be good with Hanan? But Mi.."

Mila had already interrupted Hanan's words before Hanan finished his words, would Hanan still obey his Papi's orders? Or just Hanan will be a bad boy after the departure of Mila?.

"Well Hanan rest, Mami take good care of yourself there not to be late to eat. Hanan did not want to see Mami go to the hospital again, Mami's drug," Hanan said as she waved her hand.

"I'm closing up, let Hanan rest good night and sleep good night" said Malik.

Hix..Hixes.

Mila began to cry her heart was completely broken, Mila should take care of Hanan who was currently sick. Mila should be around Hanan when Hanan needs her, Marni and Mardi can only be silent to watch her daughter crying hysterically. The feeling of hurt came over the two of them, how could Marni and Mardi not be hurt to see his daughter who had to lose her son just to keep the selfishness in-laws.

Mila decided to go into the room without saying a word, Marni could only stare at the nanar of Mila's departure. Marni initially wants to catch up with Mila but is stopped by Mardi.

"Then Ma! Mila needs time to be alone first, later you deliver this food to Mila's room only if Mila is calm. However Mila also needs to eat, let her heart calm down first," said Mardi feed the remaining rice that has not been exhausted.

"Sir! But I'm afraid that Mila did something no-no! Mila's heart is very fragile sir, especially with the current events Mila is easy for Mila to depression. Sir why is our daughter's fate like this sir? What a sin until our daughter becomes like this sir." Marni shed tears lamenting the fate of Mila who was so devastated.

"Hush! You are this if you say no fuss! The fate of no one knows Mom! Do not you relate destiny with sin what we have done, it is the fate of Mila like this Mom! What is important is that we as parents should be able to get our daughter to rise from this downturn. Mila's life journey is still long we should be able to make Mila rise however do not look sad you in front of your child," Mardi's advice for Marni who is still crying.

"Well sir will I try, you want to not make a drink or how?" hail Marni while wiping her tears.

"May Bu make warm tea, then prepare Mila's room. Try little by little you chat with your son from the heart of caution, you do not want to see Mila constantly sad. Also ask what Mila would do if not try to go to Dinda's house his friend used to be as a child, if Dinda had a plan so that our daughter get a useful busyness. So that Mila can forget about this problem, if Mila has automatic busyness the problem does not make Mila like this," explained Mardi who is possessed by Marni.

"Alright Sir try not to friend Mila to meet Dinda, hopefully Dinda has an idea for Mila yes sir. Just wait in the guest room Pak tea angelnya later did not bring there, this would be wrong first dirty dishes," orders Marni who is taken by Mardi.

Marni makes warm tea for Mardi with a feeling of hope, a mother who is not sad to see her child continues like this. Hopefully Mila can rise from the slump, lest Mila more lamenting his fate which has been outlined by the creator. Asik makes Marni's drink shocked with a voice.

Astofurullah!