My fault? Or Destiny?
Chapter 3

Hanan rushed into the room that now has Mila there. Mila looked carefully at Hanan after that Mila cried so much.

Malik who saw Mila's reaction like that then took hold of Hanan, I don't know what is currently on Mila's mind.

Just go!

Go You!

Shouted Mila who made Hanan cry, Mila continued to drive Hanan and Malik away from him immediately.

Mommy!

Shouted Hanan rebelling from Malik's sling, Hanan wanted to hug his currently injured Mami. Malik tried to keep Hanan from being separated from his carrier and chose to leave Mila who was still screaming hysterically.

"Mommy doesn't love Hanan Pi anymore! Mami drove Hanan away! Hanan just wanted to hug Mami!" hanan shouted while sobbing.

"Mami is notya not affectionate with Hanan, at this time Mami's feelings are chaotic dear. Mommy just needs to be alone and calm herself down. Later if Mami has been quiet, Mami will definitely play with Hanan. Mami will hug Hanan and won't let go." Malik tried to give Hanan some understanding.

"Why should this Mami be Pi? Why did Mommy lose her leg? Why should Mami feel pain like that Pi?" Hanan was still crying.

"Because God believes Mommy is a strong and great woman. God believes that Mami can get through this all dear, because God loves Mami more than our affection for Mami," Malik explained as he rubbed Hanan's head.

"If Allah is dear to Mami, God should not give Mami a test of this weight Pi! Even Mami didn't want to be the same Hanan! The evil god Pi!" hanan yelled increasingly sobbing.

"Siran sayanggg.. You can't talk like that. Precisely because God loves Mami so God loves Mami trials as hard as this. Hanan cannot blame God for this is the destiny of God. The important thing is that Hanan pray that Mami will recover quickly." Malik stared fixedly at Hanan.

"Hanan misses Mami Pi! Hanan wants to be hugged by Mami! Hanan wants to play with Mami. Hanan wants to go to school with Mami Pi!" Hanan is getting sobbing.

Malik hugs Hanan, Malik starts to blame himself. If Malik was not in PHK surely Mila would not work, Hanan also would not feel if his mother stayed away from him. There was a time when Malik could maintain the condition of his body for sure at this time Mila would not lose her legs.

Basic Stupid!

Maki Malik to himself, Malik shed tears without being able to be dammed again. Mila, the person whom Malik loves the most, is now someone else for himself and Hanan.

"But why are you crying? Looky!! Hanan was no longer crying. Papi don't cry! Hanan promised not to cry again, sorry to make Papi cry." Hanan wiped Malik's tears with his tiny hands.

"Dear, for a while, we go home. Let Mami rest first tomorrow we come here again," explained Malik want to rest Hanan.

"No need for Pi! Hanan wants to be here looking after Mami, we can sleep near Mami Pi," Hanan shouted while holding back tears.

"Well if we eat first yuk, all we buy for Mami. Yukk we're leaving." Malik carried Hanan with his spirit.

"Look Papi from earlier worms stomach Hanan also already on the demo. Hanan today wants to eat fried rice, Papi," explained Hanan who made Malik smile.

"Okay, Papi! Ready Execute!" shouted Malik while giving his 2 thumbs up.

Malik and Hanan decided to eat at a restaurant close to the hospital, Hanan was so enthusiastic about eating fried rice that had been ordered.

"Dear boy?" malik asked to see Hanan so greedy eating his fried rice.

"Mami's artificial food is Pi but because Hanan is hungry so Hanan eats with gourmand. Hanan also hurriedly wanted to finish this meal immediately," explained Hanan who had fried rice in his mouth.

"Why hurry, baby? If Hanan wants to add we order first again huh? No need to rush to eat it will choke," explained Malik who ignored by Hanan.

"Hanan wants to immediately return to accompany Mami Pi, pity Mami if we stay alone. Mami must be lonely there Pi," explained Hanan who made Malik to stab Iba.

"Well after this we stop by the fruit shop first yes buyin Mami mangosteen fruit. My mom likes that fruit the most." Malik glanced at Hanan who was answered with a smile.

Finished buying Mila's favorite fruit, Hanan and Malik decide to enter Mila's room. Malik opened the door very slowly so as not to make a sound that made Mila disturbed.

Hanan asks Malik to take down from the sling of the Papi. Hanan approached Mila who was now lying in a bed with her eyes closed. Hanan landed a kiss right after Mila.

"Cheal soon, Mami. Hanan longs to play with Mami, Hanan loves Mami," whispered Hanan now hugs Mila.

"Hanan?" called Mila gently rubbed the top of Hanan's head which she now had in her arms.

"Mommy is awake? Hanan has made Mami wake up? Sorry Mami, Hanan alangu rest Mami," explained Hanan staring at Mila.

Mila smiled "No dear, Hanan from anywhere? Mami was looking for Hanan here is not there, Mami kange very same Hanan."

"Hanan buyin Mami's favorite fruit, Mami want to eat fruit now?" ask Hanan enthusiastically.

"Where is the fruit? Hanan is out of sightseeing with Papi? Where's Papi, by the way, baby?" asked Mila who did not see Malik's whereabouts.

"So it's here, let Hanan searchin a minute Mi. Maybe Papi does not know that Mami is awake, Hanan go first for a while yes Mi," said Hanan who was taken by Mila.

Hananpun went to find his Papi who was not in the room. Until Hanan finally found her Papi at the reception center.

"Battle!" hanan shouted towards Malik.

"Right! What are you doing here, heh?" malik asked while holding Hanan.

"Mommy Pi!" Hanan answered a little.

Malikpun ran after hearing Hanan talk about Mila. Malik is afraid that something will happen to Mila.

Mila!

Mas Malik!

Shouted Mila alternately, Malik lowered Hanan then rushed towards Mila and embraced her.Malik was grateful that this time Mila was not depressed anymore.

"I'm sorry, baby, because you have to lose your leg. I promise I will take care of you and I will never leave you. If only Mas was not in PHK you would not experience something like this, forgive Mas ya dear," replied Malik while sobbing.

"When you can't accept this fact at first, Mila blames all of this why should Mila experience this?? But Mila thinks back there is nothing to regret that all has happened. It is precisely Mila who apologizes because Mila will trouble Mas by taking care of Mila," explained Mila who sniffled.

"You are not at all troublesome dear, we will face ino together. We're going through all this together remember you still have me and Hanan dear" explained Malik who is now staring at Mila.

"Yes Mas, Mila will try to get up the most important thing is you and Hanan by Mila's side" Mila replied with a smile.

"Hanan here baby," asked Malik who was taken by Hanan.

"Mi? Hanan is grateful that Mami has regained consciousness, Hanan was upset because Mami kicked Hanan out. Hanan thought Mami no longer loved Hanan," explained Hanan now hugging Mila.

"Ah really? Mami was able to drive Hanan away?" mila asked in confusion.

"Dear, you were depressed because of an accident that caused your leg to be amputated.You can not accept the fact that you were depressed," explained Malik who made Mila sad.

"Sorry Mami, baby, Mami still loves Hanan. Don't think of anything, yeah,"

Hanan nodded and now they hugged each other. Strengthen each other.