My Future Is You?

My Future Is You?
45. [S2 ] Wasted Hope


~Thank me or I'll go~


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After their meeting with Vanya, Reinard and Andra agreed to come to Anita's house to see if she still lives there. The house is a house where they used to spend time after school or holidays, because Vanya used to only live alone with her omanya so she often invited them to come.


"Ndra, you still want the home address of the oma?" Cetus Reinard before driving.


"Yes, I've set the gps you just follow!" Javan Andra's.


They then headed to Anita's home address.


Reinard took his car at a fast pace, he seemed to want to quickly get to the house and meet Vanya. The road that day was quite careless made Reinard increasingly become driving his car.


"Rei, if Vanya can forgive you, what will you do?" Andra's chirps disperse Reinard's concentration.


"Gue think I'm just waiting for Vanya ndra's decision, because I've written a letter to him before leaving for the party."


"Letter? What's Rei's letter?" Andra asked confusedly.


"Maybe this can't happen between us ndra, but I already have it, and I can't bohobgin my feelings if I love him since college long ago ndra."


Andra was shocked upon hearing Reinard's confession.


"It is only fitting that as long as we are together I always catch a different signal from the look of your eyes bro, may your love not clap your hands to Rei." Andra's words are encouraging.


Back when they were a University, Reinard played the role of an angel in Vanya's life, he always numbered one Vanya rather than himself, Vanya who was always spoiled by Reinard made him misinterpret. No day Vanya Lewatin without Reinard beside her even they always go to college together on a motorcycle, sometimes Reinard to stay at Anita's house if again a school holiday. Anita had also considered them like her own grandchildren, even if they had not gathered in her house Anita always asked them to Vanya.


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Now the car they ride in front of a large house but looks a little old, the house is not foreign to them both.


"This is ndra's house, let's go down!" Said Reinard while stripping off his seatbelt.


He then pressed the bell button on the corner of the gate, a moment later the figure of an old man they used to know was still gallantly opening the door for them.


Reinard and Andra's eyes widened when they saw the darmo pack still faithfully working with Anita.


"Sir darmo." Reinard was shocked.


Mr. Darmo was also surprised when he saw the figure of a boy who used to be naughty not kelulungan in front of him.


"Reinard is with Andra!" Seru pak Darmo.


The two hugged the man in turn.


"Oma there sir?" Reinard's asking shortened the time.


"Let's go in!" After Mr. Darmo invited them in they immediately stepped their feet into the house.


The door was opened before an old grandmother came to open the door. Her face still looks beautiful even though it has been eaten at dusk.


Anita who was still gathering her memories to recall the figure was stunned for a moment.


"Oma, this is Reinard and Andra who used to play at the oma's house." Andra reminded Anita.


You're Vanya kn's best friend? Oh my goodness you guys are so handsome." Anita said as she placed her hands against Reinard and Andra's cheeks.


"Come in! You guys haven't played at Oma's house in a long time."


"Yes oma, we came here also because we want to meet the same oma Vanya, Vanya is there an oma?" Ask Reinard.


"Just he came home this morning, did you not tell Vanya if you want to come?"


The two looked at each other, as if exchanging thoughts.


"His intention was to make a surprise Vanya, oma, but instead failed." this time Andra who spoke, Reinard's face paled more because he could not meet Vanya.


"Oma, can you ask for a phone number or address of Vanya's house that is built?" Ask Andra.


"Awhile, I'll take Vanya's business card." Anita then went to pick up the box containing Vanya's card.


"This is Vanya's business card, there's no hp, if the house is still what you used to do often there, right?" Said Anita while giving the card.


"Thank you oma, later if we are free must play to bandung." Reinard.


"Oma's house, don't want to play too? Are you married yet?" Anita asked Reinard and Andra.


"Andra's already an oma, but Reinard hasn't, don't know what's old either." Andra LEDEK.


What if Vanya isn't an oma?" Reinard asked doubtfully.


"Vanya hasn't, either, but she said her papa is already her match." Say Anita flat.


Reinard who was busy turning back his business card, became shocked, the business card he was holding fell, his heart seemed to stop beating for a moment after hearing Anita's words.


Andra who knew the mimic changes of Reinard's face just lowered her head while massaging his un-dizzy forehead.


I don't know what it all means if Vanya will accept the match, then is this fair to Reinard who already loves Vanya first.


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After getting information about Vanya, Andra and Reinard came home, Reinard's face looked lethargic and it seemed like hope would be in vain.


"Rei..are you ok?" Ask Andra while driving.


Reinard did not respond to his blank gaze out the window.


"Gue know Rei, this is difficult for you, but you can not despair like that, next weekend we hum ya!"


"No need to ndra, everything is clear maybe this is my fault and this is a reply to what I have done with Vanya."


"But you left for a reason Rei, and Vanya has no right to antagonize you until you think this, you try to call him, you talk well with him, you talk to him, I'm sure Vanya wasn't as cruel as Rei." Andra encouraged Reinard.


But again Reinard just breathed his breath.


If he knew that his departure would only make him lose Vanya for good, Reinard would never do that, but it had already happened and time could not play back. What had happened was only a memory and the chance to have the woman was getting further and further away from his grasp.