My Future Is You?

My Future Is You?
53. [S2] Deepened Feelings


~i already know you much more, before finally fate brought us~


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Since his meeting a few days ago was the engagement of Vanya and Dion, Rasti and Reinard are getting more and more familiar.


Rasti who secretly found out about Reinard through his social media account, ranging from spam likes, comments that are sometimes unclear and to dare to ask for no hp through the PM. At first Reinard was so cold to respond to Rasti, but over time Reinard's heart began to melt by every attention Rasti gave every day, despite just asking for news, reminding to eat, pray, pray, and so but it was able to make Reinard feel like a priority for someone, even when Rasti had no news Reinard was not reluctant to send a message or call.


And when it happens it can make Rasti's heart flowery like people who are in love, they share experiences, and laughter always completes their conversation.


Reinard may have thought Rasti was someone who only knew him yesterday afternoon, but it was wrong, Rasti had known Reinard much longer before they met. In the past, Reinard was still in high school and often played at his house accidentally Rasti always peeked at their togetherness with his cousin's kaka, in silence he likes to plow Hp Vanya just to mgejahilin Reinard, in silence, he even knew about Reinard's feelings for Vanya. The letter that Reinard once slipped on Vanha's desk drawer was first read by Rasti. And ever since Rasti found out the contents of the letter, Rasti began to dismiss all her feelings for Reinard, who she thought was not worth fighting for let alone having to hurt her own brother.


Rasti began deleting phone numbers from his phonebook and unfollowed Reinard's social media activities, before there was a conflict in Reinard's and Vanya's friendship. Then Vanya decided to go to college in Singapore and live with Rasti's parents there.


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That night when Reinard was still at the restaurant where he worked, suddenly his phone rang, Reinard then reached into his cellphone in his pants pocket, a video call from someone, a video call from someone, and then reached out, he then slides the green button to answer the VC. Reinard then moved away a little hpnya while at the end there was a rasti standing in front of the balcony with a view of light flashing everywhere.


Rasti greeted Reinard as he waved his hand and smiled widely then was replied by Reinard.


this isn't their first time, Vidio Call An, a few days after Rasti found out Reinard's phone number she timidly made a VC with Reinard even though she sometimes did not show her face and faced her camera in the other direction, but the important thing was that he could see Reinard's face and smile.


"est-ce que je te manque?" Rasti said while blushing in shame.


Reinard who heard Rasti's words gnashed one eye.


"was that me manques aussi?" Reinard answered by glancing at the jail screen.


"I was the one who asked, why are you asking me back anyway!" Rasti Protests.


"Ayoo answer!" Rasti said in a annoyed tone.


"You know not Race, there is a saying that says she has to be ladies first, so yes you answered!"


"Iihh you don't miss that same babble I who every day make a break from your dihp?" Rasti grumbled while pursing his lips.


"Kangen really, hp I was lonely yesterday there was no spam notification from you, next time if you want to disappear say first let no one search for it!" Reinard's chirps make Rasti kesel.


As they were chatting, suddenly someone startled Reinard from behind.


"Hayooo loohh, ciiee who already has a girlfriend, who the hell is not known to me bro!" Goda Andra roused.


He then saw Reinard's sail, he saw the figure of a girl who some time ago met at Vanya's house.


"Cieee, her sister is not good, her sister is also yeh broo!" Said Andra while teasing Reinard, with a swift Reinard then silenced Andra's mouth with his hands.


"Ras, when are you coming back to Jakarta? Living in a country of people?" Asked the dissatisfied Andra to disturb them.


"Next week I come home, at Vanya's sister's wedding, you guys come?" Answer Rasti.


Reinard and Andra exchanged glances when they heard Rasti's reply.


"Vanya didn't give us an invitation, Ras," replied Andra.


"Huhh, how is that?" Rasti replied with a little wonder.


Reinard and Andra just shrugged their shoulders.


After being satisfied to disturb Reinard and Rasti, Andra then left the two of them to continue home, because by chance the restaurant was about to close.


Reinard and Rasti are still continuing the VC that just got cut because of Andra.


"Rei, how did Andra turn into that si, the feeling of being a pendiem?" Ask Rasti.


"Everyone can change, Race, oh yeah when did Vanya marry Race?" Reinard's question diverted the conversation.


Hearing the questions and changes in the face of Reinard, Rasti so little remember about the feelings of Reinard to his brother.


"Coming saturday, Rei!" Answer's short.


"You're all right, Rei? Yes if you want to go home, let's just say it again tomorrow!" Rasti said as he looked at the piece of sadness on Reinard's face.


Thank you, Ras, phone call, be careful there, bye Rasti," Reinard said before turning off his phone.


Rasti then smiled as she waved her hand.


Rasti then sat on a chair in a balcony, he looked at the dark night sky. The sound of wind blowing stroked the long hair and almost covered his face. There was a bit of disappointment terbesit Rasti's heart when he saw Reinard's face when he knew Vanya's marriage. He understood the change on what basis. Love, a feeling that for so long he is quiet but cannot be conveyed and avenged.


_Why is he so clingy to keep that love, can he not try to give that love to others, does he not want to try to accept other women to have his heart. Then will I feel the same way as he who loves just clapping one hand?_ muttered rasti in the heart.


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Reinard leaned on his back, thinking for a moment about his sudden feelings of mellowness when he heard of Vanya's marriage to Dion, when some time ago he had given Vanya to belong to Dion, but now the heart is rebelling again.


Even when he wanted to open his heart and give Rasti a chance to get into his life, it seemed to just disappear, and be replaced with the feeling he had been fighting for all these years alone.


Perhaps this was unfair to Reinard who had to love without having, and again he had to succumb to dismiss that feeling again, the breath was drawn deep before being breathed with all the feeling from his heart.


He promises not to remember his feelings for Vanya, although heavy but he will try, at least open his heart to him who wants to fight for him.


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