My Girl, My Inspiration
The Grief Behind Happiness
"Udah ah, we're back to work. Since you have officially become Store Manager, so, from tomorrow you do not need to come here again, you go directly to our branch, this is the address and this is the key of the motor, so, you use the motorbike to make it easier for you to work, I hope you keep your good work well" hope Kinan.
"Yes, Nan, I promise I will work as well as possible and will not disappoint you, who have trusted this much as me" said Fahmi reassured.
"Yes, I believe in you, Mi" Kinan smiled.
"Yes, I'm back, well, I want to tell you this good news with my mother and father" Fahmi rushed out of Kinan's room.
"Nan, keep your next move what? Are you going to express your feelings to her?" Ask Laras, when Fahmi's gone.
"Not yet, Race. I like Fahmi, I'm just not ready to be in a relationship with a man anymore, I haven't been able to get rid of that trauma, even though I knew that Fahmi was different from the men out there that I knew all along, it was just that I still needed some more time" in his heart, Kinan is still not ready for a new relationship with men.
"Yes, Nan, I understand how you feel, but, not over time, there is your love in silence and not revealed, until at last he is assessed by people" Laras reminded.
"That's... His cocaine was like that anyway, Ras" Kinan pouted pursing his lips.
"Not doain, just me just ingetin aja, do not let because of the slowness of your feelings, Fahmi keburu estimated people more aggressive than you, they so even until marriage, extinct already your hope" answer Laras.
"Assalamualaikum! The father! Mama!" Fahmi yelled at the door.
"Girlwindsalam! You've come yelling like that, what's up?" His mother answered Fahmi's greetings and approached him outside.
"Mom, what father?" Ask Fahmi.
"Your father is still wrong, as usual right, the new afternoon back, what are you looking for?" His mother turned around to ask.
"I have good news. So, the guy who owns the distro where I work announced that he's opening a branch, ma'am, well... That's where I was appointed as Store Manager, who was responsible for managing the store, I'm really happy, Mom, so I quickly came back here to tell you the father of this news" fahmi's face looked very happy.
"Alhamdulillah! I'm glad to hear it, son" his mother's eyes glazed over, so happy.
"Yes, ma'am, this is also thanks to the prayers of the mother and God willing, in the future the needs of our family will all be fulfilled, even can help the father and mother to pay my SPP" Fahmi explained.
"Assalamualaikum! Ms. Rahmi, Fahmi" someone came and said hello.
"Glamma!" Fahmi and his mother answered simultaneously.
"Mang Hedi, what's wrong?" Ask Fahmi.
"That, your father, suddenly collapsed in the rice field and now the residents have taken him to the nearest hospital, the hunt" he explained. Without saying anything more, Fahmi and also his mother immediately headed to the hospital.
The distance between his home and the hospital is 1 Km. Arriving at the hospital, Fahmi and his mother immediately approached the crowd waiting in the waiting room.
"Fathers of all, how is my father?" Ask Fahmi.
"There has been no word from the doctor who handled it" answered one of them.
"Where is the story, you can faint?" Fahmi.
"Don't know, Fahmi, all of a sudden, your father fainted, we don't know what to do, so we brought it here, afraid of anything happening" he explained.
"If so, we are all saying yes, there is still a lot of work in the fields to be done" he said, representing others.
"Thank you once, gentlemen" said Fahmi.
"We pray that you can quickly realize well, son" his mother stroked Fahmi's back.
"Astaghfiullah! I forgot again!" Kinan patted his eel.
"What's up, Nan?" Ask Laras curiously.
"This I forgot the STNK motorbike used by Fahmi, the danger if there is an examination on the road, Fahmi can get a ticket" Kinan replied.
"You are a habit, yes there is anterin to his house, distro business let me just" said Laras.
"Yes, I'm out right now, Ras" Kinan went out.
"Assalamualaikum! Fahmi....!" Kinan knocked on Fahmi's door, as soon as he arrived.
"Neng, find Fahmi yeah?" Ask someone who happened to pass in front of Fahmi's house.
"Yes, ma'am, I'm Fahmi's friend, where is Fahmi? How empty is his house?" Kinan turned around to ask.
"Fahmi with his mother to the hospital, he said his father Fahmi suddenly fainted during work in the rice fields and was immediately taken there, if neng wanted, follow him there, after that, the hospital is not too far from here, excuse me, neng" he explained and passed away.
"I just sucked it up, after all this is important" Kinan thought and immediately rushed to the health center.
30 Minutes later, Kinan arrived at the hospital. Kinan immediately approached Fahmi and his mother who was waiting in the waiting room.
"Assalamualaikum Fahmi!" Kinan said hello.
"Glamma!" Fahmi and his mother answered his greetings, turning towards Kinan.
"Lohs... Kinan, what are you doing here?" Ask Fahmi.
"I was abis from your house, meaning to want anterin STNK this, I forgot the ngasi earlier, there continue to be a coincidence in front of your house, ngasi know me, ngasi, if you go to the hospital with your mother, so, I'll just come here" Kinan explained.
"Oh yes, ma'am, know this Kinan, who I told you about, who was working at the distro" Fahmi introduced Kinan to his mother. Kinan shook Fahmi's mother's hand.
"Oh yes, how is your father, Mi? Any word from the doctor?" Ask Kinan. Fahmi.
"You're patient well, Mi, God willing, your father can quickly realize" Kinan tried to strengthen Fahmi. Fahmi just nodded. About 20 minutes later, the attending physician, came out of the ICU room.
"So, how's my dad doing?" Fahmi asked, approaching the doctor.
"After the examination, your father had heart disease, which made him suddenly faint earlier. However, we have tried as much as we can, unfortunately your father cannot be saved, he has been called by God, we from the hospital also mourn the death of your father" light of the doctor. Hearing that, Fahmi's cries and also his mother broke. Kinan was also saddened by what happened to Fahmi's family.
"Father why you left so quickly, I haven't even had the chance to pass on this good news to you!" Fahmi's tears are pouring.
"Fahmi, I am so sorry for your father's death, may he be calm There and his charity accepted by Allah SWT" Kinan sat beside Fahmi.
"I know what it's like to lose my father, my father also died 2 years ago, it's very sad with the departure of my father, but, uh, I think that everything in this world belongs to God and will one day return to HIM. Emang heavy anyway, only we as humans should be able to sincerely accept every destiny that has been determined by God" Kinan seemed to be able to feel how sad to lose the figure of the father.
After taking care of all the hospital administration, Fahmi's father was buried that day.
"Father, may you be calm there, I am the same mother will always send prayers to the father, so that the path of the father is facilitated to heaven, Amiin....