My Girl, My Inspiration
Part Jesselyn: Let Me Only Determine

While walking towards her room, from a distance Jesselyn saw someone standing in front of her bedroom door.

"Who's that standing in front of my room?" Ask in the heart. Jesselin approached the person immediately.

"Lohs... Mama!" Jesselyn was surprised, and the one standing in front of her room was her mother.

"Jesselyn, where are you from, the mother from this afternoon waiting for you here, said the neighbor next door to your room, you come out from the morning, where are you from?" Ask Jesselyn's mother.

"Don't you, you're the same om-om again?" Terka.

"Mom, I'm not that much anymore now, I'm the same as my friends selling and this is the result today, this is halal money, not the result of selling themselves!" Jesselyn showed her income today to her mother.

"Yes, I believe, I'm sorry if you've been thinking negatively about you" said his mother.

"Well, do you know where I'm boarding here?" Ask Jesselyn.

"From Dimas, I deliberately asked him about where you live, there are important things that I want to talk to you about" replied his mother.

"Gini, your father's friend wants to betroth his son to you. His name is Kevin, a property entrepreneur. Fathers and mothers think that it is time you have a companion in life, so that there is someone who can guide you towards a better life again and you do not have to tire of work, because Kevin is ready to support you born bathin" explained his mother.

"Mother wishes you would accept this match, well, this is also for your good, Jes" she said.

"Best for me or for mom and dad? I'm sorry, ma'am, I don't want to get married, I still want to work first and be able to develop the business I'm doing" Jesselyn refused.

"Why mother even knows me now, not her own mother who said she did not want to see me again and did not think of me as a child anymore, now I've changed my mind and I've suddenly got a guy I don't know at all" Jesselyn continued.

"Yes, son, I'm sorry about these words at the time, I was too emotional" said her mother.

"Yes, I'm sorry, but that doesn't mean I'm willing to accept this match, I still don't want to accept it" Jesselyn replied.

"There's no harm in trying, Jes, you try the road first or approach it with Kevin, how to know it fits" his mother tried to persuade Jesselyn.

"Son, ma'am, my decision is round and will not change, sorry well, ma'am, I'm sleepy, tomorrow have to sell again, mending mom come home, it's late too" Jesselyn turned the key and opened the door.

"Okay, if that's your decision, I can't force you, mommy comes home first, you take good care of yourself" she left in front of Jesselyn.

"Today there are still friends, it's not his time anymore, it's okay, why is it also thought" Jesselyn closed the door and prepared to go to sleep immediately.

The next morning, Jesselyn prepared to sell again like yesterday.

"Okay, all is ready, now it's just leaving" said Jesselyn. Just now that Jesselyn was leaving, someone called her.

"Hello, who is this?" Jesselin asked as she answered the call.

"This, I want to buy his clothes dong yesterday in the post, I'm interested in the same clothes, how much price?" Ask.

"The price is 75 rb anyway, if you want to meet directly at the store, I share the address well" said Jesselyn.

"Now also want to go to the place of sale, already there is a message, this time called windfall will not go, there must be a way" inner Jesselyn and immediately leave.

"Morning, Jes!" Greet Kinan who was already in front of his kost.

"Eh... Kinan, early in the morning, are you here?" Ask Jesselyn in wonder.

"Fetch you, we go to the store, it happens to be shopping in the market, I stopped by here" Kinan said.

"Yes, yuk" asked Kinan. Jesselyn got into Kinan's car, and they set off.

"Oh yeah, Nan, I just got a call from a buyer, he wants to buy our clothes that I posted yesterday and he's going to the store now" Jesselyn said.

"Alhamdulillah, early in the morning there is a seller of trading, I'm happy to hear, not in vain our efforts, it turns out the idea of selling in this sosmed is really telling, Jes" Kinan looks happy. However, in just a few minutes, Jesselyn's countenance turned moody.

"Jes, what's wrong? You got a problem? When your face suddenly turned so gloomy" Kinan looked at Jesselyn's face.

"That night, my mother came to the boarding house, she wanted to match me with the man of her choice, I refused my mother's request, but, after I thought about it, I refused, I feel bad for refusing her request" Jesselyn looked uneasy.

"Emang anyway, my mother did not force, she was just a match, the rest let me decide because later I will also walk" continued Jesselyn.

"Am I wrong, Nan, refusing my mother's request? Whether I should accept it and sacrifice my feelings, I was still confused, even though I answered firmly last night to reject it" Jesselyn still held a feeling of indecision in her heart.

"Actually the hell here, there is no wrong or right, just back again this is a matter of the heart, can not be forced, because if forced will be chaotic as well, so, so, I don't think you're wrong to refuse that match, because, as you said, you're going to walk it, we just kind of explain to your mother if you yourself determine your own life partner and later stay to give blessing to your relationship, so anyway" Kinan gave input.

"I mean your mother, just wants the best for her child, but, mate problems are the choice of each person who will live it" Kinan continued.

"Thank you, Nan, at least the burden in my heart has been reduced by telling it to you and listening to input from you, I will talk to my mother and try to understand her" Jesselyn smiled.

"Oh yeah, Nan, speaking of mom, you haven't told me about your mom, which mom? No, because I see you are hard work and like a person who lives a day" Jesselyn looks curious.

"I'm living in a bar now, Jes. When I just graduated Junior High, both my parents died from plane crashes they experienced. Then all my parents' property, I got it all, because I'm an only child" Kinan explained.

"Either then, I had entrusted my best friend, his name Laras to help manage my finances, because honestly, I could not manage finances well, even the idea of establishing a distro, it was, the idea of him was also and eventually successful, to the point of opening a branch" Kinan continued.

"duh... Nan, sorry well, I don't know and don't mean to make you sad" Jesselyn felt bad, having remembered the sad thing in her life.

"It's easy, Jes, it's okay" Kinan said casually.

"So, where is your best friend now?" Ask Jesselyn.

"Now he wants to achieve his goals as a famous DJ, which he dreamed of a long time ago" Kinan replied.

"I really hope, Laras can achieve his dream, I will be happy if I see Laras can achieve that dream" Kinan hoped.

"Milk...." Jesselyn.