My Guardian Angel (The Dust of Love)
Chapters 131. Mi Vida Sin Tu Amor's

The spies are just closed. I feel like I want to keep sleeping. To where he escaped, he ended up circling around in endless I4blrin. Just pop your eyes without ever slipping.

Does he not miss at all? God, is he okay there? Has he found a replacement? The loyal one on the side and taking care of her?

Is that so, their love just ended within a week after he promised to return for the wedding?

Unable to feel foreboding, he lost his instincts because the pains of the time had thrown him into a slump. A kind of whip turned itself monotonous and flat.

Knocks and glass doors in sliding, following the beating of high heels confidently echoed nearby. The perfume she was familiar with. Today the mood of this woman is good.

"Su almuerzo esta legando, Bebe." (Lunch is coming, my dear). Cheerfully.

Drowning in his own world. Many things fill the head. He just wants to sleep well and dream. But it seems very difficult to do. Especially after the death of Tatiana, his favorite cat, because of being overweight. And Itzik followed because of his old age. He no longer dared to pet animals. The most mortal thing in the world is separation by death. And the lover left for reasons he knew, but he could not accept.

This lyrics repeated, continuing to echo; if I still had to wait seven more lives for you, I would maintain this feeling.

He will re-cover the song if there is time.

"The number of participants increased from 15 to 50. Funny thing is, some of them are naruministic. Take part in the contest just because you want to meet their idol. Appointing you as a mentor and a judge is the most amazing decision I have ever made this season. I'm proud of you and myself."

There is no reason for enthusiasm to be thrown in the cold, empty and empty. Even flying with the Aorta on a straight track and standing on the champion podium, does not provide long-term relief.

"Oh I can't wait to go to San Pedro and have a wonderful day with you."

San Pedro will take him to the city. In wounds that never heal.

"Then, let's go to Switzerland. King Athens Ehren will be very happy to be with you in a few days."

Every year he goes there. Take a bus, rent an inn and be in the same bedroom. He will wear two combined shirts belonging to his lover, a white skirt span below the knee, a white veil and a flower crown from the same day. He would step in the hallway between empty benches holding a bouquet of fresh wild Baby Breath and wait in front of the altar for more than an hour. Staring at the door of the Chapel of Saint Mary that would never be opened by him. Stare in a ring on the finger. Groping necklace on neck. Mournfully.

Cycling gontai saving longs along memory lane. Want to understand what is stored behind all the dark clouds. Welcoming the new year among the upright Pine, under their tent. He missed Almond's eyelids and the voice of the loving man.

He grilled meat and sausages, began chewing the evening dish despite being constantly distracted because his half-brother and narcissistic assistant always stole the moment. Both of them are always loud and violent.

They would squeeze him in their sleeping bags and not let him remember, asleep in the arms of a lover. They race snoring all night, competing with the roar of spilled snow. Even while sleeping, the two continued to argue and make noise.

He'll leave these two men in the morning blind. He looked for the stacked stone that he built as a monument. He put a bottle of paper. Letter after letter, writing every hope from an unstoppable heart and believing that giving up is not an option. He will spend time with the best gift of the year for his lover in the depths. One day the man might find her. They might read it together.

The first year is the most painful year of his life. He will not dare to remember or even just remember. Still can't believe he got out of there.

Diligently send a message on the number of lovers but check one. Between sending and failing. He felt useless and never did it again.

The second year, he was still waiting and looking. He hires a detective to find his lover who is without a trace. Get information about the man's whereabouts. He searched there with hopes as wide as the Atlantic Ocean. Apparently fake. He was almost fooled by a group of bandits. Lucky he was saved. He no longer tried after that.

The same year after graduating from school, decide to focus only on acting and modeling. He was signed to Moon Entertainment after a long-term management contract. It sinks with a lot of activity.

In his world, 24 hours is not enough. He played in a phenomenal drama once again repeating the success of The Bittersweet Married titled Pantonim. And she was nominated for best actress category.

He joined a 20-minute mini-movie with inspirational stories and shorter shooting hours. Go to runaway and wander there. It pays a lot of money to walk on the catwalk. She starred in beauty commercials, wrote songs and many other things.

He also went to the Doncaster racetrack and participated in the festival, competing in the event for three days with Aorta** every year and this year will be held later in September.

He was one of the founders of a special organization, where, they raised funds for people suffering from physical disabilities.

Some of the money from his work flows freely there, helping those who need help, surgery and reconstruction of the face after surviving a fire, exposed to chemicals or damage to any skin tissue.

He is even now an indirect 'caregiver' for a man suffering from warts almost all over the body who is estranged from his family. The man wrote an open letter to be rescued from a benign tumor. He remembers meeting the man and renting out a solitary place to begin treatment and treatment.

The fourth year, on his 20th birthday, he went to the doctor for a surgical procedure, took a mature egg and frozen it. Stored in the laboratory. Not just one but three of the best egg s3I. If he does not marry this man, he will not marry, but will have children of his own. He was afraid of loneliness. He keeps it just in case.

Towards the end of that year, after he had wondered how much longer he should wait; the man he had heard was in the city of Marvado. He would wait for the man to find him and contact him. Frankly he was always tormented considering the city.

The same year he decided to go to New York City, enrolling in one of the universities with acting programs focusing on voice, speech and movement acting training. Then modeling and art classes. The chair was ready when he returned. Moon Entertainment teamed up with him for management. Recruiting models for agencies.

"Please don't give any hope to my son who will grow up as a teenager."

He was idolized by many children. King Athens is not the only one. His hardline fans are Juan Enriques Diomanta, Karenia Luciano Anthony, Edgar Junior Sangdeto, Jezebel Eunice Durante and Jezebel's four-year-old brother; Ebenezer Leon Durante. His two younger siblings are Aizen Ryota Vincenti and Hanasita Minori Vincenti. Of course they headed Amora Shine Blanco as the supreme ruler.

My dad loves Asian names. Because there is history. He has a new name from his father, Narumi Yuki Vincenti. Translated into Japanese, beautiful girls fared well. His father prayed for his life. In the neighborhood of family and relatives, no one called him Arumi Chavez. His name is Narumi Vincenti.

"Are you okay, honey?" Ask attentively. Maybe realize he's no response, dazed. Symptoms of concussion.

Friends know, he once bounced off a horse into the field and lost the title one time. He's not kapok. He won a lot of money.

More than that, in fact, the first bump was when he fell off a horse when he broke up with Ethan Sanchez. Some more collisions that he does not remember and after experiencing violence committed by his half-brother to him. Now, every time he held a cry in his eyes, his nose would bleed. Just like every one he mentioned the man's name.

It's about heartbreak. The jury for The Next Top Model in San Pedro is the road to Marvado, on the man. However, he is pessimistic.

"Arumi Chavez, did something happen to you? You feel sick?" Now the tone turned agitated.

Slowly open your eyes or this woman will start to get scared and turn on the alarm of the danger sign. Believe me, he was once nose blood and this overly understanding woman turned on the fire alarm to make all the rooms drenched. And all their work was ruined.

Not far from the eye peluk, Brelda Laura Moon, her senior and best friend observed.

He went to a specialist doctor. The examination on his head was not very good. Doctors have advised to start treatment before it becomes more serious and fatal. He ignored it because he felt fine. It's just hard to sleep.

"Hey ..., I call the doctor?" the wave in front of his face.

"Beautiful!" praise Arumi clucking. "Glow like the full moon and Mr. King Deon Ehren is the luckiest man on earth because of you, B."

"You're this, scaring me. Oh, my God." Chest wiping.

"Can anyone teach me how to speak? I'll give him 16,000 dollars. My name is Arumi Chavez, I want to curse."

"Hhh, clear some of your schedule, Narumi. Time me and spend your money."

Not helping at all.

"I don't think that's a good idea." Brelda Laura Moon soon realized that the girl in front of her was too socialist.

"Tell me where can I go? Where I can blend in with the marginalized and spend my life useful to others."

"You keep doing it, remember? Go to Bangladesh with Unicef and help the children there from the humanitarian crisis?"

"Explain, why am I still empty."

"Because you haven't found it yet. Let's go to San Pedro and visit him. Tell him you waited seven years and suffered."

"Do you think so?"

"Why not? He may have come back."

"What if he marries someone?"

"Then you have to move on."

Arumi Chavez grimacing. "I'm not interested in any other man."

"Listen .., his father will officially join the political party for the mayor's election. And listen he'll be officially introduced by his father. He's probably in his castle right now."

"Where did you get the news?"

"Akh, let's forget it!"

"Your autfit is amazing, B." Arumi Chavez turned out of the room on a clear sky in early summer. Change the conversation topic. If he's back, why don't you call him? Is it really over?

Suppress pain in the heart.

"This is our latest collection. Belonging to Dream Fashion is far below but its aura is very elegant. Where'd the girl get such an interesting fashion idea?"

"He's genius. But believe me, Dream Fashion and CL have always been intimidated by you. You are an icon, B. Guideline."

"Nice. This girl really likes to fight."

"I'm not sure I want to go to San Pedro."

"Oh, don't disappoint the contestants there because of the traumatic place. Let's eat. We'll be in a meeting in an hour. Where's Mr Damian?"

"Shooting for the Save Albino campaign." Many Albinos are missing and never found. This man did not want the Albino children hunted by certain people who believed that the hearts and bones of the albinos were medicine let alone magic. Itzik Damian has an Albino girlfriend named Aurora and that man is very different in these two years. Arumi Chavez has never met Aurora. Itzik Damian hid Aurora from the outside world.

"Why not find another assistant?" brelda opened the lunch box. "Uh, pizza with the harmony of shrimp, mushrooms, garlic and the aroma of lime. Also Chicken Cesar Salad."

"I'm hard to trust anyone."

They eat in silence.

"There was a change in format compared to the previous season. We'll listen to everybody's proposal."

"Add a challenge to the photo shoot."

"Pour your idea later."

"Before I had a sudden onset of Alzheimer's" replied Arumi Chavez. "Valuation system per group."

"Oh, honey that's a little unfair. We won't be able to judge individual skills."

"About team, cooperation. Forget about individual competition for a while. The group with the best photo results will be safe from elimination without relying on individual shots. Meanwhile, the worst group will undergo an individual judging session as a determination of the participants who will be eliminated. Eliminate the group system when the competition reaches the top ten. Finally only individual photos and runaway challenges will determine who is eliminated from the competition."

Brelda rubbed his lips with a tissue, mangosteen.

"Arumy Chavez. How old are you?"

"Hmm?!"

"Twenty-three years and success fascinated me. Let Xavier Seth Moon be your lover. You know, he's just having fun with his life and I'm afraid he likes trans s53k5u44l. You can try."

"That's that easy."

"Forget, Girl. I like your idea. And let's extend our work in San Pedro. How about we invite all the contestants to join us at the summer runaway? Runway wheat fields?" Then shake. "Oh, don't be funny, these girls are Naruministic, remember? They might just come auditioning for your autograph and a photo with you."

"Let's think about it later!"

An hour later the meeting room door opened and the whole team allied. Their host, Peace Lovely, models from the first season opened the meeting.

"We have four guest judges. Please introduce yourself."

"Noah Edwards Miller. Please cooperate with him."

Attractively.

This man is Fernanda Miller's cousin. Height 6 feet 2 inc, brown hair color, hard to describe eye color, male supermodel. 28 years old. Appearing in various advertising and editorial campaigns, of course, the world's famous brand. Versace opening runaway credentials, Yves Saint Laurent, Givenchy, Salvatore Ferragamo. She also models video clips for the Billboard throne singer."

"Auditions in each city will be held starting next week and after the meeting, the team for the audition in San Pedro please stay."

Arumi Chavez took a deep breath.

"We will present a talent show for three punc44k events and in pairs. Three judges please take the draw think about the theme and not always have to runaway challenge. You can dance, act and more."

Arumi Chavez took the number from inside the glass tube after their team was complete.

Lifting. Show her number and she'll pair with Noah Miller.

"Let's meet you later, Miss Arumi. We can exchange ideas" Noah Miller said without any meaningful interest. His aura is exactly Mr. Allain Miller. It was just the two of them in the meeting room.

"alright. We can practice together later."

"You find anything?"

"Barbie and Ken. We can dance."

"I can't dance. I don't have much expertise like you, Miss Arumi Chavez."

He hates the name Arumi Chavez but is helpless because he has grown up in the entertainment world with that name. That's because Arumi Chavez reminds me that she's James Chavez's daughter.

In the end Mr. Chavez married Mrs Andreia and then the woman was carrying, Mrs Chavez. Outraged by Mrs Andreia, Ethan Sanchez chose to live by himself and study medicine in America. Then, Mrs Andreia was sick. A trick for desperate mothers. A true son like Ethan can't stand to go back to his mother. Accept marriage.

They never exchanged news after. Ethan Sanchez can't face him. Arumi understands Ethan and hopes that their relationship is not damaged due to this problem. Or the man was busy working as a Doctor in Canada.

"Then we'll try, Mr. Miller."

Noah Edwards Miller had no choice.

"See you at San Pedro, Miss Arumi Chavez." The man got up and left.

Arumi nodded. Back to San Pedro and Marvado, after seven years? Moreover not receiving any news?

Is his heart ready for all possibilities? Does he need to go there and try again?

Mi vida sin tu amor, sir

Como un camino que no sabe a donde va

My life without your love

Just like a road that doesn't know where it's going....

Mi vida sin tu amor

Como un enigma que no tiene solucion

My life without your love

Just like an insoluble puzzle

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Sorry I can't greet you one by one. I finished writing this chapter 21:43 and fell into a deep sleep after a busy day.