My Guardian Angel (The Dust of Love)
Chapters 136. Eres El Aire's

The city has been deserted not the same as the good deals on the banks of the Tagus. Because this plateau is very humid and cold. Not much enthusiasm at night.

The moonlight hit the window. A few of them infiltrated the bedroom. Pass through the curtain curtains a bit slit.

Arumi slept under the influence of pills. He finally did it again, swallowing a sleeping pill. I am trying to reduce dependence. The man's fleeting shadow looked at him with a conveyed sense, but instead riding in a car and leaving the streets made him sad and hurt. It was as if it were just his imagination.

Nestapa killed like a terrible winter when he was in the summer. He just hoped, the same pill was able to give him a little relief.

Seven years ago, in late summer, he first met his bodyguard. He boasted that he would not fall in love with another man other than his fierce senior, especially with his personal bodyguard. Quickly groaned with grief as a single memory infiltrated his mind.

"Miss .., my name is Archilles Lucca. I'll be your bodyguard from today!"

He remembered he was staring low at the man. The strangest hairstyle ever seen throughout the observation. Or it's the mode of the slums, the snatchers, the pickpockets, the pickpockets. He looks like a paid criminal. People from the lowest. Even so, Mr. Adelberth tried to court this man. According to him still can not hide anything from his eyes that are accustomed to seeing glamour, beauty.

"Oh? Do I need a bodyguard?"

"Yes, Miss."

"You know ...," glanced left right in fear of being caught by others. "I'm in a serious love relationship. I'm going to go out with my senior." He whispered, the man was just listening. "Em, she's amazing. Most handsome in school, genius, popular, and he's the chairman of OSIS. He will take care of me. Therefore, I don't need a real bodyguard. Your hair? Gosh darn. Is that a haircut or a rat's path? Very tacky."

Arumi sobbing. Wasn't she a young girl, stupid, arrogant and evil?

"Mr Elgio Durante wants me here to look after you and be your martial arts teacher." Just down.

"Em, my brother-in-law is overreacting."

The man followed behind him as they faced his mother who was immediately stunned. Obviously wanted to refuse but Elgio Durante and Aruhi clean hard he must have a personal bodyguard, his mother did not dare to sue.

After the protest was not announced, he resigned. What he did first was to herd his bodyguards away to the hairstylist. Eliminate that hairstyle that was a bit horrible for him. And at the end of the story he loved every piece that was created for his bodyguard. Most importantly far back, later, good looks and physical is no longer a priority.

And .., if he could turn back the clock .., he'd let go of his bodyguard when he got the chance. Keep him away from his mother. Instead of being trapped desire to be together cause her lover to suffer physical pain.

Can we get back together? Like before? Not just two days. But, forever before death comes and separates us without mercy?

He will always be the man who fills the soul.

The ears were faint, very far away catching the sound of the bedroom bell. Step dragged Itzik Damian. A little warning on the doorstep, between real and not. Maybe it was the hotel staff.

Has teased. But he was too tired to get up and not care. It was just closed under a pitch black eye mask. Gripped by a dazed world full of lara.

The door closed again. And footsteps into the suite. Trudge. His friend began to show the disaster of bone fragility. He will take care of Itzik later after two days.

"Itzik, are you still there? I feel nauseous. My ears keep ringing. Why fuss? Who's coming?" He talks like a delirious person with a nasal voice as the nose is filled with runny. Trying to breathe slowly.

He seems to be getting addicted, but is becoming more resistant to sleeping pills. Because he was very very sleepy but even tormented because he could not sleep at all just because of the small commotion earlier. Also now there was the sound of the wind that was like the scream of a woman's wailing. Or ..., is that his own voice?

Do I need to increase the dose?

"Please, just turn off all the lights before you go." He did not like the light when he later released the eye mask and the light from the lamp attacked him. Arumi complains of looking for calmness in the pillow.

No reaction except the bed shook a little. A little hunting breath.

"Did you deliberately take me sleeping pills to wake me up? This doesn't work at all. I'm restless. A few hours will be morning. Please, don't block me. At least after seven years, I was finally able to meet something beautiful, stay with her for just two days. Em ..., then forget about Marvado if he sticks to his stance." His voice was gone at the end of the sentence. Don't want to hold back the crying because the nose is bleeding. He began to sob again. Wallowing further away. He wants to hang his hope on the clouds. Fear of falling and not being saved.

Stroked hair. Then, his forehead was massaged slowly. It's getting louder.

Hands so cold. That's not what makes her cry harder. His skin knows touch.

But that's impossible, isn't it? He was only with Itzik. Why does his heart seem to believe?

Did irony and tragedy cause these miraculous phenomena to console him?

Tears decayed profusely past the mask to the chin point. Gathered there and fell on his arm.

"Your hands are so cold. Aren't you wearing a coat?"

"Miss Arumi...."

Arumi's heart was beating irregularly. Then, until he was short of breath.

"Please don't die now, Itzik. I'll save your life even if I have to move my bones to you. Let me solve my problem first."

Arumi Chavez felt a touch as the hand removed the mask from her slowly. Seated getting stronger. He doesn't want to see anything.

"Miss ...."

Arumi was crying. Eyes without commands opened wide immediately faced the illusion. It's just getting shaken up.

"Don't do this to me, please!"

"Miss ...."

That hand still on his face rubbed his eyebrows with a thumb. Arumi's gaze was blurry by tears.

"Itzik, what medicine did I just take? Can you give it to me again?" Her dry lips covered a helpless smile. "May I be dead?" ask again.

"Miss ...."

Arumi close her eyes.

"Forget it .., I had to stop taking sleeping pills because I started hallucinating. I saw him and heard his voice. Don't tease me. Stop going astray and turn to God before you die. For God's sake, Itzik, I won't be able to see you in hell."

Arumi caught a moving hand on her face.

"It's me ...."

The spy opens under the dim light of the bedroom. It's a wrong perception.

Is this the end of the tragic story of friends in this industry who died from overdosing? They go to bed after swallowing a tranquilizer pill and then just pick up happiness? They just get consolation.

Will he go after the others? Is this the end of the story? News of it will come out tomorrow with the title; Arumi Chavez was found dead in one of the hotels in San Pedro due to overdosing. Will Aizen Ryota and Hanasita Minori be able to bear the grief?

Because it's happening to him. Her lover lay staring with tears. Beautiful greenish pupils sheathed in thin glass. The highest caste has the most beautiful eyes.

"Itzik, am I still alive?" asked Arumi because he was suddenly stricken with confusion, facing a sensation that seemed so real.

"Yes, Miss," the short voice held from next door was the voice of the man she loved. But that is an impossible thing.

"Go back to your room, Itzik! Don't tease me." He moved away to the other side. "I'm going to try to sleep because I have to go to Casado tomorrow morning before he wakes up. I'll tell her that while our love was going on, I was the happiest girl to receive unlimited affection from her. I'll accept the harsh reality and spend my life praying for her happiness." More vibrating, losing balance especially dizzy who attacked him.

The man looked at her sadly, hurt and languished.

"Miss Arumi ...."

"Thank you for not nagging me, Itzik. Let's go to Switzerland one last time. Take Arumi Chavez off, I really hate that name. Call me Narumi Yuki Vincenti. Find me a nice house, I don't want to meet my mom. The people who claim to love you most are the ones who know best how to destroy you. I don't want to trust anyone after you're dead. Maybe Aurora. But, I'm not sure. You never let me meet your Aurora!"

There was no sahutan, only a roar and when weeping greenish veins under clean skin sticking out.

"What's my fault with you?" tanya Arumi held a strong heart. Raut shriveled and bored. "What have you done to me? I can't even say your name because every time I do, I'm gonna bleed. I screamed in my heart for seven years hoping that at least there was something left, that could make you hear my call. How fuckin' a man."

Without reply was just a gentle sweep of fingers wiping away the tears on Arumi's cheeks.

He shifted his body of distress to get closer to Arumi.

"Yes, I was wondering, what do you want to explain to me? Better something that makes sense."

"Miss ..., I've had a bad day that you might understand."

"That's no excuse."

"Miss .. I don't want to remember it anymore."

Arumi's hand was caught by the man's big hand and he closed his eyes.

Arumi enters into a world of abundant emotions when her palms are repeatedly let down.

And Arumi just got the same feeling, great love without a doubt.

"Are you okay?" That worries Arumi more, Arumi breaks up, than a thousand explanations.

Silence fills space and time. Stare after gaze, as a silent expression of deep apology.

"Tell me!" pinta Arumi slowly.

"My right leg was cut off by a laser gun. The network was destroyed around him. I had trouble walking for a while. It was long and exhausting. I don't want to remember anything that happened to me after I left you here."

That Arumi's premonition was never wrong. That he himself did not want to remember anything in the first year after they separated.

"Because there's only darkness and it's too painful" added the lover stroking the cheek under Arumi's eyes which darkened slightly due to insomniac.

Arumi nodded with tears. "I can feel it because I'm experiencing it too."

"They put metal into my body, as a buffer so I could walk. My muscle tissue and bones are implanted with metal."

"Am I with a robot?" ask Arumi. His pulse was rippled by pain. His hands are back. The man laughed bitterly between the cries.

"Robots that can't be refilled, Miss. Robots are easily destroyed. Peripheral nerve disorder made things worse two years ago. I've lost hope ever since."

"You should have known that I wouldn't care. I don't want anything. I just want you. I can't believe you'll be happy with the others. Just like I can't believe I can be happy with another man. Accepting it for your own good is like a sinless man who is being punished severely without knowing what his transgressions are."

"Your future is bright, miss. I'm just gonna destroy you."

Arumi shakes.

"Everything was destroyed when you disappeared. You are air, without you I am exhausted. I was slowly saying goodbye to myself because I had lost my identity."

"Miss ..., will I let you?"

"You've been doing it for seven years, sir." Arumi was breathing in pain. "You can say anything to me, but the idea that you want to be with someone else in your hard times and ask me to go with others is an atrocity. You're a criminal." He's just crying. Her eyes are swollen now.

"I want you to stay away from me! I won't be a reliable man anymore, Miss. I can't take care of you."

"Then, I should have let you do it for me. Watch you!" reply Arumi. "You forgot to make me fall in love with you, leave behind a lot of hope and make a ...."

Pointing the man stop his words. Interestingly it's getting closer.

"Let's be together for a Week, Miss. And I'll leave it entirely to you to make a decision. I can't kill your dreams because of my body's complicated situation. Shackling you with me, I'll just close your path to the future, Miss."

The man's eyes only contained solitude when pleading.

"I don't have dreams." Arumi shakes. "Even if all is accomplished, I am running away from madness. My only dream and my future is to be with you. You are all I need. My heart has its own design that I'll die if I'm not with you."

"I can't even promise your pain won't be in vain, Miss."

"Stay with me until you are able to stand. Stay by my side and let me see you rise because of me. We'll probably see the power of love work."

"Come to me, Miss Arumi. Please!"

Go to the arm of the lover after seven years of longing for him. Very carefully. Crying harder there.

Arumi grabbed her eye mask making the binder on their wrists both as close as handcuffs. Arumi is afraid she is just dreaming, hallucinating and the man disappears as she blinks.

"I'm not going anywhere, Miss."

"That's the last thing I heard from you before you disappeared" said Arumi, hiding in the chest, not stopping crying. "I don't smell metal?"

"They're in there, miss, fused with damaged muscle tissue and bone."

"Will it be okay?" tanya Arumi was thrown in baseless sorrow. Touching the man's body slowly. Gluing the neck slowly.

He looked up a few minutes later. Melt tears fell from her lover's chin pierced over Arumi's face. He did not want to think about what kind of hell this man had been through. They just share tears.

"It would be a problem if you and I kept crying. We need to stop now."

"Why?"

"The tears will make them rust quickly because they contain salt. They can't stand salt."

"Is that so?"

Arumi Chavez quickly panicked, wiping all her tears as well as the man by her side to dry. Leave a little bitter smile on the lips of the lover.

If not lied to, Miss Arumi will probably cry until dawn breaks. Continues to dusk. From full moon to eclipse. This summer to next summer. Then, maybe a headache after that.

Arumi covers her lover's body tightly. Use the free hand. Back to lying down slowly. Keep staring without blinking.

"Tell me if the temperature still makes you cold. I'll arrange it for you." Binge.

"You're shivering, Miss."

"I'll be fine with you next to me."

Arumi's body was tightly wrapped.

"I thought you were really leaving. I'm in so much mourning."

"We've been going around since the studio. Seven times around the city. Then Agathias said; 'we have arrived'. And we stopped in front of this hotel."

"I don't like it at all."

"Without self-defense. Forgive me! Forgive us."

Their hands were intertwined behind the covers, wiping out any kind of unmeasurable thirst.

And the eyes just look at each other to eliminate all the things that can not be scratched.

There may be no tears until morning, but they will be dizzy because they plan not to sleep.

Blessings .., often visit us in the form of pain, loss and disappointment and even suffering; but if we are patient, we will soon see his true form. Rainbow comes after rain storm.

Is unconditional love capable of treating all inner wounds and healing them?

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