
Varrel does his bike at high speed, no matter where the clear direction of his goal he wants to calm his mind that is in turmoil .
2 Hours circling Varrel stops his motor in a beautiful and soothing lake . Varrel was sitting on one of the lakeside benches, his face looking up he was breathing deep air hoping his mind was calm again .
He thought about the things that had just happened in his relationship with Vania, from the moment he returned home to his country, the busyness of each throw away made them rarely communicate , make him prepare a surprise that ends as it is now .
" Huh "
Maybe he who is too selfish does not ask anything to Vania, but the situation that makes him not want to ask anything , enough with what he saw . might be wrong because it does not ask for an explanation of his lover, not asking for an explanation, but back again saw his business that wanted to make his lover happy even in presented with a stifling look , After a long time did not meet , the longing turned into a sense of annoyance , jealousy ,and let's go ! for sure for now he only wants to be alone until later he himself will ask for an explanation on his lover .
After feeling quite calm, Varrel decides to return to his apartment, but upon arrival at Varrel's apartment finds Vania sitting in the tv room waiting for her . A little surprised but he chose to ignore the existence of Vania .
" Bee, are you home?" tanya Vania immediately stood up to varrel as soon as she saw varrel back .
There was no answer whatsoever from Varrel he just walked into his room to clean himself up .
Vania could only sigh at such treatment. Long enough for Vania to wait for Varrel not to come out of room , Vania ventured to call Varrel in her room .
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" Be !! " call for Vania while knocking on the door of the room
" Be !!" call Vania again, but there is no answer from within .
" Huh "Vania breathed a heavy sigh and ventured to open the door of the room slowly her hand stretched out the handle of the door and stuck her head in to see what varrel was doing .
His eyes looked around the room but did not find his lover there, Vania ventured to go into the room looking for varrel , the sound of water gurgling from inside the bathroom indicates that Varrel has not finished cleaning himself.
" Why did she take a long shower ?yes already I will wait outside just " murmured Vania about to turn out of room , But not yet he went out , The bathroom door was open first .
"What are you doing here ?" asked Varrel in a cold tone
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Vania is also shocked to hear the cold tone of her lover that she never got during their relationship . Vania closed her eyes for a moment and turned to look at Varrel
" God !!" Spontaneous Vania turned around again and covered her face finding Varrel who was only using a towel wrapped around her waist.
" A.. I ... I just wanted to take dinner "Answer Vania nervously
" I'm not hungry" Varrel said as he picked up clothes in the closet and went back inside the bathroom to change clothes .
Hearing her lover's answer, Vania is obviously sad but she gets rid of her ego and waits for varrel so they can talk nicely , Vania does not want their problems to drag on long and make their relationship have a distance . while waiting for Varrel ,Vania sits on the sofa Room ,if he's waiting outside he's not sure if Varrel's going to leave the room .
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The bathroom door opened, revealing Varrel who was already complete with his clothes .
Varrel's eyes were fixed on Vania who was still inside her room
" Why are you still here, go home !! I'm tired of taking a break " Varrel said in his flat tone
Vania sighed and walked over to Varrel who was about to lay down her body , Vania held Varrel's hand and sat on the edge of the bed next to varrel .
" Why are you like this ? Did I make a mistake ? If yes ! Reproach me so I know where my fault lies & Do not avoid or silence because it will not solve our problem "Vania said while staring into the eyes of varrel with a wistful
" You're not wrong whatsoever, I'm just tired, you better go home " replied Varrel averted his eyes from Vania
Vania sighed hearing the words varrel .
" I wouldn't go home if you were still like this "Saut Vania then
" Don't be stubborn !! you're not afraid to be in a guy's room and just the two like this ?" asked Varrel who was now staring intently at Vania
" I'm not afraid, if that man is you ! I believe you won't do anything that can ruin me "Vania replied with confidence
" Cih !! " Varrel Smiles sarcastically at Vania's answer "Don't be too trusting or you'll be disappointed, no matter how I'm a normal guy if you forget "
Vania gulped her spit violently and looked at Varrel in disbelief saying so .
" But I believe you won't do that to me "answered Vania sure, Vania clasped Varrel's hand gently
" I know you're mad at me. I'm sorry if when you left I couldn't see you back then, and I'm sorry if I accidentally hurt you but please tell me what I did wrong until you act like this " said Vania really don't know what to do anymore .
" Well if you want to know, before that I want to ask you, 'Is there a connection between us, what are you and Jonathan, the new student ? "
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Now Vania knows where the problem lies .
" I'm just friends with him !" answer Vania honestly
" Friends ? " Varrel raises next to his eyebrows staring at Vania in disbelief "Even with Ezhel and Aiden you weren't that close and cheerful when you were with them ! " Varrel replied because it was true
" I don't know either, but jo can always make me feel good and laugh, maybe because he has positive energy to make people around him feel happy " vania's reply was able to make Varrel re-energized with emotion, but the man could still endure it
" Do you like it ?" ask Varrel then
" Yes, because he's my friend ! " An honest answer Vania
" Then go to your friend and don't see me again !!" Varrel said with great emphasis he threw out the hand of Vania who had been holding her hand since .
" What did you say ??" Vania did not understand
" Aren't you happier with the man you call a friend ? Then go with her ! I'm sorry if I can't make you happy all this time "Varrel clenched his hands firmly withstanding the tightness and emotion in him
" What do you mean ? Are you angry just because I'm friends with him ? He's my friend and I like him as a friend, but you're the one I love 'why are you saying that 'like you telling me to walk out of your life ?" Vania asked with teary eyes
" But there's no such thing as such close friends between men and women, you see us ?? We were close friends at first, right ? Now what's going on ? you and I are lovers ! " Varrel exclaimed with almost overflowing emotions
" Didn't you think about your lover when he happily wanted to meet and surprise his lover even he who was surprised to see his lover was hugging the man he called a friend ? what if you see it all Vania !" now Varrel has completely shed his emotions and frustration
Vania is still trying to digest Varrel's speech
his memory now remembers the incident where he stumbled and ended up hugging Jonathan, Did Varrel see him back then ? And does that make him misunderstand ? Naturally he was angry , When he was tired he still took the time to prepare a surprise and meeting with her and instead saw himself hugging another man .
Vania grabbed Varrel's hand and looked at her lover who was being overcome with emotion .
" Bee, you misunderstood it, yesterday he drove me home , that time I accidentally tripped and fell hugging him , I really have nothing to do with him other than friends, I'm sorry to mess with the surprise you made, I'm sorry !!" Vania was really sorry that had happened, but what about it ? he also did not know if it would happen . Varrel kept silent not to reply to the words of Vania, He still did not want to look at her lover
" Be !! don't be angry anymore, I miss you so much ! I promise I'll keep my distance from Jonathan if you don't like our friendship then I'll stay away from him 'I'm sorry "Vania can't hold back her tears seeing Varrel's cold demeanor , he hugged Varrel and buried his face in the chest of Varrel's field, though not getting a reply Vania still did not take off her embrace .
Varrel's thumb gently rubbed the lover's cheek wet from tears .
" Don't cry ! I can't see you crying ! I'm sorry I was so jealous of that and it made you sad, sorry ! don't cry anymore . hm "Vania nodded and hugged Varrel back, now Varrel returned Vania's embrace and gently rubbed Vania's short hair.
Wait !! Short hair ? Varrel realized that Vania had cut her hair to be a shoulder shorter .
" Why did you cut your hair ?" ask varrel in between his arms
" Uh ... I'm more comfortable short hair, what's inappropriate ?" ask Vania
" No, you're still beautiful no matter how beautiful you are" Varrel replied smilingly, Varrel's temptation making Vania's cheeks red from embarrassment and delight
" Don't be angry again !" Varrel nodded in response .
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The State xx
That day Fira and Keanu were walking together , after finishing the class Rafi and Airin went home first , 'go where they might date !
" Kean Temenin to the bookstore yuk !" Said Fira to Keanu as they walked to the parking lot
" May , but has permission not been with Jen's mother ?" ask Keanu
" He hasn't been, I called him for a minute "Fira took her phone out of her bag and called Jen if she was going out with Keanu, Fira was-was Jen not allowed it, and she was not, given his punishment is not yet comfortable, the test alone is not yet .Jen allows if it's Keanu, whether Jen really believes in the handsome young man.
" Yeay, thank you mother ! Assalamualaikum "Excited Fira after getting permission from Jen . Fira put her phone back in when the call was disconnected .
" Where ?" ask Keanu
" May dong " replied cheerful Fira
Keanu drove his car to one of their subscription bookstores .Fira enters first on Keanu's orders, as Keanu will park the car first .
While choosing the book Fira accidentally saw 2 people who he knew very well but they had not realized the existence of Fira , Fira turned lazy to deal with the woman who was with Samuel .but when the woman who is none other than Vanya realizes the existence of Fira he is looking for a way to make Fira upset.
As Samuel was sorting out the book in his hand, Vanya Sees Fira about to pick up a book, Vanya's hand quickly takes the book as well , their hands are both holding the book . fira's reflexes looked at the owner of the hand who was about to pick up the same book as her .
"Curh !! this woman must have been intentional "but still the phira did not want to budge because she needed the book .
" heh !! take off Lo's hand ! it's me first who took it " said Vanya shameless
" Don't look for trouble, I don't want to fuss, Let go of your hands" said Fira lazily
" Can't !! I took it first so you have to let go of this book "Vanya cried
" God !! can you see me when you don't always look for trouble?" asked Fira in a flat voice
" You're the one who's always looking for trouble with me, is it hard for you to let go of this book "
" No, I'm in need of it so you're looking for something else !" replied Fira did not want to lose, they pulled the book and....
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The book ended up shapeless .
" Oops!! sorry "Vanya sneers cunningly and turns around from the face of Fira, Fira is already annoyed half to death with it, not what problem because when she asked the shopkeeper the location of the book , and the shopkeeper told me the location and the rest of the book that only 1Pcs .
Fira quickly gripped Vanya's hand and pulled it to make the girl turn to face Fira .fiercely also Fira threw Vanya's hand to make Vanya's hand hit the bookshelf
" Ow !!" vanya's cry in pain made Samuel who was far enough away from them take his eyes off the book he was reading Prologue who was behind the book .
" What do you want !!" exclaiming Fira without caring about , he even gripped Vanya's hand that hurt hit the rack earlier. made Vanya scream in pain .because imsudah very upset because the book material that he will learn later for his task . how he was not upset, may be out of the house by his mother alone because with Keanu earlier .
" Fira !! lepin ! you don't see him in pain ? " Samuel called off Fira's hand from her grip
" Oh !!" Fira screeched not expecting Samuel to change so far since the snake woman came before him .
" Then my problem is the same ? the sick he is not me " replied Fira lightly
" I didn't expect Ra you to change now !" samuel stared in disbelief at Fira
" i changed ? isn't it Lo who changed El ? It turns out that all this time I have not known enough Lo as well as Lo who does not know me , I don't want martial arts just Lo think why I'm doing it the same Lo girl with this many faces !" point Fira right in Vanya's face, lazy arguing Fira turned around leaving two unreasonable companions according to Fira . Keanu also went where . sucks !! figured
After all, Fira Keanu approached Samuel who was still digesting the words of Fira.
" Before the recriminations that you should not ask first what happened, the reason Lo know ! lo's girl is already aware of the book that Fira will take for her campus assignment material, Lo can see it ? " Keanu said pointing to the book on the floor that was shapeless "And you know ? the book was only her one-on-one and she instead damaged it, was wrong Fira angry at her ? think about it before accusing !" after saying so Keanu passed following Fira who might have been waiting for him in annoyance . .
Hearing Keanu's explanation, Samuel stared intently at Vanya and left the girl with mounting resentment.
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