
~ Loving is not always happy, loving is sometimes very torturous. Especially when we can't have the people we love. If anyone asks, which is better? To love or to have? The wisest answer is to love and have.
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The hug of the two people was still going on, now it had started to deviate a little. Because Elvano always can not resist when he was near Cheril. Please understand yes, her name is also a newlywed. Hehe. However, Cheril does not seem to want to serve Elvano. She held her husband to demand his rights.
"Don't Vano now, sorry, I'm not doing this" Cheril said.
"But why? I want to carve out fond memories with you" protested Elvano with a disappointed face.
"I don't want to do it. I hope you can understand" Cheril explained. And immediately left the Villa while justifying his clothes.
"Eh ....
"Why did you go Cheril? What are you really thinking?" muttered Elvano quietly who was still sitting on the edge of the bed. There's no sign Elvano's going after Cheril. Maybe Elvano felt he needed time to be alone.
While Cheril, he was running very fast towards the beach. Then choose to sit on the sand looking at the ocean far away. Cheril sat alone for a long time. It doesn't feel like time is getting dark. But it did not make Cheril want to move from her seat.
While from the other direction, Geraldo was back on his feet, he was walking to return to the Villa, at least he planned to disrupt the dinner Cheril and Elvano. The important thing is to see Cheril's face is enough for her. Geral really misses Cheril.
Geral continued to move on without any spirit. He looks so lethargic. Especially when imagining the intimacy he might see at the Villa later.
"What is Cheril?"
Suddenly Geral stopped his steps when he saw a woman sitting in the distance. Even in the dark, Geral can still recognize the woman he sees. He was sure it was Cheril. Unexpectedly, he met Cheril there.
Geral walked slowly, heading towards Cheril, while Cheril did not realize that someone had come to her. Until the man who had been a part of his life arrived before him.
"Why sit here alone?" geraldo said that made Cheril shocked.
The voice ....
Cheril looked up at her lowered face, and her guess was correct. The voice belonged to Geral.
"Date .... "
"Surely you still remember that call huh?" response Geral smiled.
a smile that cannot be interpreted. A little pleasure, more pain he felt.
Dodo is a small call from Cheril to Geraldo. It might be called darling.
Then Geral sat down next to Cheril. And continued talking to Cheril.
"You haven't answered my question, why are you sitting here alone? Did Vano bully you?" ask Geraldo.
"No really. Vano was so kind to me. I just wanted to be alone" Cheril replied with a smile.
"You yourself why are you still here?" keep Cheril.
"I'm thinking about us" Geraldo said, staring fixedly at Cheril.
Deg
Cheril's heart beat irregularly hearing what Geraldo said.
"Did you do the same?"
Geral smiled slightly looking at Cheril's expression. Without answering, he could guess what the answer was.
"It's true, isn't it? Do you still love me?" Geral again throws a question that is very difficult for Cheril to answer.
The woman could only be silent for a few seconds before Geral returned to his voice.
The man smiled again, then resumed his conversation.
"It turns out you still love me? But why did you marry Vano?" connect Geral witty.
"We've only been separated for a while, but you're married to someone else. There's not even a word of farewell between us, but why are you betraying me like this?" Geral paused for a moment to take a deep breath and then exhaled back.
"Do you know how sick I am when I see you with other men? To make matters worse, that man was my own friend. If it was someone else, maybe I could still easily snatch you from him. But this .... "
Geral could no longer continue her sentence, she was stunned, immersed in her deep feelings. The sobs he felt in his heart. But it does not appear outside.
Cheril is very different from Geral. He's more fragile. Cheril is seen shedding her tears slowly. She cried.
And just fell silent without answering Geral a single word.
Realizing Cheril was crying, Geral slowly raised her hand, the hand that once held, stroked Cheril's face lovingly once, she now also used the hand to wipe Cheril's falling tears. Hugged the woman's body. Put Cheril's face against her chest.
Cheril who also misses this man so much can only let Dodo do it all.
If your love is still this big to me, why can you marry another man ... Do you also love the man who has been your husband.
A sight so heartbreaking. Loving but no longer able to unite.
The wound-filled hug lasted for about 10 minutes before it came off again.
Now it's Cheril's turn to explain everything to Geral.
"Date ... Do you know what your biggest mistake was?" ask Cheril.
"Hem em, my fault is that I've left you too long" said Geral.
"No, but you just left me, with no news. Aren't you abroad? Then why are you in this place now? Aren't you continuing your S2 in the Aussie?"
Cheril throws questions that are very difficult for Geral to answer. After taking a short pause, Cheril again continued his words that were still very long.
"Will you? I am waiting for you without certainty. Trying to find a way to contact you. But there was no one I could ask about your whereabouts back then. Your phone is off, all the social media you have is a fake account that never updates. Did you ever think that I was so worried about you? Did you really think about that?" cheril said while looking at Geral. There was a deep sense of regret in Geral's eyes. If only that time could be replayed, I would buy even if I had to spend all my wealth at this time. That was how Geral was at the time.
"I'm sorry Cheril!" that's the only word he can say.
"Cheril, is there still time for me to make amends? Do you still want our togetherness? If so, then I will take you away from here right now, and I will make sure that no one will be able to find our whereabouts, including Elvano. What do you think?"
Cheril was shocked to hear Geral's expression on this one. He did not expect, the Dodo he knew was very gentle and well able to say such deep words. Which would obviously hurt his own best friend very much.
"You've really lost your mind, Dodo. Don't you realize what you're planning is gonna add one more person to get hurt?" cheril Response.
"It's enough of you and me to get hurt, not Elvano anymore. I don't want to hurt Elvano's feelings anymore" Cheril added.
Geral was seen trying to digest what Cheril was saying. Yes, he also really did not want to hurt his best friend. But also very confused to have to do something especially at this time. And the two of them fell silent for the next few minutes.