
Tahlil event and send prayers were completed, relatives and relatives all saying goodbye to go home. All have mengikhlaskan departure Oma Lili who has been calm in nature there.
Ami helps some art in the kitchen, after the event is finished all busy with their respective affairs. Ami who does not know what to do, chose to help finish her work in the kitchen.
Bunda Raya also attended the tahlil and prayer event earlier, he went home first and came back there before the event began.
"Father.." Mother Raya approached Ami who was wiping her hands, because she had just helped wash dirty dishes and glasses. Despite being warned by the art there, Ami still helps.
"Mother.." Ami approached Raya with a smile. "Sorry Ami just found out that_"
"You should be able to think about which important thing you choose, indeed your school exam is also important, but can't you have permission to see Oma Lili one last time and honor her one last time." She looked at Ami disappointed. Nathan's family is not a careless family and Ami as a daughter-in-law for a few months already makes him feel embarrassed, because Ami does not disrespect Nathan family.
"Not that bun_"
"It's not you who's shy, it's mom." Raya said again and left Ami who was still staring with eyes that already felt hot.
Is this his fault that was not told, or his fault that even came when it was too late to say condolences. It felt like Ami's heart was so sick, seeing and hearing his mother blaming him without even hearing the explanation.
Why can't anyone understand their feelings. After hearing Nathan's expression that he did love another woman, now he must accept his mother's anger which is clearly not his fault.
"Yes.." Nathan appears suddenly in front of him. Made Ami wipe her tears using both hands.
"Why_"
Excuse me. Excuse me." Ami leaves Nathan still wanting to talk, the girl chooses to leave with a wounded feeling.
"Yes, wait a minute." Nathan's blocking Ami's hand. Since then he had been holding back from making a fuss when there were still many people, because since then Ami had always avoided it when Nathan wanted to talk.
"Let go, I want to go." Ami shook Nathan's hand which blocked his hand strongly, causing him some pain.
"Detach..!! It hurts."
Nathan took off his grip, looked at Ami's red wrist, the girl rubbed it. "Sorry I don't_"
"It's getting used to even more than the pain in my hands." Ketus Ami without looking at the face of Nathan who saw it with a difficult look at the meaning.
"If no one wants to say_"
"Why do you always avoid?" Cut Nathan who can not stand the cold nature of Ami.
Ami raised one eyebrow looking at Nathan who was also looking at him. "Aren't you trying to avoid yourself." Reply Ami with a normal face.
"Don't turn my back on me." Nathan stared at Ami intensely.
"Then what should I say, is not it you who do not consider me in this family, even just to tell Oma news you did not tell me. Or you did deliberately make me look bad in front of the family, even my own mother blamed me who was not there when everyone paid the last respects to Oma, but me." Ami looked at Nathan with a face spread red, his eyes were already shedding tears. "Can you respect my existence, at least not for myself as a wife, but as a daughter-in-law to Mama Indira." Ami rubbed his face rough. His chest up and down evaporated his anger.
Nathan looked at Ami's already messed up face the girl rebuked. "Listen to me du_"
"Enough." Ami's hand lifted and Nathan stopped talking. "Maybe one year is too long for the contract we agreed on, you better immediately file a divorce lawsuit_"
"There's no divorce here." Nathan stared intently at Ami, the man had endured the patience of hearing the outpouring of anger that Ami was throwing.
Ami looked at Nathan bravely. His anger overcame his fear. "Then I will sue you." Ami left with mixed feelings, her chest tight, her tears dripping. While Nathan clenched both his hands firmly, staring at Ami's back that was getting away.
It was enough that Ami accepted the marriage that she herself did not want, and Ami only realized that if the marriage was a game of interference between Nathan's parents, Ami did not blame the two good parents on him. It was only him who had this kind of destiny.
It's not me who doesn't want to try to accept this marriage, but you're the one who made me realize that marriage started as a game..