
Fazril went into his room. He dropped his body on the bed lying on his back staring at the ceiling of the room. Honestly, his sister's failure in fostering the household made him think 2 times to start a marriage.
He wants to be more solid, looking for a woman who is really able to shake his soul, so that he is not tempted by other women again when he has made the woman a wife later.
"Actually what kind of woman do I want? I am confused too. I want a special woman," he muttered instantly closing his eyes.
Geck! Geck! Geck!
"Abang, is it me? I'm in, right?"
Chequek!
The door was knocked on and opened, Alena's voice rang out loud before she actually entered the room. Fazril opened his eyes. He also looked at the face of the younger brother with Lian who as he carried.
"Lian wants to sleep here he said," said Alena walking over.
"Well, this handsome nephew Om wants to sleep with Om. Here, lying next to Om," replied Fazril kindly.
Lian pursed her lips. His face looked haggard as well as lethargic. The toddler, who was about to turn 4, lay right next to Fazril. He wrapped one hand in Om's stomach, which was like his own father.
"You why the hell? Ko pout kayak gini?" fazril asked, rubbing the niece's hair soft and affectionate.
"Lian was sulking, he said he wanted to join his Daddy," Alena replied representing the son answering Fazril's older brother's question.
"O yeah? You're not feeling well anymore, baby. Hmmm! Gini aja, tomorrow 'what Sunday if Om take you for a walk to the mall. We watch movies at the movies, play time zone, toy shopping too, want?"
Lian immediately smiled widely.
"You, Om. Mau ..." The answer is happy.
"Yes, now you sleep here. Because tomorrow we want to go for a walk, you have to rest a lot, don't forget to take the medicine too, okay?"
Lian nodded her head. He looked away at her face and then looked at her face. The look on Lian's face immediately turned serious making Alena instantly feel astonished.
"Eu ... Anu, Mommy-" Alena did not continue because she did not know what to say.
"Darling, aren't we going to do it tomorrow? We're going to be the foursome, Om, Mommy, Kaka Lani is just like you," Fazril said.
"That's different, Om. There's no Daddy. I miss Daddy, "weak Lian, her face immediately looks moody.
Neither Alena nor Fazril could say anything more now. There is nothing wrong with what this child is feeling right now. He only misses the figure of the father, Lian only misses what it feels like to be together with her parents. This little boy just wants his family intact back as before, unfortunately it is very impossible to happen.
"Darling! Mommy's son. Later we will do what you said earlier, "weak Alena is sitting right on the edge of the bed.
"really? Can we get together again? Bobo together again? Traveling together again?" lian asked, so innocently making Alena and Fazril feel stunned.
"N-no, baby. We're just going for a four-way walk. Sorry, because Mommy can't do what you want. Mommy's really sorry" Alena replied. The guilt suddenly struck his heart.
It hurts so much when he cannot fulfill the wishes of the son. His feelings were again hurt when he remembered that his two sons and daughters were victims of their divorce, but whatever the power, the rice had become porridge and time could no longer be turned. His household that has ended may not return as intact as the wishes of his beloved son.
"Mom," Lian shimmered the long daydream of an Alena.
"Yes, dear," answered Alena stroking the head of the gentle and affectionate son.
"I want to go home, can we just stay at Daddy's house for a day."
Alena's feelings instantly felt stunned.
'Excuse Mommy, son. I'm sorry, Mommy can't fulfill your wish. Once again Mommy apologizes,' Alena's inner self is instantly overwhelmed with guilt.
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