My IDOL Is Mine
Expressions of feeling

"This is the doc of today's patient report" Alya told Dr. Lee.

"Thank you, you can go home and have your day off tomorrow. Use it better because you must be very tired during the koas here" said Dr. Lee while glancing at the glance of his watch.

Alya nodded and prepared to pack her table.

"be careful, it looks like the snow is going to fall" Dr Lee told Alya.

"Thank you doctor" he replied and said no.

it's been almost 1 month Alya did Koas in this hospital. This is his first holiday he got.Alya is very competent and very quick to adapt. It can also be very quick to treat emergency patients. In addition to being a surgeon, Dr. Lee also participated in the vigil in the ER as well as Alya who was always near Doctor Lee.

"First snow" muttered Alya smilingly

He kept looking at the snow falling down the street.

Flashbacks

"Honey.come in otherwise you will get sick" Suga shouted to Alya

"Honey..Come on in" he shouted again, but Alya still wanted to be under the snow, because he really liked Snow. It was cold but he enjoyed it.

Suga hugged Alya from behind "you're so stubborn, let's go in" he said, holding Alya.

"Down Oppa put me down, your shoulder will hurt again" Alya denied

"If it hurts, treat me" Suga replied, holding Alya.

Flashback off

Remembering that Alya again smiled, beautiful memories with Girlfriend and her Idol.

"I must go home soon" he murmured and boarded the Bus that would stop at the intersection near his Apartment.

After arriving Alya soon may enter the Apartment to warm up and drink a cup of hot, brown.

"Oppa" muttered Alya who saw Suga standing in front of his apartment

"You've come home" Suga replied after seeing Alya.

"Why is Oppa here?"

"Hmm I passed this path and intend to stop by" he replied with a smile

"Let's go in" Alya asked to see Suga a little cold

"Sit down Alya will make hot chocolate for you" said Alya immediately stepped into the kitchen. After his meeting with Suga that time, Suga became very frequent visits. Even this is the third time his Alya keapartement in the past month.

"Is Oppa not afraid of being discovered again like before?" Alya asked while giving her hot Chocolate

"Thank you" he replied without answering Alya's question

Alya watched Suga, he looked a little pale. Without a second thought he approached Suga "what is Oppa sick? Why is your body so hot?" Alya was surprised.

Suga just smiled not intending to answer the girl's question before him "let's not smile, from when Oppa feels pain?" Ask Alya again

"So, I just want to come here" he replied

Without a second thought, Alya helps Suga to stand up and inevitably he will lay Suga in his bed to be examined.

Alya was very focused on examining Suga, from his eyes, mouth and chest.

"You used to take care of me very often if I was exhausted" Suga said with a smile. It was obvious on his face he missed Alya's figure like this to him.

"has Oppa not eaten yet?" Alya asked reluctantly in response to Suga's remarks

Suga nodded "well I will make the porridge first" Alya replied immediately leaving Suga

"He never changed" Suga muttered seeing Alya move away from him.

About 15 minutes Alya was struggling in the kitchen and finally the Porridge he cooked was finished.

He steps back into his room and bribes Suga "what do the others already know if Oppa is sick?" Ask Alya

Suga nodded "i've had 2 days' permission" he replied

Alya nodded in understanding and he chose to focus on feeding Suga occasionally wiping the remaining food in the corner of Suga's lips.

"oppa should not be like this" Alya said while giving the medicine to Suga

"Then what do I have to be like?"

"Keep your health"

Suga just silently chose not to answer Alya's words that seemed to ask in that sentence. There was no conversation between them anymore, since Suga had already entered the Dream Realm. While Alya continued to look at Suga who was asleep, a smile that was engraved beautifully on her beautiful face and plus tears that flowed continuously on her cheeks.

"Don't be like this, I'm very sick to see you sick" murmured Alya as she rubbed Suga's hair softly

"Stay healthy, don't mind much and don't make yourself tired" he continued. A smile accompanied by a cry made a very deep meaning. Feelings that cannot be expressed and must be ignored, like you really want something that you love and love but you have to let go because of something that cannot be expressed. That was how Alya felt right now when he saw Suga.

"Hopefully in the next life we can meet as ordinary people who love each other, not as fans and Idols" murmured Alya while laying his head on the bed with his hands as his pillow.

After hearing that, Suga's eyes were opened, he did not really enter his Dream Realm but he heard all the expressions of Alya's feelings that he did not know at all. Engraved a smile on his face when he saw Alya but there was also sadness there.

Slowly he opened the thick blanket that wrapped his body and went down from the bed with a very careful heart. He immediately picked up Alya and moved her very slowly and carefully. Then he covered Alya to the chest.

"is what I just heard an expression of your feelings? And can you always be by my side? I need you so much, I love you so much. I can't even think clearly if I'm not with you. Why is it like this? I can't express any more feelings than loving you. You know for 3 years I've been thinking about you. Always and every moment. Wait for me, and I will ask your god to match us up" Suga said, holding back his tears. When I saw Alya fall asleep like this it was like hugging and not letting go. The expression of Alya's feelings was very torturous and painful was heard in Suga's ear. It was as if the universe was not on the side of the two of them. There are ideals and dreams that make them separate.

"Cup" the kiss he gave was frowned upon by Alya after being satisfied to look at the woman he loved so much.

Then he stepped onto the sofa and slept there waiting for the next morning.

**

"why am I here?" Alya was confused

Sounding from the direction of the kitchen the sound of people who were cooking for a while Alya immediately woke up and ran towards the kitchen. Sure enough Alya's guess.

"Why does Oppa cook? Has your body improved" asked Alya approaching Suga

"I'm sorry I made a fuss and disturbed your sleep" she replied

"Already sitting, let Alya who will cook" said Alya immediately clenched the origin of her hair to prepare to take over from Suga's hand

suga who saw that was quite surprised, because Alya is very beautiful this morning. He may have grown older than he was 3 years ago.

A smile was engraved on her face when she saw Alya was tasting the taste of the food Alya made herself. It was as if He and Alya were a small family that would face the day together until old age.

If this happens, the luckiest person is Suga.

Note: thanks for reading💜