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after a week in Indonesia, Avila increasingly avoids Bara, he now does not want much hope on Bara, and he only focuses on his work

Nurma" Avi (whispering) Avi!!

Avila looked towards Nurma who was waiting for her behind the pole, Avila approached Nurma

Nurma" Avi is for you, don't you like my cooking

Avila" Nurma you still remember, Wah thanks Nurma, I'll eat her later on the road

Nurma" are you going again

Avila" I have to see the location of Nurma's project, so I have to go again

Nurma" be careful, and don't forget to eat

Avila" thanks for watching me

Nurma" if so I go back to work again huh

Avila" once again thank you

Nurma quickly ran away from the place, Avila returned to meet the Catholic

Avila" my driver's done

Catholic" I still call him, where he is, how long

Avila and Kholik wait for the arrival of Mr. Diman who will take Avila to the project site

Avila" is there no answer

Not yet catholic"

avila" let me take a taxi, not far away

Catholic" yes, but if you're going where how, wait for me to call again

Avila faithfully stood in her place, watching the Catholic who was busy with her cell phone

Bara" sorry what a long wait

The Catholic and Avila looked towards Bara

Kholic" wait?? (confused)

Bara" ah. What papa didn't tell you

What catholic ? no one told me

Bara" Mr. Diman was sick earlier, he came home, so he could not take Avila to go see the project, so papa asked me to take Avila, even though I was busy too

Avila" (shut her eyes) if there's no need to take me, then I told you to let me take a taxi, I'm not going anywhere, trust me, everyone's love is too much trouble because of me, I'm afraid,then I'll go

seeing the reaction of Avila who seemed to give up made Bara hold Avila

Bara" let me, who will take you

Avila" no, you don't have to be busy, you better get your work done

the Catholic who saw the two of them arguing did not want to bother, immediately left the embers and Avila

Bara" I said, I'm the one who delivers don't argue

Bara pulled Avila's hand, making Avila slightly dragged by Bara

Avila" let go of my hand this hurts

bara continued walking as if not listening to the words of Avila who complained of pain because of her actions

arriving at the coal parking lot directly to his car and forced into Avila

Avila" I'll go let go myself

Bara"I said go in (raising the sound)

hearing Bara yell at him inevitably Avila got into Bara's car

bara was behind the wheel of both of them left the office, all the way Avila was just silent, now he was really scared

Bara who felt guilty looked towards Avila who kept rubbing her wrists that were feeling pain

halfway through the road, Bara stopped her car

Bara" sorry

Avila did not hear Bara's words, making her ask again

Avila" what are you talking about ?

Bara" I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to hurt you

Bara tries to touch Avila's wrist, but Avila pulls her first

Avila" it's okay, I'm asking if we've arrived

Bara" (sharp eyes Avila) Avi are you trying to avoid me, are you no longer willing to know me

Avila" huh. t-no a-a-I'm not avoiding you, and em I'm just busy with this project, so anyway I'm the guest here, too,and I need to get my job done quickly

Bara" Avi did you forget what I told you back then

Avila" what ? I can't remember

Bara" don't joke Avila, I'm not kidding you

Avila" I'm not kidding, I don't remember

Bara" I said at the airport, while in Germany

Avila tried to remember

Avila" ah .. I did not hear, the sound of the plane engine was very noisy

Bara" (breathing rough) so you don't hear

Avila" no, it's not necessary to discuss, we better go, I want to see the project location

Bara" Avila can't you stop thinking about this job

Avila" no, it's my job, it's not, you always say that I'm a little irresponsible kid, so I'll prove, you don't have to stop me from working,if you just want to get me into an argument, you better get here and drive me, I'll take a cab, thank you

Avila got down from Bara's car, as did the embers chasing Avila

Bara" Avila wait

Avila" is nothing else, is still not satisfied mocking or insulting me, or else (upset)

bara" Avila, don't you feel it

Avila" what, upset, angry, hurt, all I've felt because of you, what else, what's still lacking that I feel, can't I be happy just a little, can't I be happy, can't I be happy,why should everyone hurt me, why (shouting ) why God gave birth to me, from the womb of the woman who did not want me, why is there still less suffering for me

Avila could no longer hold herself back, and her tears could no longer be weathered

Avila" what is still less my suffering, what is not satisfied to see me tormented what is not satisfied, I am tired, I am tired, please stop all I just want to find my happiness, I just want to find my happiness,I know you already know how I feel about you from my sister, content to laugh, if it can make me miss, I beg you not to make me continue to feel pain

Bara was silent himself could not answer Avila's words, even he did not know what Avila said

Avila who saw Bara speechless immediately stopped the taxi passing in front of her and left

Bara was still speechless at his spot staring at Avila who had already left by taxi

seeing Avila go Bara did not chase Avila, but he went to meet someone

along the way Avila just cried without a sound, arriving at the project site, Avila began to work, in the middle of her work Avila felt dizzy in her head, but she tried to endure the pain and returned to work

after completing work Avila decided to his favorite place if she was sad or sad

Avila" is not her usual place deserted

Avila was sitting in one of the available chairs, Avila continued to see the fountain in front of her, Avila stayed there long enough until she decided to leave,but the pain in his head back attacked this time he could not help his pain made Avila unconscious

burg

Avila fell in someone's arms

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TB

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