My Life Choices
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Bara has brought Avila to the clinic but Avila has not been aware, Bara finally took the initiative to bring Avila to Arisya's house, even if she knows that Arisya also has a problem
Bara* yes Avila got sick, and I don't know where to take you, why can I take her to your house
Arisya* gosh, bring him here, I'll take care of him
Bara* well I was on my way there
Arisya* well I wait for Bara, be careful
Bara ends her call, and drives her car towards Arisya's house
arriving there, Arisya was waiting for them in front of the terrace
Bara" help me get Avila's stuff
Avila immediately opened the car door and brought some of Avila's belongings
Arisya" bring him in, why can it happen Bara
Bara" I'll put him down first
Arisya" over here
Arisya opens the door to the room, and leaves Avila in her bed
Arisya" last night he didn't sleep, and I'm sure he didn't eat
Bara" (towards Arisya) you mean? why he didn't sleep and
Arisya cuts off the word Bara
Arisya" ember don't tell me you don't know the problem Avila is facing
Bara" (shaking the head) no, what's the problem ?
Arisya" my God Bara, so we don't know, what kind of lover you are Bara, your dear ones have problems you don't even know
Bara" what's the problem, really I don't know ?
Arisya" Avi's half-sister is looking for her
Bara" a-a-step-sister, that boy in school uniform
Arisya" yes you are right, when the appearance of the child, Avila felt unsettled, making Avila remember her mother
Bara" that must have tortured her
Arisya" I also just learned the story of Avila from Daddy Abe yesterday, only if now he wants to forget his mother, and now he is disturbed by the presence of his half-sister
Bara" I'm a lousy man
Arisya" you mean ?
Bara" I silenced her, I didn't even say the news for a few days
Arisya" I know Avila's story to me, you and Davi are the same, have made trouble but do not want to fix it
Bara just looked at Arisya without answering, while talking Arisya heard his son start crying
Arisya" you wait for him first, I want to take care of Fari for a while after that I will return, and you heh home, this is also late, you must also be tired, wait here for a while
Arisya rushed to run looking for her son
Bara stared at Avila who was still closing her eyes
Bara" I'm sorry, I don't know if you're sad, I'm selfish, even I almost did something stupid to you, forgive me, I'm just afraid if you're taken by someone else,really I don't want to lose you, no other meaning, I'm afraid to lose you is just that
Bara clasped Avila's hand, and kissed the hand gently
Bara" I'm sorry, I'm not gonna ask you about the picture anymore, or the guy who called you at the office, I promise I won't act stupid again, I'm not gonna,I will control myself from this moment on, and I will approach your half-sister, let me tell her how cruel her mother is to you, that she will no longer bother you
Avila" don't you do
Bara" honey you're awake
Avila" don't you do it, just let it go
Bara" you mean, aren't you bothered by all that
Avila" yes very, even the nightmares that never come the song, some of these days back, make me afraid to sleep
Bara just fell silent and bowed his head
Bara" I'm sorry, I shouldn't be like this, I just left you, and let you face it all by yourself
Avila" (smile) You feel jealous of me
Bara" em (nodding the head)
Avila smiled happily at Bara who was like a child was doing something wrong
Avila"(smile) I like you jealous
Bara" huh, what do you say, you like it? I didn't, I almost did a stupid thing because of that, and you
Avila" doesn't like that, but that means you love me so much, so I have no doubt about you
Bara" hesitating ?? (feeling a little confused by Avila's words)
Avila" um, I'm afraid that if you don't really love me, and will leave me, I really don't want to feel her pain anymore, it's enough that I feel pain,I don't feel like I can feel the pain back, I don't want people to know the city, or tell our parents because I'm afraid they're kneeling too high,and when you get tired of me you leave me, I don't want to, and I don't want to see my Daddy sad because of me
Bara clasped Avila's hand
Bara" Avi look at me
Avila raised her face and looked at Bara who was in front of her
Bara" Avila I love you so much, Avila I'm not the type of man who would just leave my woman alone, Avi if I've committed to someone, until anytime, I'll be with her, I'll be with her,Avila I will never leave you or disappoint your Daddy, keep my promise Avi, I will not leave you, if it will happen then you will leave me,and feel the pain of his loss
Avila was very moved to hear the words Bara, no tears felt Avila dripping
Bara" don't cry really I don't like my lover crying, it hurts
Avila" hugged me
with a smile Bara obeyed Avila, Bara hugged Avila warmly
Avila" the man you saw in my diary was your fault
Bara" me (pinked his forehead)
Avila" em .. only, I give a slightly different impression so that if you see her you don't know if I liked you from the first
Bara" turns out you're also bucin (chuckles) then the man who called you in the office
Avila" you said you wouldn't ask that
Bara" you heard her
Avila" (chuckles) a little
Bara" who is that man why are you so friendly
Avila" it's Daddy, you know, no, if me and Daddy always like that when they talk
Bara" God damn I'm jealous of my own Daddy-in-law, next time tell me before I feel jealous, or change your way of talking I really envy hearing it
Avila chuckled in Bara's arms, both of them still hugging each other, feeling the warmth of their longing, without knowing someone saw them happily
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