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I lowered my head and closed my eyes, I was honestly afraid that Rama was now with me, his eyes, his smile, 'astaga why I thought that far would not be possible Rama like that ,,,, Rama is not a perverted najai teacher that I often see on crime news ...
" grapp..."
Rama grabbed my shoulder "Ram..don't..!!" my screeches
but a few seconds later
" grat...!!!"
" www.awww ....."
Rama touched my forehead with his finger
I opened my eyes immediately
" what do you think ???" rama asked, Mamposss embarrassed, I thought I had traveled where
" hemm mikirin perverted ya.." seduced Rama.
" e.en.engga..who is also.ihh "my kilah who was caught red-handed have thought that no.
" why keep yelling..". Rama increasingly laughs amusedly, my face has been reddened to hold the shame "out ahh..yg there I'm more sick if you are Nanny's.." I replied .
not healed but there is even more pain.
" no..mamah has given me the same trust, you should not be ignored." replied Rama .
" let's just stay in the middle room.fear of slander.." said Rama.
he grabbed me, tidied up the couch to make me feel good, painstakingly took my lunch and gave me medicine..
" ngeeenggg...plane wants to enter..aaa.." he said as if he was persuading a small child to eat.
upset, fun, I hold back from laughing, Rama treats me like a child
" Ram.ga do it this way too.I'm not a child.." while devouring food that was the spoon that Rama held with a little jolt.
" ihhhh ..sereemm his little boy mangap his big.." his god.I pinched his waist.
after giving me the medicine Rama sat down and put his foot on the carpet facing the TV to my back but his back was on the chair, I rubbed Rama's hair and played him , Rama also enjoyed every touch of my hand in his hair, so soon my eyes felt heavy I fell asleep while my hands slumped and stuck on Rama's cheeks, as well as Rama while sleeping leaning his head ,,,,I was a little distracted by the sweat that flooded my temple until I woke up, I saw Rama still closing his eyes touching every curve of his face.
stay like this Ramadan....
...God, if I could be selfish......
... I want to ask for all.......
...Everything Rama has for myself.....
... don't.don't go anywhere stay here with me....
either because disturbed by my touch Rama moved and opened his eyes "Rama.." my great-grandson, he looked up at me still with the same position.
he then lifted his head and turned the back of his hand to touch my forehead, not knowing since when the back of the hand can replace the thermometer...
" Thank God." The smile on Rama's face that I thought was very handsome, what a hot pain began to attack my nerves.
" why ??wanna drink???" he asked while wiping the sweat on my temple.
" sorry.." My eyes are inundated ready to launch a melt of tears, I thought for a moment that I was too selfish towards Rama always think and decide all I want without asking the real Rama,, I said,,I trust others too easily, sometimes the eyes are not always right about an event....
I shook my head, I sat on the sofa and patted my side sofa instructing Rama to sit beside me, he understood
I saw him linger making Rama frown he crossed his arms on the chest "Ra why ??strangehh, I'm afraid of you ..awas you don't macem macem yes same me..!!" rama made me cry
I nodded and scattered in the arms of Rama, Rama who was not ready a little jolted but immediately returned my embrace
" i'm sorry Ram. Because I always make you suffer from Willy, Kirana, now Kenzi.." I was stammered by a whimper .
Rama tightened his arms without answering" I also often make you difficult, more trusting of others without asking the truth I also often......"
" suttt...it is not necessary to explain .. I like you as you are. including all your attitudes ...I like your anger I like your misunderstanding because there I know that my feelings are not clapping one hand.." she replied.
Rama let go of our embrace, gave us some distance and then wiped away the trail of tears on my cheek "but lessin yah mukulnya , Ra..sudah is sick.your energy is a rice lift..." his snickering teased me I pursed my lips he pinched my cheek angrily...
" i will always be there for you, never think I will leave you, Ra.. I always carry your name in every third of my night.." said Rama..
" a..cut.....!!!"
the loud voice of someone broke the romance between me and Rama.
" heuleuhhh tomorrow you have to save money Ram.kanya I will go first nih.." bang Akhsan with a shabby face sitting on a single sofa and put his backpack, he said, leaning his head on the head of the sofa released all the fatigue in his body.
" Ram..in front of the car who , gilakk his car in the modif,,, kerennnnn...!!" bang Akhsan said with her eyes closed.
" a car dapet pinjem from abah bang.." replied Rama.
me and bang Akhsan rounded the eyes of disbelief, the old man who incidentally lived in the village simply ug setauku only understand peedagingan and agate, but, even more bourgeois than those who are young and live in elite housing .
" the hell time..??" much
Rama nodded "ahh who is really Ram.ko I do not believe ya.." bang Akhsan narrowed his eyes.
" i want to go to the toilet." said I suddenly resisted wanting to pee...
" want to be won??" ask Rama
I shuddered in horror and shook my head "I can do it myself, I'm not doing anything Rama.." I immediately went to the toilet, just crazy to go to the toilet to be escorted by a man.
after my departure
" sure of having Abah ???means you like also Nara yes because I saw the license plate number can happen to read D N4124 .(.( D Nara's)
Rama chuckles "if I can not boong bang loe.." said Rama.
" i guessed it.." said bang Akhsan.
" what the hell are you guys whispering, deketan again...??? giggling you two are not the prophets of Luth, right ??" much
" sparamoteco...!!!!" screech them
" his mouth is.." bang Akhsan stood up and cupped my mouth with his right hand and left
" ihh fuihhh..."
" i went to my room first..."
I sat back down, "I'm okay, , what time do you want to go home??" I also slumped on the carpet next to Rama
" ngusir nih.." she asked.
" it's not that..but .."
Rama cengengesan "know ko dear soon I come home late afternoon also soon want to teach children also .." he said.
" oh yes Ra. I want to explain something to you." her face turned serious while holding both my hands.
" i lied ...I actually do not permit but get suspended for 4 days because of the problem with Kenzi yesterday... but I just don't want to worry you and I think this is just a trivial matter.no need to exaggerate, no I'm used to being punished by Ra..."
it was obvious, but not Rama..
" Kenzi what the hell is chicken." I murmured in my heart.
" let's go.." said Rama patting me on the shoulder slowly.
"i know she's like this because she wants to get something she wants.she wants me and you break up Ra, she wants me to look ugly in your eyes and everything else...I'm sorry I was provoked by emotion.".
my heart is full.I don't care to be called a cheap girl or what it's called but I won't be ashamed just to say a sentence you want to mention right now.
" Radhan.I love you...."
I said and then covered my face with both hands , since when does the feeling exist I don't know .....