My Love Undercover's
Traces of Wounds

Nia sobbed, tears never stopping flowing down her cheeks, her heart breaking at this moment. Perih felt on his body part more pain his heart, accept all the reality Sham has taken his sanctity by force.

Until Sham's heart does all that to him, even though he already believes and considers Sham as his family, his brother.

Still hugging her knees, Nia's feelings mixed between angry, sad, disappointed, hate and fear. She remembered the Isman she loved, what to say to her later? this made her cry even more bitter.

While Sham was stunned at the edge of the bed looking at the heavily injured girl, a feeling raged in his heart. She squeezed her hair regretting what she had done, her heart ached seeing Nia cry and get hurt by it.

Sham tries to get close and hugs Nia but is brushed aside violently by Nia,

"I'm sorry Brother, khilaf brother!" pinta Sham, her eyes start to glaze over.

The girl was still sobbing hugging her knees. He ignored Sham's words, his chest still felt tight because of this event, an apology will not restore everything just make his heart hurt more.

"Nia, you're really sorry, Abang khilaf..." Sham begged again "The gate promises to be responsible" he continued in a raucous voice.

Nia still did not flinch with the words coming out of Sham's mouth. What is the meaning of the word responsible, his heart feels empty now, not knowing what to do.

Nia's mind drifted back to Isman, her crying broke again, "forgive me brother, can't take care of myself." she lamented inwardly. Nia feels her world is turning dark now, she hates Sham who caused all this to happen in her life.

Sham realized, Nia must be very angry with him at this time and might even hate him. He hated himself more than anything for causing his loved ones to be destroyed like this, Sham was truly very sorry.

"She. please!" Sham sounded desperate, not knowing what else to do in this situation.

Nia ignored Sham, he got up to pack his things and came out of the room leaving Sham still stunned.

Nia walked down the quiet streets, the clock in her hand showed at half-five in the morning, she was walking in an uncertain direction while still sobbing.

Sham flinched from his daydream, only to realize Nia was no longer there before him, he then half ran to pick up the ignition of his car to chase after Nia.

Twice revolving around the complex Sham has not found the girl, making her panic still dark day fearing something will happen to her because the girl left in a state of anger and hurt.

Many times Sham tried to contact Nia's phone but no reply from the girl made Sham panic even more.

Sham finally decided to go to the hostel where Nia lived who knew the girl had indeed returned to the hostel.

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Nia walked following her footsteps, not knowing where to go. His tears fell unstoppably, guilt for Isman grew, and if he had followed Isman none of this would have happened.

Isman had forbidden her to go far as long as she was not around, but Nia did not obey him instead went with Sham.

At the end of the road Nia was looking forward to a taxi passing by and coincidentally not how long there was a taxi passing by, Nia immediately stopped him.

"Bag, Bang!" Nia asked the driver to take her to the lake

The driver frowned looking at Nia from the rearview mirror, "blind go to the lake?" ask in the heart. But he doesn't want to talk much, it looks like this passenger is having a personal problem. He immediately drove his car to where he was asked.

He has not been able to go home to the hostel because it is still early morning, later when friends who are in the night shift come home he can sneak into the hostel.

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After getting off the taxi, Nia walks straight to the hostel gate and is unaware of Sham's whereabouts waiting for her in the car parked in the parking area.

Sham was a little relieved to see Nia was fine, he was actually afraid that Gadia was doing the no-no because of last night.

In his heart he promised to account for all his actions to the girl, no matter Nia hated him even though he would still be responsible.

Half dragged Sham to bring the girl into the car, no matter Nia struggling to escape.

"Let go!" half-cry Nia tries to let go of Sham's hand

"No!, we have to talk!" Sham doesn't let go of Nia he drags Nia into his car.

Nia finally gave up following Sham's will, she was unwilling to provoke a commotion in this place and made all the hostel residents wonder what was going on.

"Nia, you're so sorry! Forgive Brother..!" pinta Sham solemnly after the two of them sat in the car.

Still speechless, Nia looked straight in front of her blank gaze, her heart still empty. This incident left him deeply hurt, his heartache and hatred for Sham unstoppable.

Nia's mind drifted back to Isman who until now had no news of him, what He had to say to Isman. There were no tears flowing down her cheeks.

"Abang will take responsibility, brother will marry you!" sham broke the silence

"Please, for Abang the opportunity!?"

Nia still does not respond to all of Sham's words, for her all of Sham's words are meaningless, Sham's actions have injured her leaving a trail of wounds that can no longer be healed.

"Nia, you know.you hate Brother, but please let Brother take responsibility for all this, Brother you don't want to bear one!" pinta Sham was half desperate because Nia still did not want to talk to him.

Nia stared intently at Sham's pensive face, though,

"Have you spoken enough?" tanyanya cynic

"I'm leaving!" nia continued while opening the car door. Nia got out of the car ignoring Sham who was still stunned.

"Aarrath.."

Sham is upset with him, why at that time he could not control himself until it happened. Now that He no longer knew what to do with Nia, just talk about Nia not wanting to.

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