My Love Undercover's
Decisions

Tears flowed down Nia's cheeks that were increasingly thin, I don't know how many tears were shed in all this time.

Two weeks after the incident, he has been trying to avoid Isman and Sham. Every time he met the two his chest must feel tight.

He misses Isman, misses talking to him, misses his smile and looks into his eyes but his courage confronting Isman is gone already. On the other hand he hates Sham who has caused all this to happen, making his life a mess.

"More.." Isman greeted Nia gently, though,

Nia was shocked unaware of Isman's presence by her side.

"What's the matter, baby, say Ayang's nape for a brother like this, why let's leave Brother?" ask Isman gently.

Nia looked down not to answer Isman's question, because she was confused, what to say to Isman. He deliberately avoids Isman because he has not been able to deal with Isman as it is today.

Isman couldn't bear to see Nia like this, he felt alien to the girl, unlike Nia he knew. Nia hugged him gently,

"Darling..!" whispered Isman

Nia's cry broke out instantly hearing Isman's whisper, She was no longer strong enough to stem her feelings.

"I'm sorry Bang!" whispered Nia lirih.

Isman held Nia's face, looked her in the eyes deeply, she did not like to see her loved ones crying, she gently wiped Nia's tears.

"Say..!" whispered Isman.

"I want us to break up!"  answer Nia,

Before he had considered this decision repeatedly, He chose to decide Isman now rather than let him down later. It must have hurt Isman more.

"Darling, why do you say this?" isman asked in shock at Nia's words who suddenly wanted to break up.

"No boy, you don't want to break up!" continued Isman with a slightly high tone.

Nia tried to let go of Isman's embrace, she ignored Isman's words. Nia passed leaving Isman pensively alone in the corner of the emergency staircase.

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Isman is stunned to see Nia enter Sham's car in the parking lot, what exactly is going on? there were a lot of questions in his head.

The change in Nia's attitude, Nia's desire to break up and the fact that Nia is currently seeing Nia enter Sham's car is a puzzle for her, could Nia have indeed turned to Sham?. Isman felt his legs limp at this moment, so quickly did Nia betubah?

Meanwhile, a little hesitant Nia opened the door of Sham's car, she had a glimpse of Isman's figure in the area, the shadow made her steady to get into Sham's car.

Sham looks happy to see Nia, finally the girl agreed to talk to him after always avoiding him.

"Well, what do you say?" nia asked, she was trying to make herself toughen up.

"We gi from here ye first!" Sham hasn't answered Nia's question, he's running his car out of the refinery area. Nia fell silent.

In the parking area a Sham kebayan parked his car.

"Nia, I beg you to forgive my brother because he was tormented, my brother feels very guilty to you!" 

Sham spoke while looking down, unable to look into the eyes of the girl in front of him.

Nia let out a long sigh, a thousand regrets over all those events were indeed meaningless, not going to return what she had lost.

Nia was still silently pondering over Sham's words. He used to have dreams of getting married, but not with the person in front of him right now, his dream was Isman.

"Abang knows.. I don't love Brother?" ask Nia.

"Don't know!"

Answer Sham short. Yes He knew the man Nia loved was Isman not himself.

"Where can I marry someone I don't love?"

Nia asked slowly, actually she asked herself, but Sham heard her.

He saw Nia's face fixed, Sham understood it was easy for him but it must be difficult for the girl.

"Learn.. You will wait until you love your brother!"

Sham tries to reach for Nia's finger, but Nia avoids not wanting to be touched.

Nia's heart was a little melted to hear the seriousness of Sham, maybe he could give the opportunity to Sham, a chance for him to account for his actions.

But more important than that there is one thing that makes him willing to accept Sham.

"All right.." Nia finally made up her mind, on one condition we get married one more year, after I'm out of contract! and you have to go to Indonesia to marry me.

"But.."

Sham was speechless, His intention was to marry the current Nia, it was okay to marry the series before Nia expired the contract.

"Why?" ask Nia astonished

"No pape, but which cam if there's a baby?" sham asked confused

Nia flinched, she did not think that far. It was possible that the incident back then could make him pregnant. Two weeks since the incident, Nia has never done a test pack especially if the monthly guest schedule has not reached the time.

"Look, in a month Ni!" nia replied with a sigh

"We'll talk later! Further.

Sham's words actually made Nia so dizzy, Oh God what he must do if he really himself pregnant, What everyone says about him later, what about the fate of his current contract.

Nia was pensive, why did she have to accept such a fate.

"Alright," said Sham, he tried to follow Nia's will.

"Where's the cam with Isman?" Sham actually did not want to ask this question, afraid that Nia would get angry again. But he wondered what Nia would do with Isman.

"Let me finish!" answer Nia short.

Nia looked down trying to hold back her tears, her heart actually hurt but there was no choice but to leave her.

"I'm sorry Brother!" sham lirih. He regretted making Nia faced with such a difficult choice like this.

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