MY LOVELY, SAHARA
28. Unwillingly

Saturday afternoon, Sahara took her father to the orphanage. Since he first left, he has not been there. Sahara misses Ibu Arimbi, Mbak Asih, revelation, Nana and others. In addition because the papa is busy and the promises spoken will often take him to the orphanage has not been realized. A little pushy, Sagara finally took the time to Ambarawa with his beloved daughter.

"Why the hell, lately it's been so funny with Cakra!" far from the goal of leaving, the Sahara intimidated her papa about Sagara's indifference to Cakra.

"It's nothing dear" replied Sagara briefly.

"Remain, there's no other problem. Or does this have something to do with Mr Lendra? Aunt Kinanti?" guess Sahara guessed.

Actually, the Sahara just wants everything to work out. Moreover, two more weeks Cakra will undergo a final exam which means Cakra will pass and they return rarely to meet.

"Nothing." Again and again Saga answered briefly his daughter's question. For the Sahara, however, that is an ambiguous answer. Lately, Sahara knows important information that her Papa tried to approach her mother Cakra ended up failing because suddenly papa and mama Cakra decided to refer back.

There is a sense of unwillingness in the heart of the Sahara if until his father married again. Sahara has just met Sagara and it feels like she is not ready for a change in a relationship. Moreover, it's Cakra's mother, her dream in-law! Oh no, Sahara did not want him and Cakra ended up being a half-brother.

Enough girls at school to make him dizzy, Sahara does not want her papa relationship and the two parents Cakra more complicated.

"Well, how do you like Aunt Kinan?" ask Sahara suddenly.

"You will know that papa does not intend to marry again," explained Sagara contrary to what happened. Even Lendra was willing to resign and choose to open a business with Kinanti, living his simple life with a loved woman is better than having to be under the pressure of Sagara.

"But the truth is not that pa, papa also knew that I was close to Cakra even from before I knew papa was still around." Sahara turned her face unable to look at her Papa. Choose to look out the window where other vehicles also pass there. Sagara car swallows, had pulled over and then stopped. Sagara leaned his body against the chair and let out a long sigh.

"Papa just,-"

Sagara fell silent, he grabbed his daughter's hand.

"Sorry, papa was wrong. Indeed papa there is an intention in that direction, but a little." I made the Sahara quite surprised. The human type of papa is hard to guess, sometimes A is sometimes B and it really makes the Sahara shocked.

Or maybe what Ms. Arimbi said about her mother was right. Mama Kinara is depressed and feels her papa is a threat.

"May I ask you something, Pa? Maybe a little sensitive, but somehow I want to know and match it with papa."

It is wrong to assume that Arimbi lied in fact his father also kept many of the same lies.

"Just ask, papa will definitely answer," cried Sagara then stared softly.

"May papa drive the car, baby?"

"Did you ever think of killing me while still in the womb! I think you have the answer, at least the reason you can't answer."

"Yes, that's right." Sagara unexpectedly answered him very calmly but save bitterness.

"And that's what keeps papa haunted by guilt until now. Even after meeting you, papa still hasn't quite made up for everything, everything!" I'm Sagara with a raucous voice.

"But why should papa intend to marry Aunt Kinan, Pa! Papa knows that I'm the same Cakra not just a friend." Sahara lowered her eyes already in tears.

"Yes, I don't think there's any harm in bluffing his papa Cakra. And papa's plan worked, they referred!"

Deg.

This Sahara papa is really, really annoying. Apparently besides women, his father is also a hobby of drama. Sahara could not even sleep thinking that she and Cakra were brothers. It feels really unwilling.

Sagara car has entered the city gate welcome to Ambarawa. Sahara is happy to be able to breed again in this city, a city that has many memories for her from small to this big.

Suddenly misses also with Sinta, Rian and Devon. Did they get to go together?

Only a few more kilos until the orphanage, Sahara had invited her father to stop by to buy some hands. In addition to the basic food that Sagara has prepared in the back of the trunk.

Sahara tells Rian and Sinta, maybe they can hangout together later in the afternoon. Because seeing the Sahara enthusiasm, there's no harm in them staying over considering tomorrow's Sunday.

"Mother," call Sahara as soon as she gets to the parlour. Those who finished lunch were surprised and happy to welcome the arrival of the Sahara and her papa.

"Darling, how are you!" Arimbi hugged the Sahara longing. Then there's Nana and Cyla crunching along.

"Are Sahara kangen not the same as us?" ask them compact.

"Kangen dong, Brother bring souvenirs." Unexpectedly, Sagara distributed souvenirs for all of them. He also prepared a bundle of envelopes containing pocket money to be distributed to the children of the home.

Long talk, ask each other the news until the afternoon and Sahara is still reluctant to go home because she wants to make Sagara want to not stay at the home where her daughter grew up. Sagara plans to take his daughter to stay at Kinara's parents' house. However, it was extinct when the Sahara pleaded once and promised that tomorrow morning she would go straight home with her father to make Sagara heartless.

The Sahara still occupies the same room. While Sagara who sleeps in a narrow room is not used to let alone see the state of the parlour rooms make him fold his lips and grimace. For years his daughter lived in this humble place and Sagar began to think about offering repairs to Arimbi. It looks like Sagara's money will be more useful to others.