
Ridha has increasingly rarely sent messages to Anders because he felt his message was always ignored.
The changes that occurred to Ridha look very striking after meeting Noah without Anders' knowledge.
He just sent me a good morning message and had a good rest lately.
Anders was not necessarily able to reply quickly, sometimes even just reply the next day.
Ridha who at first can accept all the busyness of Anders and mutually understand if it is for the sake of their respective education.
The more days he could not stand it all, he felt that the affection of his lover had long disappeared.
Although Anders had actually explained how his form of affection would change over time, Anders had assured that it was just a change of form.
Did not reduce the slightest of his feelings for Ridha. With the explanation given by Anders, Ridha still could not accept it well.
On the other hand, it was also because Noah gave the same attention to Ridha. For now, Ridha chose to neutralize her feelings for Anders.
He was too afraid to expect this relationship in the future.
What Ridha does not know is how every day Anders prides his lover.
Every person who asks about how he achieved academic and non-academic success, Anders always said that there is a figure Ridha who always supports him.
Anders also often showed off photos of Ridha to his friends to boast Ridha and want to introduce his lover to all his friends.
Ridha also did not know, that Anders always prayed for him every time he did worship.
There are so many hopes that he offered to God for himself and his lover, not even forgetting he also prayed for Rida's parents, and there are many more that Ridha did not know about Anders.
Unfortunately, all of that was indeed kept secret by Anders of Ridha. He did not want to reveal what he was doing because it was a risky thing.
A slight misinterpretation can destroy a long-running relationship between the two people.
Anders also realized that he could not give as much free time as before.
He could only tell Ridha once in a while that he was in good health and well.
In his mind, Anders did not want to argue anymore about his relationship with Rida. For him, he could accept all the busyness that Ridha did before.
Ridha's decision to be able to accept Anders' current state, all up to Ridha.
In accordance with Anders' principles, he will do good to someone when he wants it. He wouldn't wait for Rida to do it first.
Overwhelmed with each other's busyness, it didn't feel like the two of them were getting away from each other.
Unlike Anders who struggled with the busy lecture and preparation of his S2, Ridha felt something else.
Noah's presence that is increasingly intense makes Ridha feel happy because there is something to comfort him from the busyness that surrounds him.
The ridiculous behavior that Noah often does in front of Ridha, can also make Ridha release the burden that is being borne.
Ridha increasingly forgets, that there is a figure of Anders who is still his lover. The incoming message from Anders he just ignored.
Even he decided to archive all his messages with Anders.
A very good opportunity for Noah to get closer to Ridha. He was willing to spend his pocket money just to meet Ridha every weekend.
Ridha who initially refused, then felt sorry for Noah because he had come all the way to Surabaya and finally accepted Noah's invitation to take a walk.
Until that pity becomes something addictive for Ridha, once when Noah said that he could not come to see her, Ridha felt sad.
Noah's plan went so smoothly, he had already gotten Ridha's attention. The scenario of cancellation of his arrival made the gap even bigger.
Anders is still hoping something good will happen, even though he does not get word from Ridha.
He does not know that at this time, his lover is in the comfort space provided by others.
No more messages exchanged between Anders and Rida. The last message hanging in their chat room was a good night greeting from Anders to Ridha.