My Patience Brings Love
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My patience brings love

" Why did Brother Fadil say this, and since when did Brother Fadil keep a taste for me." Ask Fina, who wants to know why Fadil likes her.

" I don't know when this feeling grew Fin, but when I was with you, I felt comfortable and the heartbeat was always irregular, even I felt dislike, he said, when I see you with another man, just like when I saw you with Aldrich. I'll always be angry when I see you with other men, even if I know they're just your college friends, but that dislike only gets worse when I see other men, who always secretly glances at you, making a rumble in my heart always pisses me off."

" So I realized that I was starting to like you Fin, so that my every upset was always on you, when I saw you being glimpsed by another man, he said, I realized that being upset wasn't because of anything else, Fin, but that I was jealous, I was jealous when I found out that you were actually liked by another man."

" Maybe I'm selfish Fin, but that's the truth. I don't like it until you're liked by someone else, 'cause you're mine and it'll stay that way Fin." Clearly Fadil, while looking at Fina deeply.

" But brother, Is this feeling of Fadil's brother really sincere, or just a curiosity of Fadil. I'm afraid that Fadil's feelings for me are just a curiosity, brother."

Honestly, actually Fina was so very happy, because Fadil expressed his feelings, let alone this was his desire all this time, only Fina felt doubtful, with Fadil's statement just now, Does Fadil really like it, does Fadil really like it, or just a curiosity, and maybe, what Fadil said to him, just a coating, because his feelings for Wiyah were not avenged.

Perhaps what Fina thought sounded wrong in people's eyes. But there will be people who justify Fina's thoughts. Because Fina has a fear as a woman, if later she is made an impingement by other men. Because the man apparently likes other women, but not him. And the man who expressed his feelings, wanted to vent his frustration, because his feelings turned out to be unrequited.

" I know for a fact that you would doubt my feelings Fin, but what I'm saying is true, if I really love you. My feeling, too, is not just curiosity towards you Fin, but this feeling is sincere from the bottom of my heart." Fadil replied, trying to explain that his feelings were really from his heart. If he likes the girl in front of him, and his feelings are not because of his curiosity, as Fina thought earlier." If you don't believe Fin, I can marry you tonight, so you can trust me my feelings, and what I said earlier." Fadil said back so sincerely.

Fina looked even more surprised, when she heard Fadil's words. Moreover, he could see from the eyes of the man, if Fadil really sincerely expressed his feelings, not just the coating as in his mind earlier. Fina could also see from those eyes, if she was waiting for an answer from him.

" If you don't believe me, I can show you how I feel here Fin, by telling people I really love you." Said Fadil, while Fadil stood up from his seat. Fina who saw Fadil standing from her seat, only frowned confusedly staring at Fadil, because she was confused what the man would do next. Fina could only wonder, what would Fadil do now, until he stood up from his seat.

" I love you Fina Fabbri Falisha, I love you sincerely from my heart, I want you to be my partner for the rest of my life, accompany me from now until we are separated by maud later, I want you to be my partner for the rest of my life, I want you to accept this feeling Fina, so that this feeling is avenged. Fina Fabbri Falisha, do you want to be my wife." Shouted Fadil with his floor, without any embarrassment at all, if the screams made the people in the stall directly stare at their table. Even the people cheered happily for Fadil because Fadil blatantly expressed his feelings in the crowd, to make the visitors cheer for Fadil, so that Fina would accept his order.

" Receive, accept, accept." Cheer them up while overcast Fadil.

While Fina was increasingly surprised by the behavior of Fadil just now, who expressed his feelings in front of the crowd, Moreover, his voice that sounded loudly in his auditory senses, making people know the feelings of Fadil.

Fina could also see that the people in the food stall were completely clouded by Fadil, so that he would accept Fadil's feelings.

" Fin, you promised me that you wouldn't reject my words." Fadil reminded Fina of his promise earlier.

Hearing Fadil's words, made Fina understand, why had Fadil asked him to promise, if he could not refuse Fadil's words. Turns out this was the man's intention, so that he would accept his love." It's appropriate that Brother Fadil told me to promise earlier, it turns out this is the point. Really, Fadil's brother purposely set me up with my promise just now." Inner Fina, astonished by the man's attitude in front of her, who had a million plans, so that she would accept her feelings." Brother Fadil I will tell you what I answer, but brother Fadil sits first, not nice to see the same people if brother Fadil stands still." While Fadil only obeyed, then sat back in his chair.

While the people in the stall, were still waiting for an answer from Fina. Because they were by Fina's decision, whether to reject Fadil's request or to accept it.

After Fadil sat down, Fina dared herself to look into Fadil's eyes as deeply as Fadil had looked at him earlier, Fina tried to look for lies there, But from those eyes, Fina found no lies at all, but it is a sincerity that cannot be described.

" Give me a month, brother, so that I can give an answer to Brother Fadil, and give me a month to know brother Fadil, as long as brother Fadil waits for an answer from me." Fina said, looking at the man in front of her seriously." After a month's time is over, then I will give my answer sis, but give me that time so I can get to know you, and sis Fadil can get to know me."

" Why not just now Fin, one month is a long time." Fadil asked confused, why the girl in front of him asked for time to give him an answer, instead of Fina just saying yes, then why wait so long to give the answer." Are you still in doubt about how I feel, Fin."

Actually Fina could have given an answer now, because Fina also likes Fadil, only in Fina's heart had doubts, which made her ask for a month to answer Fadil's feelings.

" I'm sorry Brother Fadil, I still doubt your equation, but once my heart is sure, then I'll give you the answer you're waiting for." Inner Fina felt guilty, but that was the only way so she could convince him of her feelings for a month.

While Fadil seems to be thinking with Fina's request, until he wants to nod his head if he agrees with Fina's request." Well I agree with your request Fin, but after a month is over I'll charge you a promise to give me an answer, but not a rejection answer, but another answer, but not Fin's refusal, Because I don't like rejection the most." Answer Fadil agrees." If until next month you reject me Fin, then that day I will marry you." Inner Fadil smiled cunningly.

" Thank you, Brother Fadil, for giving me a month, but I can't promise you my answer later, brother, because my answer will be in accordance with our introduction for a month." Obviously Fina. It was successful to make Fadil put on his cold face.

"If that happens to Fin, then I'm the first person who will marry you that day, even if you reject me." Fadil answered with his flat face, which made Fina so afraid, because of Fadil's answer.

While the people who were in the stall, looked disappointed with Fina's reply. Because Fina chose to answer later. Though the people who were in the stall, so very much looking forward to the romantic moment of the two, after Fina answered Fadil's feelings.

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After dinner together, and Fadil's car is also finished in repair, now Fina and Fadil are both in the same car, because they will return to the hospital.

Fadil glanced at his side, which was the girl he liked. The girl seemed to be silent, while her gaze kept on going out the window, without even looking at her.

Fadil only smiled at Fina's behavior, which seemed to be avoiding her after the incident, where she expressed her feelings. It seemed like the girl, had a soul that was so very wary of her.

" Fin, aren't you afraid of me." Fina who had been silent, while looking out, had to turn towards Fadil, because she heard the man's words.

" What should I be afraid of, brother, while brother Fadil open a bad man that I should fear not." Answer Fina who did not understand, with the direction Fadil said.

Fadil just smiled at the answer of the girl next to him, it turns out Fina is very innocent, until she does not know, if a good man, can turn into a bad person, he said, when the person he loved was ignoring him like this.

" I'm not Fin's bad guy, but I can be a bad guy, when I see the girl I like being next to me, let alone the girl hasn't given me a definite answer yet, which certainly makes me very frustrated, and my frustration can turn me into a bad guy, so I can get a definite answer from the girl I like Fin, I'm sure, I can do something evil that makes that girl accept me." Obviously Fadil while smiling ignorantly glanced at the girl beside him, then looked back to the front again.

While Fina began to understand the direction of Fadil's conversation, which led to where. Fina certainly knows, if a man who is frustrated because of love, can be seen doing reckless things to the girl he loves. Including...

" Sister Fadil, don't mess around, I can hit Fadil's brother if Fadil's brother dares to mess around." Threaten Fina when she thinks of bad things that could have happened in that car.

Fina slightly shifted her body further away from Fadil, even the girl looked frightened, to the point of making him put up a challenge, if Fadil did evil." If Fadil's brother messes around, I'll get Fazar's brother to put Fadil's brother in bars." Threaten Fina back with her frightened face. Fina was so scared when she saw the man's smile that she wanted to get out of the car now, because Fina was so scared that something scary happened.

While Fadil increasingly smiled ignorantly when he saw the frightened face of Fina, let alone the ignorant mind to prank the girl, appearing in his head." It must have been nice, if I would've fucked you once in a while." Fina." Inner Fadil. Fadil stopped the car, when there was a red light in front." Bang Fazar won't be able to put me in Fin's bars, because Abang Fazar knows that we love each other, and Brother Fazar is sure, if we do that, because waktor likes each other." Fadil replied smiling." I'd better try a little." Fina was further frightened by Fadil's words, to the point that the shadow, in which she was almost raped by Aldrich was present back in her head.

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