My Patience Brings Love
Bound in a relationship that is just a name.

Fazar continued to look outwards, while his mind was fixed on one name, Amira Jia Berend Lian. A woman who has been present in her past.

The woman who managed to make herself turned cold and arrogant. The woman who managed to make herself turn on her mother for the past three years just because she had betrothed her to a woman named Amira Jia Berend Lian.

The woman he thought was so perfect for his life, but betrayed him instead. Fazar still remembered, The girl who was covered with her hijab had to do something embarrassing and it made Fazar feel disgusted, Because it made Fazar so very unhappy with the girl who wore the hijab, because Fazar thinks all girls are the same. Wearing a headscarf only to cover up their behavior.

" I've been trying to erase your name, but why are you always present in my memory, shadowing me even if it's just a name." Inner Fazar." Are you not satisfied already to hurt me directly Jia. Are you not content to hurt me through your betrayal three years ago.

I've been trying to erase your shadow Jia. But when I tried to erase my memory of you, I was trapped in my own past, but I was trying to throw our memories far away." Inner Fazar was so very sad to remember his past. Fazar still remembers the woman he loved the most, the woman who made his life colorful and the woman who made him strong when he was on the verge of falling to the death of his father.

Fazar exhaled, trying to erase the shadow of his past coming back, because the name of someone is Amira Jia Berend Lian.

Why is it always that name that always haunts him, Why can't Fazar erase the shadow of his past.

Because he used to feel what he called love, even for the first time for Fazar.

Zain who saw that his master was thinking of something was trying to open his voice." Mister." Call Zain break the silence in that car.

Fazar who was called woke up from his daydream. Fazar glanced at Zain, who was staring at him through the rearview mirror, occasionally looking straight ahead because Zain was driving.

" What's up Zain." Ask Fazar.

" Has Mr. Fadil arrived in the city of J." Tanya Zain tried stale so that the old man was not too drowned in his daydream.

" It looks like it's Zain, because it's twelve o'clock in the night, they must have arrived a few hours ago. it's just that Mommy and Rido have not given me the news that they have reached J." Fazar.

" Hopefully Mr. Fadil can recover quickly when he gets there and get a bone marrow donor who is suitable for him." Zain.

" Aminn, I hope so Zain. I look forward to Fadil's recovery...." Fazar said to a halt." I can let go of that woman." Inner Fazar.

Hearing the words from his stalled master made Zain a little curious." Sorry sir, what to do." Zain asked Fazar a glance and then looked back to the front.

" So we can get together like Zain used to." Fazar replied, saying that Fazar could not have told Ke Zain what he meant by marrying Viyah.

Whereas Zain Only nodded in understanding hearing the answer from his master.

Before long their car had reached the front of the alley where Fazar was going to head to his wife's house or rather his future ex-wife's.

" Our master has arrived." Zain said again glanced at his old age through the rearview mirror.

Fazar looked up at the alley and exhaled a rough breath." I have to trace every little way back just because of that woman's family." Fazar's inner self stared at the small gang that could only be passed by a motorcycle but not a car.

Fazar looked back at Zain" Alright Zain, thanks. You can go now." tell Fazar.

Zain looked at his master through the rearview mirror." Do you need me to accompany." Zain asked politely looking at the Master through the rearview mirror.

" No need Zain, I can be alone. I'll call you tomorrow." Reject Fazar.

Zain who heard that just nodded." All right, sir, but if you need me you can contact me directly." Zain said back.

Fazar get out of his car." Tomorrow at seven o'clock you're here." Fazar's orders.

" Good Sir." Answer Zain.

Fazar stepped away from Zain who was still in the car while staring at the old man who entered the small alley." I think I should give Mr. Fazar some advice to buy a house close to the street instead of in a small alley like this." Zain muttered that his master had disappeared behind the small alley along with some loyal bodyguards while guarding his master.

Although they are bodyguards but their masters tell that bodyguards like them must behave like ordinary people, so that people are not too suspicious of him to make his parents in danger, moreover, the enemy would attack Fazar if they let their guard down a bit.

While Fazar who walked down the small alley that he passed now, make Fazar a little uncomfortable. Although Fazar used to be in a place far more terrifying than that little alley, it was then and never is." Why does that woman have a house in a small alley like this. Is this a tactic for him to be able to attract the hearts of men who pity him including Fadil." Upset Fazar Her bad thoughts have also started Guava on her head.

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On the other side.

A girl who had just finished her college assignment straightened her stiff muscles from typing too much in a sitting position.

" Thank God, it's over, too." Said the girl who was none other than Wiyah.

Yep. Wiyah had not slept because she had to complete her college assignments that had just been sent by her friend Yaya because today Wiyah did not go to college making Wiyah have to do her duties at home.

Wiyah directed her gaze towards the wall clock that showed twelve o'clock at night." I think I'm staying up tonight." Said Wiyah looking at the clock. Wiyah looked back at her study table which was a little messy because there were a lot of papers there.

Wiyah began to organize one by one the duties of her lecture that Wiyah had been working on, then kept it in her bag because Wiyah did not want to until someone was left behind. Moreover, Wiyah did her job to make her have to stay up late.

After finishing arranging all his tasks in his bag Wiyah stepped towards his mattress and laid his body on a mattress that was so soft.

Wiyah raised her hand to the sky of her room, Wiyah could see a different ring on her hand, a ring that was attached sweetly to her finger.

" I'm bound in a relationship that's just a name, because the person who remembers me doesn't want this relationship." Wiyah muttered looking towards the ring on her ring finger.

The night people say is the first night for the newlyweds. The night that makes the closeness of husband and wife closer. But not for Wiyah, Tonight she's like the usual night because the first night is only for a marriage that is love but not for a marriage that is forced like her.

" O Allah has strengthened me to live this household, a household that I have just lived in but is as fragile as the glass that can break at any time. Strengthen me to take heart from my husband who may be hard as a rock." Wiyah muttered back.

Without Wiyah noticing her tears suddenly flowed, because now Wiyah was more fragile. Just got married but it felt like she was unmarried because her husband just did not want her presence.

It felt like Wiyah wanted to yell 'What relationship is this, why it hurts so much. why should I marry a man who really doesn't want my presence.' Ya Wiyah wanted to scream venting her emotions that Wiyah had been holding. But that was impossible, because Wiyah was still conscious to do just that.

Wiyah woke up from her sleep because now Wiyah was depressed again. Both problems were like present in an instant, Wiyah who could not accept the truth from her parents. Back must be faced with a marriage that he himself does not want the marriage.

Wiyah picked up the diary book that Fadil gave her earlier. Diary book stored in his bed. Wiyah started to open the empty page to pour out the feeling that was back in chaos like three knew ago.

Wiyah was only afraid that she would experience depression as before when her parents separated, so Wiyah often wrote what Wiyah now felt.

Wiyah started writing every sentence that went straight out of her heart and feelings because Wiyah was hurt again.

My diary, do you know.

Now my patience has been tested again after I found out about the secret of why my parents separated. Now I must be faced with a marriage that I do not want effective coercion.

A marriage based on an arranged marriage because of a friend I just met the last two months. Marry me to the man who always looks at me with a look of hatred, without me knowing why.

What because of her past that has been betrayed by women, so every woman will definitely be stared at with hatred I mean.

Can I survive or I have to separate like my parents who can not maintain their household.

Whether I can erase his past with this patience of mine that will eventually bring Love to him

Wiyah closed her diary after venting her feelings to the beloved book, which had accompanied her for the past three years, but had to be gone for three months, Fortunately, the book was still available for Wiyah to find.

" I'd better go to sleep because I have to go to college and work tomorrow, because I didn't work or go to college because I got married." Wiyah Gumam.

Wiyah kept her diary book and laid down her body, trying to fall asleep.

But Wiyah just closed her eyes. The sound of the phone makes her have to open her eyes.

" Who's calling tonight like it's now." Murmured Wiyah stared at her phone which had a new number there." Not yes, but this is a new number. Better not be afraid of the bad guys." Wiyah turned off the call from an unfamiliar number and played down the sound of her phone which made the phone noiseless and only the vibration was heard.

But when Wiyah wanted to go back to sleep the sound of knocking on the door made Wiyah wake up again." Who the hell is." Gerrutu Wiyah was upset that made him have to come back.

Seriate.

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