
"Related to live alone?"
Ganeta nodded steadily, she did not want to go home after her condition improved. As a result, the woman chose to live in an apartment in the suburbs, deliberately slightly away so that her life was a little more closed.
"But why should it be here, Ganeta? Far away ... aren't you looking for anything else that's closer to Amara or your parents?"
Ganeta shook her head, she decided to be completely alone at this moment. Starting life as himself, without the grasp of the other party.
He does not want to be disturbed, nor does he want to be disturbed. Amara was married, while her sister's husband was someone who had bonded in love. Ganeta simply did not want to magnify his second chance to feel the wound, neither he nor Amara.
The money from Amara was enough for him for some time, Syakil also allowed him to choose his way of life. However, at this time it is Kendrick who seems not ready for this.
"Why your face?"
"No, it's just that I'm having a hard time visiting you .. doesn't it matter?"
For Ganeta it may not be a problem, but for Kendrick it is very, very problematic. There are no ties in their relationship, but Kendrick positions himself as everything to Ganeta.
"No problem, I told you not to think too much about me. You have your own activities, work must also take precedence. I don't have a problem at all, Ken."
The answer was a little disappointing, whereas Kendrick hoped Ganeta would answer differently and showed if she objected to parting from the man. However, it seems like things are not so good this time.
"Go home, it's almost night .. The weather is not necessarily good tonight," Ganeta said with a warm smile.
That man had spent enough time with her today. While the inner Kendrick still refused and wanted to settle with Ganeta. It turns out that true, twin brothers tend to be the same on some sides. It is evident by the attitude of Amara and Ganeta who are both not so dependent on men, especially if they do not yet have a different affinity.
Instead of leaving, Kendrick sat by Ganeta's side. He looked at his left wrist, he should have gone home. However, he still wanted to stay here until the end. Even if it can be after sunrise the next day.
"Fifteen more minutes, I still want to be with you."
The man then leaned back to relieve his fatigue. Ganeta who had been sitting on the sofa was about to move because she felt strange sitting so close. In fact, in the hospital sometimes Kendrick sleeps on his side without the woman knowing.
"Where are you going?"
Ganeta was suddenly nervous when the burly hand blocked her wrist. He wanted to be tepis but Kendrick actually pulled it back to sit there.
"Drink," he answered briefly, densely and clearly lying.
"What's at the table if not a drink?"
Ganeta died a flea, the water that Kendrick had prepared had not been exhausted. The man smiled faintly to find Ganeta who looked stiff like this.
"You avoiding me?" ask Kendrick at its core, a question that suddenly makes Ganeta stunt. The man only smiled faintly as Ganeta seemed to be trying to find another reason.
"It's not so."
"Then what? Why avoid me? We've spent a long time, aren't you comfortable with me, Ganeta?"
Not that, Kendrick's guess was wrong. Convenient as it is, even Ganeta feels safer if there is Kendrick by her side. However, this time he felt different and the way Kendrick was not the same as when he took care of Ganeta in the hospital.
Confused about what to answer, Ganeta chose silence and just looked down. Kendrick's grip on the hand still he felt so tight, until the end it seemed not to change.
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For the first time, Kendrick dared to look at him differently. Full of cravings with a heartbeat that is not as normal as usual, since long ago actually. However, Kendrick did not really show his gaze as a man in front of Ganeta.
"Is the star still him?"
Kendrick's question suddenly became serious like this, Ganeta was still silent and did not answer Kendrick's question as quickly as usual.
"My answer, is it still the same?"
"I don't know, don't ask me about it," she refused later, she was a little upset because Kendrick managed to make her heart seem to be moving out of place.
"I deserve to know, Ganeta .. If it is still him, let me take his place in your life."
That sweet sentence that Ganeta misses in fact. Four years ago Syakil also said this, but now Kendrick's position is more difficult.
There is no answer from Ganeta, he may not be ready to go back to dealing with the heart. But on the other hand he also needs a substitute figure, as soon as his eyes wet. Kendrick's words managed to weaken him, with Ganeta's eyes now condensing, venturing back into Kendrick's eyes.
His second glance was momentarily locked, Kendrick slowly eroding the distance. How brave, Kendrick never thought of doing this at all.
"You can refuse if you don't want me, Ganeta."
Shortly before he kissed Ganeta's lips, Kendrick gave a similarly meaningful choice in response to Kendrick's confession. At first it was only a short kiss, until it slowly turned into the lummatan that he gave so soft.
His heart heated up, Kendrick demanded more until the service was increasingly heated, especially when Ganeta resigned to accept without giving a rejection at all. Kendrick did it for a long time, until he only stopped when he realized Ganeta hit his chest many times.
"I assume you accept me" he said with the corner of his lips drawn to form a sweet arch on his face.
Ganeta took a deep breath, she stared at Kendrick's annoyance which managed to suffocate her. Although he was upset at all Ganeta did not refuse when Kendrick rubbed his wet lips with fingers.
"I'm home, tomorrow morning I'm back .. You're not afraid to be alone are you?" asked Kendrick still staring at Ganeta full of sheep, the man rubbed Ganeta's cheeks slowly until the woman was made to melt for the umpteenth time.
Egoistic basis, after successfully making Ganeta's heart not because suddenly he said goodbye to go home. Ganeta just stared at a piece of Kendrick who now appeared to be wearing his jacket, wanting him to hold on but confused himself how.
"If you need anything just call me, your dinner is ready .. don't forget to warm up first," he said then slightly lowered his head and again landed a kiss on Ganeta's forehead, obviously, that made him even more crazy.
With a heavy heart, Ganeta nodded obediently. However, just about to get up raindrops suddenly rained from behind the black cloud. Ganeta smiled faintly, while Kendrick seemed to sigh because the rain that now fell was really heavy with the wind that might make it difficult to drive.
"Just sleep here" said Ganeta who made Kendrick frown, since the beginning of Ganeta who asked him to come home, now it's the opposite.
"Can I?"
"Hm, you sleep on the sofa ... there is only one room," said Ganeta later, no matter where sleep while still one roof Kendrick clearly received.
"Well if you insist, I won't go home."
- To Be Continue -